Yule Tide Cheer

And trying to work out a crappy citation..... I hate this crap. grr.... Anyhoo, here's what I got for Christmas:

Game Cube
Turquoise earrings
Star wars Watch
Game Cube w/Pokemon XD: Gale of Darkness
Fire Emblem
New Pants
Mountain Dew Shirt
Socks
Weights
Target, Viejas Outlet gift cards
Weird Navy Velvet pants
Pac Man belt buckle
Giant Lotion Basket
Pillow
Jim-jams
Strong Bad Sings
Emails 1-Whatever on DVD
narnia Soundtrack
and other miceleaneous Junk

Wasn't Christmas fun?

the Chrinicles of Narnia

Was so amazing! I loved it! I was inspired! I was moved! I was captured! And I think my magival evening is ruined. SO much for the holiday spirit.

My fisrt christmas present!!

And it's the best ever! If oyur having issues getting me something for x-mas, take a tip form Jeff and get me something for my new apartment, like a poster of Frank in The Rocky Horror Picture Show! It's amazing! He's sitting in the lips! I lvoe it! I can't wait to put it up! I'm so excited! Now I need the movie!

It's over.

And I know, I know I've been neglecting my blog for some time. I tend to do that in spurts, update all the time... hardly update at all. Eh. At least they can't charge me with negligence for not posting.

But finals are finally over... took my last on this morning, then spent nearly 2 hours at lunch. How I am going to miss that.... oh well. I'll be home tomorrow. I have to move my stuff form here to my apartment, and then load my car with junk for home. I still have a little bit of shopping to do... and hopefully I'll have an amazingly fantasatic day. ^__^

It's freaking 1:13 in the morning!

This is unheard of! I'm usually passed out hours ago... and I'm not even tired. Bah. I'm looking for things to procrastinate with, and since my pretty little bloggy isn't working, I'll probably work on fixing that.

Oh, I've alos developed a rather unhealthy addiction to downloading/searching for video game music. Hrm....

Tut de la s'more

I almost got eaten by a locust! LOCUST!!! In my building.... on my door! If it hadn't have taken flight I would've been fine... but no... no jumping.. no oversized cricket.... no grasshooper... but the begining of one of the plagues!!!!(numba eight baby!) AHHH!!!

I saw a lot of Friends today... what a world I missed out on. That Joey... thinks he can speak french... hahaha.

Finals start tomorrow!

A Pirates Life for me

I wish. I have registration today, and I can't register for the only two saving graces I had. It says I can register for Calc because I don't meet the requirments... which I do; and then I can't register for my drawing class because I'm not an art/pre-art major. Bitches.

I also went to the price is right with my papa. It was really great. I need to get a group together and go again. It wasa amazingly small, that studio of theirs... and it went surprizingly fast after we got inside. but I loved it, and I want to do things like that again. Maybe an episode of Dr. Phil. That would be cool. For my mom's birthday.

Uggg.... Crew to the MAX!!

I have not had one day to sleep in this week... and I dont get to tomorrow either. BUt I will on tuesday, and then go to a hotel with my pops because we're going to see the price is right! For real! SO exciting!

Only 2 more weeks and I'm home for a good 5 weeks or so! It'll be so great to hang with you guys again! I miss you!

Oh, and who can help my with my background?

Background problems.

I dont know why. :(

Tuesday

I get to sign my lease tomorrow! So excitied!! It's gonna be great! Ikea runs! Thrift store finds! It's endless!!!

I love being a LIFE GUARD!!!!

Aah, it's reasons like these that I am so damn proud that I decided to become a life guard. I should become a freaking EMT, that whats I would be awsome at, telling other people how to save peoples lives... I LOVE my life!

Dracula

Is the worst freaking movie in existense. As soon as I am famous, I am going to remake that movie and it will be magical. And it wont have any of this 'Mina love Dracula' and Dracula loves Mina' crap going on. And Mina wont make out wiht everyone and their mom and it will be about the social structure changing for women! Like the book is, and the special effects will be tremendous. TREMENDOUS!!!

Holy Masquerede Batman!

Carla and I went off to get make-overs today at Macy's. She decided it was time to straighten my hair, and so it was. It is straight, as I type. And my make-up is fantastic. Too bad I am too tired and unwilling to go to a club, because boy, am I every perfect for it. Too bad I'm so short, otherwise I would kick Heidi Klum Butt.

My head a'splode

and did it ever. I felt like I had this gigantic buble on the right side of my brain that wqas just getting bigger, and bigger, and bigger.... but a nice scalding hot shower cleared that right up. Just had to get that blodd flowing again!! Now I can finish my tea and peppers....yum.

The Price is Right

or as i like to call it: "Rae royally fucked up her fathers birthday present."

And It's true, I did. But being the father that he is, he insited that it was not my fault but the companies and continued to try and turn it into a 'treat-my-daughter-to-hollywood" day. He said that his b-day was a month ago(and I know, it still was my present to him. To take him to the price is right) and that I shouldn't worry about that. SO after almost weasling our way in, even got nametags, we were sent away, but not before this awsome usher lady tried to get us numbers, what a gal. So we went to the Chinese Man Theatres mall. Went into Virgin records, and boy! was that place way awsome. Then we got pictures with Elvis and my dad convinced a crazed bum to put his pants back on. Then we had dinner in this mall in Compton. All in all it didn't turn out too bad, and we are going again on the 7th of Dec, and this time were gonna do it right.

Thanksgiving the First

Brooks had thanksgiving for us today. Lisa Holiday and all the office staff came down to serve us and everything. We had honey roasted ham and turkey, mashed potatos, stuffing, rolls, peas and carrots, cranberry suace, martinelli's, eggnog you name it! And the food was actually really good, I loved the stuffing! It was nice to have a thanksgiving with the kids from school, I am totally looking forward to the one with my family now!

Talked to my mom tonight and something happened with my dog. He was puking and peeing and convulsing adn had a temp of 105. My mom though he was going diabetic on us, which does not make me happy. WE're gonna get the blodd results tomorrow and hopefully it's just a super bad flu, she said he was doing better and the vets put him on some antibiotics.

But The Price is Right is tomorrow!!!!! I am so excited!!! I'll post the air date when I find out!!

San Diego Regatta

Eh. That's about the best I can give for it. Didn't help that I was racing the Norris.... the beast who has the same fear of left turns as Zoolander. And we didn't do so hot, caught a bushle of crabs and almost lost a rigger. And then I had to do my best to get their spirits up... 'cause I hate it when people are bummed because of things they couldn't have changed. All it means is we have certain things to work on next week. But I think they were mostly disappointed in themselves, and that is the worst feeling of all. But, by the time we left I think the girls weren't feeling quite as terrible as they had been.

At least we got to finish our race, varsities was cancelled half way through due to fog. That would suck.

My Saturday

Lacked most people it promised, and my morning was quite heckic, but was awsome none-the-less. I should have an apartment starting next month and I am very excited about that.

Went to lunch with Chris and even though lunch was very much lacking in our excursion, we had fun all the same. He's turned out to be a fantasic kid and I'm glad I know him. We walked around to all the multimedia places and the anime stores and had fun pointed random crap out. Good times.

P.S. gals; sorry I never called you. I'll work on that tomorrow.

I'm back!

So if you want to do something, call me up. Chris is first on the list, and as soon as he's online I figure something else out. I need to see Jeff, I have something to give him, Comptons requested my presence, and the gals havn't done any contacting yet. Think I'll probably call them after dinner. I seriously need to call Robin for some gossip that I have yet to gleen details offa Compy for....

I'm going home!

Yup, after 3 weeks I'm going home. Longest time away from the family ever.

Oh, and I'm going to the Price is Right on Wednesday. How hot is that?

My race is on sunday, and will be around 8-ish. Everyone should come and watch me(if you can...) and show everyone I'm not a social loser. ^_^

The Return of the King

Wow, much better movie than the book. Poor ol' J.R.R. must've gotten bored. I just finished the movie. It was that great, but I still think it was wonderful. I love the music, in the movie it does so much to just provoke feelings; if there were no music at all then the movie wouldn't be half of what it was. Poor Sam, nothing ever goes his way, with Frodo ditching him all the time and what not. And oh man, did I mention the music? Listening to the soundtrack right now, and boy. Does this ever want to make me go home. But not my home home, a home that doesn't exist(at least not yet...) It just makes me remember how I used to be and feel. I miss it and I dont, but I know I'm never going to get it back the way it used to be.

My boat beat Carla's by 17 sec yesterday. She had the A boat, I had B; the girls were happy and they deserved it. I'm very proud of all of them.

I need to write up my skit for spanish right now.... and I dont want to. All I want to do is draw, but I dont have the right paper. Whatever, I'll figure something out.

I'm going to a Hackey game!

No, thats not a typo, say it out loud. And I am frigging excited about it too.

Carla and I went for free facials today and I came away from it with $61 worth of face stuff(that i've been needing) for $32. Go me. Oh, and I got some free travel stuff too. It's good to have a roomate with friends everywhere! Then we totaly hit up the 99 cent only store. I love that place. I always get the most awsome crap there.

And my colds going away. Good 'ol immune system! I can always rely on you... no drugs for me!

This is the best day in my life. I feel like a few dollars.

http://www.homestarrunner.com/sickday.html

Yeah, thats pretty mjuch what I feel like right now. Dorms rock. Rock like the plague.

LIving it up, it's a big kick, it's good for you.

Ah Tones on Tail... what would I do without you? Not a whole lot....

Oh man, I've had a serious jones for Dances with Wolves and the King and I, or even Anna and the King, which I havn't seen. We should all fix that some time.

Working on some spanish and american indian studies... fun times.

Halloween is over

The party I went to was cool, but I am far to antisocial to have fun at giant bashes like that. I miss you guys and our small group hangings around. But there is little more than a month and a half until winter break! I should have pictures up soon, as soon as the roomie Carla has them up.(i know, I'm a moocher....) I expect pictures from everyone with their cotumes on. So if you forgot to take any, you put that beast back on and take them.

Halloween is frickin' tomorrow

Oh em gee. I dont think I like the way tbat turned out, don't think I'll type it again.

I am so excited and so forlore about tomorrow. I'm going to the Crew halloween party tomorrow, but at the same time I'd rather spend it with my friends. And it's the first halloween I havn't gone trick-or-treating. I didn't paint a pumpkin. I didn't make my costume(I did... but it was done over a year and a half ago....) and I have to buy leg warmers tomorrw so I am authentic Sally.... and nobody up here know's what the hell I amtalkin about when I say Sally. Is it a totally tierrasanta thing or what?

BUt I went Ice Skating today with Mike and Carla. He's a total liar and almost made me fall on my ass more than once. But he also tried to catch me on those falls more than once. And he bought me and Carla drinks at 7-11. There was this 7 year old girl though, telling us about the 10 boys that have crushes on her. He elbowed me a time or two, but she was cute, however violent she may be. We're probably going to make this a weekly thing, since it was fmaily night and it was onyl 6 dollars for entrace and skate rental. how kick ass is that? very much so.

Head of the American

Oh boy, that was my first crew tournament. Wow. I did a lot better than I thought I would and I'm excited now. My boat got last, but thats okay. We were rowing by 6 girls and most everybody else was rowing by 8, they obviuosly had the advantage. BUt we kept pace with an 8 for a good half of the course. But I am finally backa dn I got 11 hours of sleep last night... how ridiculous is that? It was fantastic. NOw I get to work on my speech for Public Speaking. Yay for me.

Waka in the Sky

This song pretty much sums up my feelings at the moment, and it's just so beautiful to. If oyu havn't seen Whale Rider yet, you really need to.

I am feeling turbulence with Crew right now. How I am acting with it is just like in high school, and I dont like it. It why I'm not an actress. It's why I quit polo. It's why I don't call people on the phone. It's why I've only ever been in one relationship. It's why I am where I am. It's why I moved away. It's why I didn't move father. It's why I havn't done anything with my life yet. It's why i dont have a job. It's why I want to go home. It's why I don't wan't to wake up tomorrow because I know I'll go to crew and Carla will be a better coxswain than me. It's why I write in this blog. It's why I havn't called you back. It's why I hate the word emo. It's why I paided an ungodly amount of money to be in a sport that I don't even know if I plan on staying with. It's why I love Native American history, It's why I only have a few close friends. It's why I only hag with a select group of friends. It's why I dont ask for gas money. It's why I listen to the music I do. It's why I draw. It's why it's so hard for me to be an adult. It's why I want to go home. It's why I want to be 5 again. It's why I listen to Go the Distance. And it's why every night I tell myself that I am going to have a fantastic day tomorrow and that I will get over all my fears and supersitious, superficial mind set.

It's why I wish I could be the girl in ghost world.

I love the way the first question was gender

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The halloween situation has been solved.

And my halloween dreams have been shattered. But there is no use crying over spilt milk, so I oped it up and bought a new gallon. And that gallon is called My Sally costume from Airband. I hate to reuse costumes, but since this wasn't for halloween, I'll let is slide. But only this once. And I will be a viking next year.

LIke the away message says

Jeff and Boba, the most awsome combination on the planet.

I'm done with halloween.

and my mom was no help. I hate verizon wireless employees, especially the radio shack brand. I dont like being upset about crap like this, even though when I think about it it's not that stupid. But I hate it anyways. I wish there was no halloween and right now, I hate being me. All I want to do is spend halloween with my friends, but I have class and crew. It's the begining of high school all over again.

Cheap phones!!!

Yeah, my phone is broke. I have to go and make them give me a new one at radio shack tomorrow. I'll be doing all sorts of halloween shopping tomorrow, so if you don;t know what your going to be, or need to buy something, I'll be everywhere. Let me know(call my house or my mom's number if you have it) and you can come with me, i'd love the company. I'll be going to Buffalo's Breath, Party City, Thrif Shops and some/a faric store. I want friend time, and I wont get it tonight because it's my Papa's birthday.

I have bad time management.

I need to be to sleep at 10. My show(that I almost missed....) is on now, at 9. I need to talk to my mom about apartments and houses and my dadas birthday and stuff like that. I need to study for my midterms tomorrow. And I need a shower. My show is an hour long. How did I mismanage my time so well? Watched old scary movies with my swimming buddy dan, then went shopping with Carla without much luck. Ate a long, long dinner, adn talked with Stephen, the austrailian for a good 1.5 hours talking about clothes. I need to fix my procratination.

But I'm looking at an apartment tomorrow. Hopefully it'll be cool.

I hate the mail here!!!

It really sad when even the spray paint is peeling in a back ally. And by the way Brooks, you should keep a regual mail schedual or work out sometehing different, because withholding mail is against the law.

Mondays!!!!

Yeah, it's rainy and gloomy outside, but that makes this my best monday to date. Funny how thunder, lighting and all things crappy make me feel better. I guess I just miss it. I got aim back at school, and no one wants to talk to me..... figures. But thast okay, Andrew Poage cares.

Midterms tomorrow..... need to study, have a 'lil... but need to more.

Yay!!!

I figured out what I'm gonna be for halloween. I shall be a Valkyre. Thats a woman viking, like Freya. I shall be amazing. And I will rock it like a pirate.

Hahaha

I am cool like that.

oh my day, where did you go? No where... my ays are boring and I never get anything done.... thats why I go home on weekends. At least I ccan do nothing with people I love, and not just have to like because I'm living near them(although I do genuinly Like a lot of them). It's just not the same. The whole majesty of college is pretty much gone now, it doens't seem so awsome any more. No more adventure. No more glam. Mostly just me, sitting at my computer on myspace. I could do that on a comfy couch at home with a cuddly dog. I could be making money and not being such a loser. What the hell was I thinking? I was thinking that being forced into a situation where I had to dreat thing for myself would make me actually do that.... but instead I gave up something I love, found someone new to follow around and let do all the socializing for me, and just sit around soaking up all the excess friendship like a sponge.

Hmm, funny. I didn't start this thinking sad, crapy-crap like that. My dad calling didn't make that any better... he really misses me. OH well, I'll just wnd with my new favorite quote:
"Strong Bad, were you just first baseing it with that peice of loose-leaf?"

Strong bad, were you just first baseing it with that peice of loose leaf?

Tn Grl Sqd Tencentential Aniversary!!!!

Novice Fest

My first college party. We'll see how this goes, it's w/the crew team, so it should be awsome, and I should loosen up a bit and make better friends and learn some names. Or I'll make everyone hate me. Either way, it should make for an interesting night.

So I'm not going home.

First time since I started college. Novice Fest for drew tomorrow is the reason... My dad isn't happy about it. Apparently it's cost effective and energy effective for me to come back every weekend. Got into a fight with him because since I'm not doing water polo, am not currently involved in the theatre(1st semester thank you), and I don't have a job; it measn I'm on vacation. I dont think that getting a quality education and becoming a contributing member of society as a 'vacation.' But really it's just his way of making me feel bad, because he had something planned this weekend and apparently I'm not going to see him next weekend because he has the air show.... But I was under the impression that we were going and that he'd be home for Dinner. Hmm. I need to call my mom, I want Kenna to call me back... I still need to think of a halloween costume to make, and the soar in my lip isn't getting better.

BUt I finally made it to the beach today, it was deserted and windy, but my rommie and I still managed to sleep for and hour and a half. I also got my ass sunburned... it's quite attractive.

Thursday

My first weekend that I am not going home. Gonna see how that works out. And of course, one weekend I dont go down, I spill on my white skirt french dressing(bright orange). I made a wonderful trip to Vons, whree I spent a good 15 min just talking to Julio instead of looking for the spray-n-wash. Also got baking soda for this nasty soar in my mouth... ick.

Still am having the cpstume dilema. So far I've only gotten help from Compy, and I dont know if I want to be something I've never heard of before. Help me out guys... I'm desparet here!!!!

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I miss you. I love you. If the summer had turned out different, I think I'd have stuck by you.

Oh Boy!

I knew this wouldn't be the place to get good halloween costume ideas.... nobody ever checks regularly. Myspace would be a better choice... but I love my blog. And it's nice in the regard that not everone checks all the time, or knows about it. But it's still nice to know every once in a while that someone cares enough to check up on me. Or write me a letter. *couchnobodywrotemebackyoushouldfeelbadaboutnotcaringaboutmeexceptfordeannacough* But I had an epiphany whilst I was at the post office admireing the awsome stamps I'll buy once I find a job. I should totally be a disney princess, but the only one I fit properly is snow white, and she is by far not my favorite; though theres nothing wronge with her, besides that she's over done. if I got a few gallies to disney it up with me, I might feel inclined to do it anyway, even if we weren't togather. I could totally photoshop a picture of us all together!!!!! Eh? Eh..? Any volunteers?(...or better ideas...)

Rae is a retard

Deciding to rewrite an entire speech outline the day before you present is not such a good plan. And I knew it, so why did it happen? Because when something is retared I can't leave it alone until it's better.... And now that it's over with I can catch up on my reading, do my spanish, and prepare for the next major speech I have to do. Basically I'm moiving on.

Estoy Triste

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Damn Tuesdays. Damn them.

CSULB Library

I was totally overwhelmed, I did not even know where to begin. That place is ridiculus. ridiculus. And Rae did none of what she planned on getting done at school the second time she went around. Didn't get a check for my rent. Didn't research pirates for my speach. Didn't buy a play ticket. Not only do I feel like a loser, but I am feeling quite apathetic and lethargic and very unmotivated. Not good, not good. Oh, and my phone has been searching for service for a good hour now. But, I had a nice long 2 hour lunch, and laughed like I never have at lunch before, it was fantastic. Boys make life so much more interesting. They really do.

Halloween, Halloween, Halloween

Yup, the time has come folks, and my list begins. So far Compy is a contributor, lets add to the list shall we? I like a big selection, so suggest away, all you have to do is click the comment link under my time stamp.

. vampire lich
. undead lich
. lich
. undead lich queen
. vampire lich queen
(see a pattern...? hahahaha....)

add away peeps. add away.

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This is eerily correct in so many ways....so many..(read as: 2)

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I hate mondays.

Tim Burton's Cirpse Bride!

OMG! Omg! omg! I love Tim Burton, expecially when he wants to mess around with claymation, it makes for a very happy Rae. It wasn't as fantasticlly awsome as The Nightmare Before Christmas, but it was pretty god damn close. I really liked it, and surprizingly the 3 16 yr old boys didn't ruin it for me. Even though my brother made a comment about me and one of the characters, and then stating that Emily could proboably "such a golfball through a hose." which he curtly got sushed for by some lady sitting a seat across from him. What a freaking dork. I was surprizingly void of comments throughout the whole movie, however I'm fairly sure COmpy could hear everything my brother and Robert said formt he other side of me, and they more than made up for me.

Urg.

yeah, I was out on the boats today. I am going to have to get a job if I plan to continue with this sport. Makes me sad that it's not supported by the school... but at the same time I dont like mandatory study hall. Bitches.

Win MX is not working. I do not appriciate that. I need Dirty Little Secrets. I need it... and some Franz Ferdinand. Grr.

So about the whole Corpse Bride thing, tonight or tomorrow guys(those who said they wanted to go with me)? Let me know. I think I'll go call Katie and see if she's awake, and if she is, I'll bring her her present.

The Devinyls

I love those gals. They're so hilarious.

I absolutly cannot wait to go see Tim Burton's Corpse Bride, you have absolutly no idea!! It's simply ridiculous how much I want to see this. RIDICULOUS!

I come back tomorrow. Be happy for me. It's also Katie Van Winkles surgery. And, by the way, I have something for her. I do, or... will. I dont have it yet. But that's okay.

Crew is really fantastic so far. I get to yell at people. But I fele like a fat lard compared to the other coxmen... psh. I way a whole 126(and their scale was off by 3-4 lbs.) I know, I'm a beast, but what can you do?

Damn.

Finally a Nintendo Event, not during some bug con, near me, and i dont even have a nerdy buddy to go with me and be a freak. And this one includes puppies. Totally unfair. And on 3 separate days! Grr....
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monday blues

The only reason I dont like coming home on weekends is because I get all sad the day after. It makes me think about the things I am, the things I'm not and things I'm probably never going to be. There are 3 things I need now. One begins with a g, one begins with an s and one begins with a b o o l p

We Live on front porches and swing life away

Mm, good song. It reminds me of Poagie.

my day was pretty good. I had my 2 favorite classes, I'm becoming more auidable in both and more sociable. I went out for crew today, and I love the urgs. But the 3 miles i ran we interesting. Haven't ran in a good since middle school.... and I did it wearing chucks and novlety socks.

And on a random note, I'd just like to say something about myspace bullitins. Sometimes I'd like to post a survey, or reply to one of those "repost this if you like what this represents..." but, I get really annoyed when I go to the bullitin and theres nothing but 5 of those, so I don't. But sometimes I would like to.Hmm. Just thought I'd let you know.

KATIE!! Next time I see you, you'll have a fixed knee! Like my car!

I am back at school

Didn't almost fall asleep this time either. However, the time pf day I choose to drive back at made me think. Nothing particularly facinating, just thinkging. Mostly about my social situation and my person and my sport position and friends. I was excited that I didn't hit any traffic between 4:00 and 5:00 in the afternoon in L.A.

7:30 am on a Saturday

Captian Planet! I am so cool. But I like the way heart is not an element....

Oh Boy!

Lets recount the things since last I posted... is still dont think I want to do polo, I got to be a machine in my acting class, oh! and my car crapped out on me again. Yeah, it was the battery. Again. I get all the luck dont I? I know. BUt it was just that the cable wasn't tight enough..... so it couldn't charge when we tried to jump it.

The Water Polo is back

and it's kicking my ass. It really is.. it's only day 2 and I'm fairly sure I'm not going to be able to keep this up. Mon/Wed: practice 3:30-5:00; not bad Tues/Thur: 6:30-8:00am weights, 3:30-5:00; still not that bad. But add in the 3 hours I have Mon/Wed nights at study hall, 7:00-10:00.... and you have a very cranky Rae. Wanna know how to turn me in a complete bitch?(i know i am one... but take away all the sarcasm and leave honest brutality) Only allow me to have 6 hours of sleep and then send me to school with out a proper breakfast. Instant way to anti-socialize! She's Niffy! She's thrify! And now she comes with indigestion action!(oh yeah!) I am the winenr of all things. hoestly, how do I luck out?


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The weekend of meeting old friends other friends

I met Katies, then I met Jefe's. Jefe's friends are funny. One looked like Silent Bob, it made mew giggle.

But to those of you who hung out with me and did not let me meet any of your friends that I didn't know(if I know all of them then dont worry) you get an F-- in friendship. Shame on you. You should work on fixing that.

Katie did call.

And I totally approve of her peice of meat. Hahaha.... I had fun last night. I met people she hangs out with that I never met before, and they are hilarious.

Friday Night

Rae has nothing to do, and is slightly confused over an earlier encounter. Meh. Went into drama today... and it was awosme. I love being graduated. It was good times. Bren and Jenn were kicked out of the room twice. I love those gals. Kinda bored, Katie may or may not call later.... hmm.

SHANE IS MY HEART!!!

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watch it and love me. then love shane for making it veiwable. it may take a while to load though.

I hate medication.

Yeah, so yesterday it was just making me feel really nausous, no puking.. just nausea. But last night... omg... I was hating life beyond anything. I started chuging water because dry heaving is by far the worst thing in the world. But this morning, I take it again because thats what the directions say and all and I fugure: "hey, i really didn't have this with food, I should take it with breakfast." yeah? well, right in the middle of an excerise in acting I just get up and leave for 20 min. Good times. I dont think I'm going to take it again.

Dilemma!!!

It's already september adn I dont have any clue what to do for halloween! I dont want this to turn into last year.... Give me ideas!!!!!


Oh, and aparently there is this bif sh-bang in Santa Barbara for kids abouts my age. The roomies are goging, thinking about it. Anyone want to go?

Adn i endded up going to urgent care this morning because of the swolleness under my left eye that appeared yesterday morning. Turns out, it's a sty! How fun! I get to take a pill 3 times a day for 10 days. \/\/007! But I dont know what a sty is. It's rather unsightly and obnoxious, and it is beginging to itch. hmm.

what the crap?

so I woke up today, and just under my left eye was swollen.... my mom said it might be pink eye. what the crap?

Viva La Revolucion!

That really has nothing to do with anything except I just finished my spanish homework. Got home yesterday, and boy was that awsome. I went to see Ms. Howell. The Howeller... she's one great person. i am totally coming in next friday. I also managed to wrangle Compy adn Kenna into showing up. Compton and I endded up cleaning some/most of her room for tues. We're awsome liek that. I also managed to brake her vacuum 2 times. They each fixed it by using the foils. Those can be so handy. Then ComptonLIVE! and I went and surprized Katie and her "crippled as"(which i pointed out was not infact crippled... it was her knee.) Then we went on a food run for the parents and thenw ent to my house for some whole-some Comedy Central. And it was; al with the clothspins, nudies and peeing. I lurv that show. Then i went and watched my brother football game where I saw Bren adn Jenn, whom I asked if they were afraid of getting lost(they had neon chucks). I had a good yesterday. I spent all of today shopping. It's like I have to go back to college or something. Weird.

wow guys

I totally went off on a nostalgic tangent because of a talent show. I wrote a whole paragraph of old-timey feeling on a comment on Stacey C.'s livejournal, and it had nothing to do with her post. Well, I guess it did. She talked about the future, and I talked about the past. That is one amazing girl. I see her becoming so many things. Politician, Singer, Actress, Producer, Business Woman, Fashionista, Entrepenuer, you name it. I'm glad I got to spend time with her at camp, she's such an awsome gal. But thinking of her(like when I think of most multi-talented people) I get in this ucky-kind-of-mood. I dont know why, I think this happens to everybody when they feel that they dont have any talent. I know I have a talent, waiting for me out there, it's just frustrating sometimes because I haven't found it yet. Yeah I can swim, but I'm not the swimmer. I play polo, but thats not what I'm going to be doing in the next 20 years. I can/used to be able to draw fairly decently, but I haven't/didn't keep up on it. I've come to relize thaat I limited myself in the last 4 years of my life. I've let the stereotypes and secruities close me in, and now that I'm in college I'm glad I did. I have this thing in the back of my mind, and everytime I do something that might disapoint someone or make them feel bad for some reason, I dont do it. No matter how unreasonable it may seem, no matter how stupid it is to be disappointed of and they wouldn't be if I did, if I have that doubt in my head I dont do it. If I dont think I'd be comfortable talking to someone about it, I dont do it because if i can't talk about it, it's a disappointment to someone. That might explain to some of you why I waited so long to do things, or to not do them at all. I'm still worrying about stuff I did years ago that if my parents found out they'd think of me different. I still feel bad about doing something I resisted from for so long, and have strong feelings against, but still did because for one time in my life I didn't want to be the prude, I wanted to be worldly. But now I'm sad I gave in because someone said that someoneelse held me in some kind of high respect for not doing it. I didn't know, but when I found out I didn't feel too hot about what I just did. I felt like shit. I am sorry to that person for what I did. If I had know, I don't think I would have ever done it. But in a way, because you didn't tell me, it made it that much more pure of a conviction to me, of you. I am sorry. I hope you weren't as disappointed in me as I know your not.

I Love my Gal Pals!

I was totally all ready to write a post about how depressed I was because I spent my lazy ass all day in my dorm doing nothing, and didn't even manage to send out any of my letters because I didn't make it to the post office in time. But no, 2 phone calls later(which, I didn't make by the way) I am happy and giddy. Katie Van Winkle and Julio Gularte are my favorite people; EVER!(you'd be too if you'd call me!) And they totally turned my loser-ass day around. The way they talk just makes everything so much better, expecially when they're happy. I can't wait to see your t-shirt Katie, and I can't wait to talk to you more about your swim team Julio! I LOVE you guys!!!!!!!

It'd so hot!!!!!

My rooms so hot!!! The AC doesn't work. Stupid AC.

Just so you know...

I expect someone to see a movie with me when I get back this weekend. Who ever responds first wins!!

Dude.

This is totally awsome. You need to check this quiz out if you havn't already, and humor me if you have. It's awsome:

Love Test


Love me like that.

1st day of school!

It was cool. Both my acting teacher and pub. speaking teachers are grad students. They're awsome. Courtney, my pub. speaking teacher is this hilarious giant black lady who thinks it's nasty when guys spit. I think I'm going to like her class. AND the acting class will be cool too, no monologues. Thats my kind of class. We'll see about the spanish and american indian class tomorrow.... I am very excited about my swimming class. Very excited.

Talked with the IT people at Brooks. The guy asked me if I dropped my computer.... I said no, because I haven't. But now I'm worried I may be without a computer for a while since the problem doesn't involve me buying a chip or cord to fix it. That makes me nervous. I need to talk to you guys!!!! I need to! I know I'm being a bad phone buddy..... but so are you! it's a two-way street guys.... and I have a 20 car pile-up on my side.

My Dorm!!

My care Package:


my sink:


One of my roomies:


My Desk:


My other part of my desk:


My bed:

Changed the Layout

It's still FFVII.... I may have a little obsesion. Don't let the title of the page fool you though. it's a reference to a 'lil inside joke back in the day of pre cal.... Robin mayhaps remember. Mayhaps not. I think I may update it though so everybody knows...... I think I may. Tell me what you think. I want to know if my taste is getting better or worse, and if my skillz have gone down the drain yet. TELL ME!!!!

Here's the deal...

My internet is not letting me stay on aim or msn if at all..... so you need to call me. Call me now. I need to talk with you guys, and until my net is fixed this is your full time job, arranging who calls me when. GO. Call.

REQUEST!!!!

I need to update my phone book... so here's what I want you to do. Either reply here, or if your uncomfortable with that junk open to the wide web, e-mail me, myspace me, facebook me, IM me(when I get it working....) your:

Name
Address
Home Phone
Cell Phone(lable)
e-mail
IM

You need to love me like that. DInt give me a reason to get out of touch with you, it'll just make you a better loser.

Well Guys...

I miss you all. I am afraid to take a shower, to play musci, or go out any where. I don't know where anything is, how anything works, or what I need. My internet wont let me sign on to aim or msn.


I just really miss you all. :(

My first Day at the Dorms

So the firl in the dorm next to me was in my girlscout troup in the 5th grade. Kenna, remember Corrinne? Yeah, thats her.

My roommates names are Alice and Carla. Alice is form Pasadena. Carla is from Annapolis, Maryland. They are myspace friends now. We ate so totally cool like that. OUr dorm makes us sad because we have no decorations. T_T And my internet wont let me on aim or msn..... I am very sad... Oh well.


And COmpy is offically the most awsomest person ever. He called me this morning to say good bye. He rocks.

I fixed the comments

I got rid of enetaion(i'll miss you! you served me good!) and oped for the blogger version. They look boring and aren't very clever, but they should work now. SO test it and tell me they do.

My Official List

This is my list of people who are the coolest and best people in all the world. I will list there rank(decending), name, and reason why they are the most awsome ever.


3. Robin Guroff

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Those are in sequence. She gets this awards because she is my best friend, and it was expected of her to do something. But this far surpassed any expectation, and is awarded numba 3 .

2. Shane Phillips

Shane gets number 2 because he did this way before I even said anybody should do anything. He thought of this himself, and it was totally unexpected.

1. Daniel Compton

Compy gets number 1 because he actually read my blog. So all you skanks who had no idea about this, it's because your not cool like that.

If your offended by the numbering system, dont be, it's just the order I hppened to think of them in. I added numbas later because it made it seem more dramatic and exciting.

For those of you who didn't make the list, it means you suck. Or are to poor to even draw me a picture. I am sorry, but submit away if you'd liek to be included!

Oh Man

I've been packing all morning. Doing laundry all morning. I knew there was a readon i've never done my own laundry before. I still haev a bunch of crap I need to pack. A bunch of crap. Like my school supplies and junk like that. It's a bitch, but it should be over soon.

In other news, I managed to pull to dates out of one night. Score for me. ^____^ lol

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oh wow.

I don't have any more work. I dont have to go in. It is such a weird feeling. I've been working all summer.... and my brain is all "yeah, you totally have tomorrow." but I'm all "no dipshit, I dont." and then they are conflicting. Con-flic-ting.

LAst night was neat. I got a lil rest when they went to the porn shop, didn't want to go in there. They had fun with their corn vibrators, but I'm glad I passed. I couldn't hand;e it last time they drug me in there. Uhhgg. gross. Anyway, we pretty much did a whole lot of nothing and did it in a whole lot of time. We endded up at Andrews house at like 3:30 or something. We watched the end of Eurotrip and then SIn City, but we all fell alseep during that one.

Poagie, you should be proud. You fit 5 people on your bed at once, and 4 of them were girls while one of them was you.

I liked when we went to the Kumeyay Park. I love that place. It's a lot bigger and not so much canyon as the other one. I liked the football we played, or lack there of. I think I throw better, thank you boys. I appriciate the help. I like the giant grass chuncks we scrapped off our shoes after running in the grass for a halfhour. That was fun.

Thanks for the Aqua Teen Hunger Force Katie, I think I may need to do that regularly now. I really do.

The double trip to Jack-in-the-crack, those kids who were honking their horns back at Poage. Good times.

Porn Shop=rae nap time.

AM/PM was cool too. We sat there forever trying to figure out what to do. We harassed Compy in the process. Sorry Compy, and thank you for the suggestions, even though we didn't use them.

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my dad is so nice

he basically told me I dont have to leave if I'm not ready to leave yet. And that if it's horrible-terrible up there at Long Beach, I can come home and do the college thing here. Knowing that more than half of the freshmen entering college this year wont make it past their first semester... it makes me feel a lot better. They've spent money and a half on me to do this, but if I can't handle it, I can come back. I know I'm not going. It's not in my character to give up on something like this. I'm a fighter, I'm copetitive by nature, and at the least I wont let myself leave just to prove I'm better than everyone else who does drop out. Plus, I need to be on that water polo team. I might have a chance of taking this somewhere if I do.

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dUde

After posting the Walk of Shame, and then takin gmy puppy for a walk, it began to sink in. It wasn't the packing, or the making new friends, or moving, or leaving or anything that made it real, it was my dog. With my parents and family and friends an collegues, they know where I'm going. They know what I mean when I say I am going to school. My dog isn't going to understand that. He's not going to know what all the boxes mean, or what all the pets or walks are for. He's not going to understand why I don't come home at night. He's not going to understand that, even though he's waiting by the door so he can make sure we're all safe, I'm not going to show up. ANd he's really not going to get it when i dont come home from school in the afternoon to walk him. He's not going to know why I'm not at the beach with him on sundays, why I am not sleeping in my bed, why all of my stuff is gone from my room. He's not going to know if I'm ever going to come back again. He doesn't know that it's not like my trip to Mexico, or camp, or Florida, or Berkley or whereever. He doesn't know. He wont get it.

i dont know if I want to leave my puppy. i dont think I'm ready.

The walk of shame

858. . .

HUng out with Robin this evening, and a little of Katie. Far too little of Katie, far to little. We went and hung with the Poage near Vista Grande. That was interesting. Besides run around all day looking for a locker.... I got nothing done. Just a tool kit, some toiletries and an area code. Hmm.

$$$$$

I have no money. My online acocunt says there is, but there isn't. There isn't any money until I get paided on my move in day. I am a poor, poor soul. But I have more crap than I will ever need because of it. I have the niftyest tool kit ever. It's going to live in my car. I dont even know what else I bought, I just know that I have no money.

Mega Wench and Cabin Boy have a new friend.

His name is Walter. He is a Llama. He is mint green. Enjoy.

adopt your own virtual pet!

Good-bye, Ruby Tuesday

I © that song. But that has nothing to do with nothing.

Robin and I went to see Chris Russells play. It was Ragtime. It was great. i forgot how it dragged, but I liked it none the less. It wasas good to see him too since I'll probably never see him for a while.

I spent $450 on my car. 4 new tires, 4 new lugnuts, 1 new key and 1 new bolt for my lugnut to be on. Also found out I need a new wheel. Thats right, you saw it. Wheel. Not tire, wheel. Instead of being circular like they are meant to be for lugnuts, they are oval. Damn sons-of-bitches who rotated my tires should hear it from my father; but he doesn't seem to care enought that I am now dirt poor. Adn I am, dirt poor. I hve no idea where all my pay checks went to, I dont. but now I have litte over $400 for back to school items. (( cent store here I come!

My car hates me and want to take my life.

But I am totally to elusive for that beast. Pulled over right after I turned on Tierrasanta Blvd. See that car parked on the raod? it's mine. The back right wheel only has one lugnut. I drove all the way from Rocky. We can now pin point when each one fell off. Know what it counds like to be inside a heliocopter? Robin, Katie and i do. When it sounded liek I was peeling out when I turned at 3 miles an hour, we all knew we were not going to make it to Robins house. We endded up walking to my house to get my moms car, 'cause my house was only a half a block away. But i can't believe this shit keeps happening to me, we just had that same goddamn thing check a week ago. My tires were freaking rotated. Stupid car people, I hate them.

OMG!!!

The moon is so pretty.... I think i may try to take a picture... i also dont think it's work real well. hmm... I've been working since 10 this morning,a nd I am going to Rocky. I plan to stay out all night and then get my brows waxed in the morning. I am the winner. I am.

There is little over a week...

Before I leave. I am compliling a list of junk I need to bring with me to that all mighty college experience. Let me know fo something that I can't live with out.

As I am copliling said list, I ran across the need for decorations; so this is my challenge to you:
---> I need my room to look pretty and I dont want to forget you. So make me a shamless remembrance! How to do this:

Get a picture of you, or of you and me. Either one is fine. Then blow it up(optional, but nice) and then decorate the hell out of it. Use glitter! use paint! use a guady frame! use your mom!(they are useful at times)

The Point is that i want to remember you for who your are and what our friendship is, so make it unique and make it you. I really dont expect nayone to do this; but i would really appriciate it and love you forever. I honestly would. Shane did it, and I © it to the max, but I still need a frame. So make me happy and forever in touch with you, make me a picture and make it a day to remember.

2 vaccines in one!

Yeah, I got 2 imunnizations today... in the same spot. My left bicep is really sore. The kiddies in the pool didn't seem to have a problem holding onto it though... urg... My mommy was in the room. She held my hand, and by held, I mean I cut off all circulation to the area while simotaneously burying my face into her back. I dont do too well with neddles, at least this time I was shaking, or white as a sheet, because according to my mother thats what happened last time. I really dont do well with needles. In 6 months I may have a dire need for a buddy to squeeze, as I will have to get a second shot for my Hep A (not my menigitis!!!) but I will most more than likly be in Long Beach, so I think I may need to get one up there.

I am totally listening to the Baywatch Theme, and it kicks ass.

I think I may own apologies to many, a many persons from last night.

Firstly, if I called you a whore, I didn't mean you were an actual whore. I just like to call people that and thought it was funny. So I'm sorry.

Well guys, aparently, when I am drunk, I am an open book. SO if you want to know something just liquore me up and ask away. Asian Fred managed to get a few interesting answers out of me. Buddy, you are a good question asker. People never ask good questions, but Christopher Carter did. He asked what color I thought people were like, who they were reincarnated from, what I thought of them and junk like that. I think I talked to him for a good hour. I remember a lot more than I thought, but it's all very vague, so you might need to jog my memory.

I'm sorry if I pissed you off and made you leave, I didn't mean it. I think out loud when I am drunk, there was no inner monologue, unless of course I was alone, then I didn't talk to myself out loud.

I know I hurt a lot of peoples feelings, and so I hurt you in anyway last night, I am really, truly, sorry. That is gonna ring true for 1 to 2 people in particular.

But dont worry, I'm not gonna fester in my own self loathing, or get really depressed over it. I am just gonna try to control my thoughts a little more next time I am smashed. I promise.

Katie Van Winkle, I'm sure you heard this a lot last night, but I love you.
Daniel Compton, Chris Carter, Kenna and Robin, I love you guys too for continuously putting up with me.

I have a few going away letters to write since that party.

"She wants a better sex? All you need's here!"

Wow, that has to be the worst 'enhancment' add I have ever seen, nicly placed in my spam box.

what i reslly need right now is to lay in a grassy feild and watch the clouds go by while i fly my kite.


But it's night.


...and my kite doesn't like to fly.

i am not having the best day

I just got my classes today, and I thought they were pretty good for signing up for them a week and a half before they start. My mom's angry because none of them go toward my major.... but I'm undeclared. Nothing goes toward my major yet, because it doesn't exist. I can't find out what my text books are online because they dont post them online, but they do in the store, which my mom told me not to bother with because I can do it online. Then to top it all off, I can't find out my math placement scores because the world hates me. I am really irratable and sour right now, and what I really need is for the internet to not make my chest a'splode. It doesn't help that my mom assumes I'm slacking every five minutes and accuses me of not being prepared, because I asked her for test scores of mine shes has and are not even remotly required... why? because i'm the dumb shit who can't pass a test. and now my dad is on my case, but he doesn't even tell me what, he just throws stuff at me that i dont even know exists, because they asume i can read their minds when they read my mail, and then dont give it to me.


Dont worry about me kids.... I'm just venting, but it might be a good idea to wait til friday to try and talk to me. I might explode on you.

TCP vs KM

Dude, the Tierrasanta Community Pool vs. Kearney Mesa Pool water polo game last night rocked. I played for TCP(took my mom's place). I must say i did really well, got 3 goals in a row. 4 all together. it was such an awsome game, and afterward we all had pizza together. I love being a lifeguard. We get to do cool junk like that. ^__^

I get to go to Long Beach tomorrow..... frosh orientation. I'll get my classes. I get no breaks this week, I am so tired!!! Oh well, it'll soon be saturday and I can gamble all my money away.

ATTENTION!!!!
Who is coming with me to see Christopher Russell's play, Ragtime?!? LET ME KNOW ASAP!!!! I need to tell himo we can perhaps get in for free!

"i'm sad that i'm flying."

I am not in a sad mood; I am just a little disappointed in myself. We had a red shirt today. Belinda "started" choking, and I thought it was real and basically froze, i couldn't remember anything. The only two things I did right was to tell her to keep caughing and then to ask for help because i didn't remember what to do. Eileen, said thats why we do them, so we can screw up without someone dying. My mom said every redshirt is like that, and none of the other guards I tlaked to seemed to be to worried about it. It is just slightly disappointing to find that under pressure I freeze. I suppose I'll get over it, and at least when someone is really checking I wont freak out.

Who needs a gun when you have flameing arrows?

Not Luke or Bo, thats who. Wow. I am officially a Dukes of Hazzard fan now, that movie rocked. It was so funny! My brother didn't like it though... I guess he was expecting something else. It was everything thing I thought it would be, but with guns and fire; and that eqauls awsome. I urge everyone to go see this movie! see it!

I haev 3 more weeks

I've already decided who i'm gonna miss. I am not going to post them, I dont think that information is important. But whatever. I talked with Shane today, that was cool. Jefe and I went to boba, that was cool to. The plan is to hang with Robin tonight, we'll see how that turns out, probably alright too. I need to stop being a lazy ass.....I think my brother and I are going to see Dukes of Hazard on friday, that should also be cool. I need more hours at work. I need monday to be here now.

wow

somehow, someonw managed to break our sink at work, without anyone hearing it, or getting hurt. I am still baffled by the mechanics of that. There is barley a foot gape between the stale and the sink, so how did they not get hurt? I don't understand!!!

But on to Street Scene, which was so very awsome. I am glad I went, and spent the extra bucks because I ordered my ticket late. It was really fun, this Lady came up to me during Death Cab for Cutie and started talking to me about my shirt(SOUTH DEKOTA ....even presdients get stoned) and about how her brother was in North Dakota for a while, but was golfing this weekend. Then she comenced toking it up in front of Chris and I, highly amusing.(haha... pun.) A little while later she made us stand in front of her because her and her husband/boyfriend were taller than us. Through out the night I was told that I was beautiful by drunken man #1, then I was beautiful by drunken man #2, who wanted me to take a picture of us with Kennas camera(I hope you didn't delete that one... it was hilarious!) and then Drunken man #3 asked if he had told me how beautiful I was, and then apologized. But the winner came from drunken man #4, who banged on the trolly window as I walked by and motioned/said that he loved me. I was many different kinds of amused. Oh, and I was also called adorable from a drunken lady. Hmm.

euphemisms

"Up shit creek with a turd for a paddle."

although I am used to it by now, it still stings

Well, I know no one reads this, but like it says in the title, I'm used to it. Like most other things, I dont seem to be included; and even though I've been told wny, the peices still don't sit together just right. I'm always the last one called, last one told, last one picked and last one befriended. The only place I've discovered that doesn't discriminate me, is my work. Although I am incredibly stressed during rec swim; for fear of a red shirt, or and actual ambulance worthy incident, during lessons; because I'm worried that I'm not teaching them very well or that the parents wont like me and complain, I still like being at work. At work I have my co-workers and they dont care that I'm timid or a nerd or socially challenged or what have you, because i am just Rae, Raymond, Ashley Rae. I'm thinking that college is going to be the change I've been waiting for since 4th grade. I used to move so much, and when i stopped I guess my ticker didn't get the memo. I have things I want desperatly to hold on to, but as of yet I havn't found any reason too. I've been searching for some way to want these things that I so need to be rid of. I let them beat me down, I let them have their way, and inside I'm cursing them, punching them and screaming at them that their being unreasonable, unrealistic and they need to get over their narcisistic selves; but mostly I'm shoveling sticks of dynimite down my throat only to discover that the line is to short. But the worst part is, is that I know I dont try that hard, and I can't figure out why. Why don't I just speak up? Why dont I just spill my guts? Why can't I just find someone who isn't a hypocrite and be just my friend, like I used to have. Everyone has someone like that, but somewhere along the way I lost mine and I dont know where to begin looking again. At least I'm on my way to a place where everyone will be like that.

oh man....

I am so tired!!! Water polo is kicking my butt... but that means I'm getting in shape, so I'm cool with it. I also taught for the first time by myself today! I was so excited, and nervous. I think I did really well, only one parent asked for my name at the end of the class. i taught Beginner 3s, Tiny Tots, and Adults. Tiny Tits were the hardest because they really didn't want to get off that step, but most of them didn't mind. At least I didn't get a cryer!!!! I did get a girl I couldn't understand very well, I thought she was speaking spanish, turns out it was just bad english. She wanted Itsy Bitsy Spider, too bad I dont know how to do that one. I get to work until 10:15 tomorrow and thursday.... urg.

there was a whole lot of bad, and it was all in a row

I shall start from the begining: The Aquabats

Firstly, the Phonmenauts were awsome, I bought their cd. The Epoxies weirded me out, Robin adn i sat them out in the lobby. I saw my water polo buddy since i was 11 when we left, Kyle, sad I didn't get to talk to him. Andrew Schweitzer adn Brian Gay were there too. I reall liked the Aquabats Stage show, they are really awsome. Now that the good is over, lets talk about the bad.

First, we lost Kenna. Then we lost me. I was smushed against some weird big men, and ass raped by all the 2 ft taller than me guys(ask Katie, she knows what I mean) and then I was on the other side of the room before I decided to join in their giant caucus race to reach the exit and take a breather. Got some water and some money, sat on a wall for a while and then Kenna walked out so we went over to buy cds, when we noticed Robins dad running around(he decided to go too, who would have guessed) so we said hi, and he said that Robin got her face kicked and Katie got knocked out. Fun times, neither of them had a concusions(well... at least Katie and I think she didn't get one. She may have a brain tumor for all we know).

KAtie and I decided to get some food on our way home since we didnt get dinner, and upon leaving, my car decided that it doesn't want to start back up again. We ask everybody fopr a jump, lopts of people said sure, but they didn't have cables(i thought I did, but didn't) so i called the padres, who called the insurance, who said a tow truck would be there within the hour. and hour and 2 min later one shows up. it was 1:00 am, 2 18 yr old girls in the skanky part of Point Loma. good going Geiko!

BUt we got to see a super awsome lightning storm on the way home.

i think i see a pattern.

shit. vomit. shit. my pool has it all! Come one, come all to the anual Aquafest! I'll be working all day! W00t!

oh those guys...

4 days after my pool opens again, someone vomits. Isn't that funny? By the way, I dont have work on friday, I was supposed to go up to Long Beach, but my parents are crazy. Fix that alone time chillin's.

i am talented

I broke my retainer again. I krazy glued it back together again. Whoo.

interesting

i found this thing today that analyzes your first name, telling about your personality. It really got me how good it was, with both my first names. hmm.

nostalgia

welp, I've been feeling a bit reflective today. I helped AJ coach swim team today at my work, which was really awsome. I heart those little kids, they worked so hard, and were so tired but barly did anything. It also made me think while I was driving to water polo, how hard I've worked to be a good water polo player, individually and as a team player. It made me think of how hard I tried to be an accepted team player while I was the veteran, I tried to aspire to the other players when I had more experience. I was just volunteered to help coach while Megan was on vacation. I've been working on my coach for years so I could coach water polo, only to have it passed b y me to someone else. I've coached his teams before, I've been trying so hard and getting nothing. it reminded me of the drama department. I've always seen it as a parallel to my water polo team. I have always said drama was my family, and in many ways it has. The drama room in particular was like my home away from home, and Ms. Howell like a mother. But it's really been like a team to me, the way we work to get things done I there. I also think, how hard some of those people work to get things done, to be able to be the designer, the "head" of something. Now, I didn't quite just waltz in there, but it was pretty close. It's not like I wasn't toally devoted to the department, becasue I was; but I was in charge of so much and involved with so much in so little time. I got the Bank of America department award for fine arts because of the work I put in there. But I remember what someone said the next day when i told them, and the look on their face, a mixture of confusion and anger and disapointment.
"You got it? I thought it would have gone to someone who had been doing it for all four years." and I had said, despite my characteristic pushing away my feelings because I did not want to ofend them and asked:
"What do you mean someone from all 4 years?"
and they had told me not to get offened, because they didn't mean anything by it, and that they were sure I deserved it.
I hadn't expected this award and was very proud of it, and this hurt my feeling coming from someone so close. But i knew what they ment, knew what they felt. They had been there the whole time, and someone waltzed in and took what was theirs away. They had worked hard for it and thought maybe, just maybe they would get it, but didn't. I know that feeling. I hate that feeling, and I feel it all to much. With school, with plays, especially with polo. Always with water polo.

"No I can't... my heart... belongs to another."

I am totally watching Motal Combat II. Full on after a day of Comic-con, whic was also totally awsome. Got in for free for doing 3 hours of volunteer work. We are so cool. Even though Chris left his trash in my car... skank. But your Chris, so dont do it again. I got a super cool tote bag, $25. I am such a sucker.

I HATE!!!!!

Rae's Low 3:

3. 1
2. 2
1. 2



but I love Ana Lay, she sent me a post card with as naked man. I guess it all evens out.

no work today!!

yay for me!

kenna took Robin adn I to hookah last night, which was very interesting. I am feeling the after effects of it today, and I am not liking them all to much, so I probably wont do that again.

I really want to vacuum and frabreeze my car today.... along with start the seat covers I'm making for Robin, and clean my room....

Red Tide

-Go to the beach right now!(if it happens to be nigh when you read this... otherwise wait until it's dark)
-Make sure it's a beach with a decent amount of good sized waves
-Make sure there ain't none to many lights
-Look at the glory that is so awsome

You wont regret it, it's simply amazing!

batman!

I am such the sucker for super heros.....and video game characters. Saw Batman Begins last night with Kenna, Robin, Kenna's John, Nick and some of his friends who were weird. I liked the movie though. Kenna and Robin and I just woulndn't such up. There was some guy who was snoring in a corner, so I sudessted we throw popcorn at him, but we were out. Then Kenna and I decided to ditch the 2 boys who were coming with us in my car, and drove off, but Nick decided to chase us, and there was a cop. Didn't notice I was the only car in the underground lot. He was nice, he asked if Nick didn't like us, and I said he decided he wan't to chase us, then the cop asked if my seat belt worked, and I said sorry, and he drove off. I am so lucky, but I wont be nearly as dumb to do that again. oh no, I was sweating bullets. Drama comes in handy sometimes.^___^

4th of!

Yeah, and what smuck gets to work? Me, you know why? Because I volunteered. I am so awsome.

?

I just had my dad come into my room, empty out my swim bag onto my bed, and then walk out with it for my brothers football camp. Why did he dump it all on my bed? I guess I can say good bye to my bag, because it's as good as ruined going to a football camp..... T_T

this has been a very boring saturday... noen of the things i planned happened....except cleaning... hmmm

hmm...

I'm totally listening to the best worst music from http://www.ocremix.org ..... I am the video game nerd, and I am so much worse than everybody thought, AND YOU CAN'T STOP ME!!!!! But I am a little of the bored... and a little Boba deprived... as well as bon fired..... I do say that I miss Mario RPG.. I think I may google that now.....

by the way, my pictures from mexico are up... check them out!

oh man

the was supposed to be a bon fire for shanes sending today, not happening. It seems as though the hosts didn't expect so many people Fourth of Juky weekend, and so did not go snag a fire pit at 6 in the morning like any smart bon fire-er would on a summer weekend regardless of a holiday......I guess not everyone is as beach savvy as myself, to bad for them. it's okay though, we'll do it during the week when no one is going to be there, so it'll be even better.

Cleaned out some of my old school work... plan on burning it at the bon fire.... hehehe. If you plan on going, make sure you bring some, it'll be awsome. I also get to burn some of my parents taxes, lucky me.

Favorite line from Howl's Moving Castle:
"But ma'am, that's where the Wicke Witch of the Watse lives!"
"Thank you, I'll keep that in mind!"

Howl's Moving Castle

Oh. My. God. What an amazing movie, i swear that everything Ghibli and Miyazaki touches turns to gold. Robin and I saw it last night, and I absolutly love it if you can't tell. Everybody go see this movie! SEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

this is the first movie i can check off my list of movies to see.

i know my problem.

my problem is i'm too nice. i am, i know it. and spending a week with my cousin and herr best friend made that even more clear to me; i need to be more bitchy.

where is everybody!?!

Why dont you call anymore?!? I've called you! Call me!! CALL MEEEEEEE!!!!

(i dont know what happened to tonight, guess i'll survive by eating junk food for duiner and playing harvest moon 64...doesn't anyone want to save me...?)

AHHHHHHH!!!

So who is coming with me to see the new studio Ghibli flim : Howl's Moving Castle?????????? WHOOOOOO?!?!

help me out!!

I'm going to be compiling 3 lists: the first will be movies in the theatres i need to go see this summer; second will be movies not in theatres, but i still should see them; third will list all the movies i have seen so we all know that i'm cool. once i see a movie on one of the 1st two lists it will be moved to the third, savvy? So what i need you to do is simply tell me the title of a movie and whether it's in theatres or not, and I do the rest. So let me know what i need to see so i can start right away!

i'm back!!!!!

I made it back from Mexico alive... and it seems my blog is being a bit sketchy... maybe it's time to change servers? I think topcities.com has overstayed it's welcome. hmm....

But on to Mexico!!! it was really, awsomelly cool. I have some new vocabulary if anyone wants to hear.^___^ But I had a lot of fun... I have stuff for you if your name is robin or kenna. I also have something for you shane if you want, if not then you get nada!!!! All in all Sayulita was great, despite all the crabs that decided to join us! I have to work tomorrow, from 1-6:40, but if anyone wants to do anything before or after that let me know....

and kenna, my mom told me what you did. silly, silly girl.^___^

also: my bug bite count is up to 24 and counting....

MEXICO!!!

Yup, I am leaving tomorrow. Wont be back for a week! Sorry Jeff, we'll have to do overtime for our weekly boba runs. I will talk to you all when I get back!

OH! and if you have any graduation pictures with me in them, please send me cpoies beause ours got over exposed, sucks for us. see you in a week!!

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i did it!!!!

Jefe, Robin and I get to shank you, in many more ways than one; with three different kinds of failure.

I graduated, and got a laptop and trip tpo mexico out of the deal. I'm a good bargainer.^_____^

IMOPORTANT!!!!!! tell me what I can't live without on my laptop!!! I must know!!!

oh man...

today was my last day of high school. ever. thats scary. I am now part of the working world and not just the education aspect of it. I am out there. dude.

It hasn't hit me yet. I give it when I am in mexico, or when i'm sitting alone in my dorm the first day at Long Beach. We'll see.

yay! new layout!

i need to finish my senior exhibition. i need to finish my grad announcments. i need to choreograph two routeins. i need to collect $5 from everyone in drama. i need to take pictures of everyone in drama. i need to get ms. howell a gift card. i need to get ms. howell's teacher gift together. i need everyone to cooperate.

haha...

hipopotomonstrsequippedaliophobia is the fear of words. :)

thought you might like to know.

oh dear

oacars are next week. i am prepared! i got to go to hillcrest today, and i am getting my hair cut next tuesday. ^___^

omg!!

google "drama faces" go to page 11, and look at the second row from the bottom. surprized?

ow...

i hurt. T_T i have the worst sunburn in the world.(not really.. but the worst i've in a while, Hello Summer!) But my class is over, and i survived(my askin is another story.) BUt here we go! I have some nice pictures from Katie Van Winkles Birthday Party, then I have some wonderful pictures of me from prom! yay!
Katie's B-day:










Prom!






and this is for Katie:

okay

so i got a good amount of no so much sleep this weekend. let me tell you! i got to clean up all the puke from the drama party, thats a lot of fun, got an hour of sleep that night, you can ask details. Then I got ready for prom all of the next day and feel asleep during star wars. T_T Props to Jeff for being my date! And for all you geeks who didn't go see star wars with us (or fell asleep...) who wants to go watch it with me this week? eh? ehhh?

prom is today

and i am going to sleep until 1:00. I am. i got 1-1.5 hrs of sleep last night, and what a cast party it was! It was actually quite stress free, seeing as there were only drama people, and ex-drama people(jeremy and poage) at one point Justine and Tiffany's gang showed up, but quickly left. They were bothersome at all though. It was funny b/c Jonnathan got so smashed, when he woke up he was still drunk(not buzzed, full on drunk) he wouldn't openhis eyes for a good hour. it was great. I got all sorts of vomit on my hands and feet, but that really didn't bother me much. I now know what kind of drunks my friends are, hee hee hee!

prom!!

got my eyebrows waxed today, they look very pretty!!! I got all my jewelery(cost me an arm and a leg...) a purse, and the rest of my make-up. I am getting my nails done tomorrow, and my mommy is going to take me to get my hair done at this place in hillcrest(www.planethairbeyond.com), Daisy is ognna do my hair. I'm ecited.^^ And then the end of the play is tomorrw!!!! whooo!

wow

it's been 8 days since I last posted, and what some days they were! We opened last thursday for Midsummer Nights Dream, and what an opening it was! But not as bad as our friday the 13th performance, if there was something bad that could happen, it did. That was a dusy! No light Board for light cues(Amy did it manually!), most of the stage hands were no where to be seen or talking crap about an actor, actors broke down, cues, lines, and most of some scenes were skipped and Shane said "Yeah, totally."(however funny it was.) So, next week is looking up. It really wasn't as bad as it sounds, most of us were in fairly decent moods. I was laughing most of the time.

My group presents Brazil on monday. Hahahahaha. present, we'll see about that!

i am feeling so creative!

i am. I need to finish my room so I'm going to be asking and reminding you guys of a few things I plan on doing:

1. i told some of you, but those who dont know I'm going to be making a sort of photo album for all my good friends. If you dontnow if it includes you here are some things you can ask yourself to find out if your eligable for this project:
. are you a gradating senior/graduated senior?
. if your reading this and meet the requirment above, you pass.
all i need you to do now ifyou want to be in my photo album project is to send me 2-3 baby pictures, 1-2 elementary school pictures, 1-2 middle school pictures, and any and all pictures you have from freshman year up til now! i really would like to do this, and i can't do it with out your cooperation! So either send me your pictures through email, or put them in a labled ziplock bag so i dont mix them up with other peoples.


2. My other project, i need to finish my room direly. I am gonna go to college next year and i wont be home to do anything, and heres where i need your help. I would like to paint a mini-mural kinda thing. I need to ge thte rest of my pictures up first, but adterwards i want to paint so lil' details through out the whole room. i'm htinking maybe some faeries, or hide some video game guys around, but i dunno. So i need help with ideas!!!!!

help me people! help me!!

oh no

okay, so most of you know of poor, poor Brentans shirt part of her costume. So, i colunteered to take it home to fix it b/c i know how bad stuff gets close to the opening of a play(i was there last year.. it's not a good feeling). Whilst I was disecting said shirt I discovered that who ever made le shirt, has no idea about porportions, elastic, or lace. I mean this thing was riddled with problems! She sewed the cusp of the shirt, with the eleastic in side.... and then sewed on some lace. wow. and the sleeves are barly there! poor kenna, i know how it is to work with incompetence. It would take me less time to begin from scratch, as the sewer liked her backstiching. aparently, no one was going to mess with her hideous monstrosity.

urg.

so, i forgot to accept to CSULB on time.. we relized this a day afterward and i cried really good... but my mom called them today and the Lady said it didn't matter, so I feel better.

I am not feeling the whole lot of greatness that is so totally not abouding right now. I'm stuck in the middle of a whole bunch of crap from a whole bunch of people. The worst part is I'm not even sure whats going half the time. No one ever tells me anything, ever. Not that that's not new, but it's still frustrating because everyone assumes someone else told you then gets frustrated when you dont know up from down. BUt can you all do me a favor? Unless It's related to Missummer Nights Dream, don't involve me. This is one one time where I do not want to be involved, so don't expect anything from me. And no, I will not talk about this post or anyting regarding it; unless of course, if you are as indirectly connected with it as i soon hope to be.

dude!

i totally am so excited! but first, a super awsome website!
http://www.moneywallet.org/

i think i'm going to make one, but not of real money... that would be one expensive wallet. I think I'm gonna print some fack dollars(wont have the same feel...) and do it to see how it comes out.^__^

my other exciting peice of news is that I erceived my first graduation present today! And it's a trip to Mexico courtesy of my Grandma!!! i am so excited! June 20-26!!!

then this project also made me excited!
http://www.craftster.org/forum/index.php?topic=27267.0

check this puppy out:

yeah, i made that. go me. and i only had to feel like shit in order to get it on the net.

my space

it's freakin' weird. everyone has one... and a xanga.... hrm.. am I the only one who has a sense of loyality? maybe.... i got my prom shoes sunday.^___^ they make sme happy... but cost me 3x's more than the dress!!!

sunday! sunday! sunday!!

katie's party last night was totally cool, expecially since the Russian kept not doing his work to talk with us. That was awsome. I think Katie had a lot of fun even though there were "issues" that occured. OH well, what can we do about those but let them blow over? Anywho, going shopping for shoes with robin today. Hopefully it will be sucessful, and i have a spiffy new belt to wear!! yeehaw! (i am TOTALLY the pirates-cowboy....)

tuesday 2... i am running out of titles

today is my brothers birthday. he is 16. we are old! T_T i cry. I have noticed I get welshrats everyday during 6th period. bitch.

monday 2

"welschmers" or "welshrats" totally gonna start using those two.

sunday

welp, i went shopping by myself yesterday. go me. i have both my mother and katie and now my brother done for their birthdays.(we went to best buy after our dog walk and i got him massive headphones.) i've also decided i want a bulldog puppy. get me one please.

saturday

i don't know what to get Katie for her b-day. don't know what to get my mom or brother either. I need to go shopping. Who wants to come with me??(call me! 858-268-1668)

thursday

OH. MY. GOD. I can't believe what my dog just did... I can't believe I almost had to go through that again. Luckily, the Mother was nicer than Jesus and her daughter has quick instincts. This little girl wanted ot pet him, and after she RAN across the street to do so, i felt obligated to let her, I made him sit and be still but it wasn't enough. I guess she flinched and shoot back to her mother and he slid and snapped, missing her butt, but able to get a good part of her leggings caught in his teeth. I tackled him so quick it's not even funny. The mom said he got scared when he "slipped," I didn't see any slipping, but since her daughter came away with no more than a healthy fear of larger than her black dogs, I decided not to tell her the real story. whoo.

dog problems. prom problems. other problems. not the best week for rae simmons.

wednesday

so it looks as though Spring Bling will be cancelled. Robin bought her ticket at lunch today, #74! and today was the last day to buy tickets. They need 150. skanks.

Ms. Howell laid the smackdown today, it was great. Now all those young'uns will know whats what!!! ha! we showed them.... or Ms. Howell did. Oh well.

tuesday

welp, today was crap. Calculus blows and I was really depressed most of the day. But thanks to Katie who always makes me feel better!!!!^___^

robin, when are we going shopping for spring bling? when!?!

monday

new layout almost done. and there is drama with the prom limo! oh no! poor shane and katie. I'll do math for you if you like. ^__^

bowling!

i'm getting alot better. I started with a strike tonight. go me.

Random Trivia: Did you know that Steve Nosav got the job my cousin used to have?

merg.

i have 3 free admittance to the swap meet. whose a commin' with me??

Robin, are we going thrift shopping?

i have forgotten how much shane and i have to talk about. we need to hang out more often.

and i am bringing all my faerie books into school on monday just so i stop getting bitched at by the way i spell it. and i don't think i have that book anymore cary, sorry.

here comes the sun

i feel like such a loser. it's agorgeous day outside!!! and what does I? Sit inside and fiddle away with my music.... what kind of lousy beach bum am I? Not a very good one... let me tell you. I have 4, count them, 4 surfboards downstairs, half of which are mine, not that i'm not allowed to use the others... and they are just sitting in the corner of my kitchen, waiting till the end of winter to be waxed up and beaten down by the sea and sand. But I'm the kind of lousy loser who doens't do stuff alone. So here's the question: whos gonna come surfing with me on wednesdays??? Ragardless of weather you can surf or not does not depend on your eligibility. the fact that you don't have a board plays no role in this at all either. i already said I have 4, so it's not like I'm short ont them.... although it does help if you know how to swim, but seeing that I'm a lifeguard, that issue can be as easily aliviated as the rest. So whose my surfing buddy come wednesday???

oh!

someone look up this song and listen to it!(Robin, here's looking at you!):

Bob Rivers- "Pokemon"

whoa! where have i been?

haven't updated in a while.... hmmm.

Theres going to be a pimp'n ho dance at school.(the real tite is 'spring bling', but we all know what bling means.....) and i took the liberty to go check out the dregs web page to see how we're all dressing! and here it goes:

Robin-> our Hussie Pimptress
Kenna-> a Harlot
Rae-> The Skank
Shane(maybe...)-> our Gigalo

confused? go here: http://www.geocities.com/amieemouri/

i finally got my transcript. took long enough. also found out about my "senior exibition" and am so angry. want to know why? go to the sera website. i wil not flith my blog with crap like that. i am also going to be making a new layout soon..... last two themes have been pokemon.... what sould the next one be, and do you have a picture?

hmph.

my computer is being stupid, and all our media has disappeared. this better not affect whitney's and deanna's b-day presents.

csulb!

went there today with robin, made me more sure that i want to go there. We got cheap boba and manicures.jeffs never had boba, or rocky, i'll fix that on friday.

hmmm

no long beach tomorrw! it's now on thursday! painting the border in my room is tomorrow! shanes rat bit my fingure. owch. He's now in our Rocky Caravan for friday, go us! 3 virgins!

spring break!

i am having oh so much fun hangin wiht my brother and doing laundry..... i also have to get my oil changed before tomorrow, but i don't want to go alone!!!! who wnats to come with me?

urg!

i am being the angry right now. Parents are so stupid. I don't understand why they don't send us out to the movies or something, I mean, you can hear everything from everywhere in our house,do they not know that?

the banquet

i'm am going to miss polo. the video my mom made, brought tears(litertally) to many of the parents eyes(like... ward.. and mike kosty....) and it was really cool seeing how we all grew up. and bnoe it's sad. but i got some slosrue on issues, while i got new ones... but i'll survive because it's no big deal. I love polo.....

monday.

Julio came to school today. I didn't get to talk to him. Infact, not to many people in drama did. hmm.

My day went okay. it was actually pretty good until drama, then it all got depressing. how fun. deanna semmed happy that the 'we' who'd look like chrismas together would include her. i wasn't.

not taking a shower!!!!

nope. like my away message says... i am procrastinating. go me. Today i got a strike when i went bowling with my dad and brother. Jake in Progress is pretty entertaining. I like the way my sentences are incoherent.

water polo!

yes, i am back in action! i went ot the first of ver many club water polo practices.^^ my inerds are all warm and fuzzy(or maybe it's my heart burn....)

this has been a week of tests, with more on the way. Cary and i were in a good mood today because we were quopting Anchor Man!!!! ("The man punted Baxter!!") I'm doing okay, but am having difficulties in math.... meh. what can i do but stady?

i've seriously neglected this...... maybe a new layout is in store?


QUESTION!!!!!

when should i have my friends b-day dinner? what day, what time? let me know!!!

i'm 18, isn't that nice?

last night was... interesting. our cast party was different to say the least. but first, lets start with commedia.....

Bananas. Sword licking. Inuendos. A certian fewing screwing the rest of us over. eh.

Cast party, like i said, was interesting to say the least.... not so much what we did, but the vib that went around. it was weird, i kinda didn't want to be there, but at the same time did, and, i dont know. Cast party after Denny's? OKay, in reverse chromological order:

-took the invalid and briesha to my car through the pooring rain.
-brentan made out with the invalid(i'm sorry!!! i didn't think she'd do it!)
-katie was dying
-my car didn't want to start.
-i missed the turn for the hotel.
-at denny's my car alarm goes off, and then doesn't stop. a good 45 minutes was wasted on that until my dad finally came and fixed it. but it did it again at the hotel. bitch car.
cast party at denny's... meh

felicidades a mi!

it's me birthday!!!!!!!!! The big one eight. how exciting, and what else is it? closing night of commedia. this should be and interesting evening.

erg!!!

i am incredibly frustrated right now. i have something to tell you all, if you can't do it yourdelf then you don't get to complain about. thats how i feel, so deal. If you can't tell I am unhappy. like so long ago, i am in dire need of new aquaintences. any applicants?

losers.

so i went and saw Ragtime yesterday with Russell and his Theatre group. The show was pretty good, and guess where it was!?!? CSULB!!!!!! ahhhh!!! And we ate ate a chinese place where they serve Boba!!! I'll be able to get my fix while up there, at a good price too, only $1.75, that be cheap boba.

___

i need something to do this weekend. so if you want to see a movie, go to boomers, or thrifing, leave a message or call me. i need more to do than just rehersal on monday.

_

we lost our CIF game. I got kicked in the lip, and in the shoulder among other places. i don't feel like talking about it right now.

OMG!!!!

I got accepted!!!!!!!!!! I got my acceptanc eletter from Long Beach!!!!!!!!!!! I get $2,500 from the state!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to college!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be the first in my immediate family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eastern league champs!!!

i can't believe i haven't posted for febuary! how could i! oh well, i've been really busy, and i shalt explain momentarily. but first, we won LEAGUE!!!! go us!! our seeding meeting is on monday, and then we have dinner with coach at 7:00, aparently since his girlfriend is out of town his girls team is taking her place. woohoo. but thats exciting, i've been uber busy with polo, and i'm sad the season is winding up, but i need the time back that it's taking away from me.

Got my grades back. A/E's in every class, except Eng. I will kill him, b/c it was an 89 and then it was and 81 with no explaination. bitch.

Heres a lil sipette of depressing news: there will be no air band for drama. I am sorry, I do not have what it takes to put an act together by myself, expecially wiht all the other things i have to do. i also feel that it is rude to expect that ASB will just let us in, since we aren't really in contact with them. i hope it takes some pressure off of you guys who i manipulated into doing this.... sorry to those who were looking forward to it.

But, I am directing a Midsummer Nights Dream! yay!

finals!!

my 3 hardest(my only hardest...) are tomorrow. i studied good for calc, hardly for gov, and not at all for english, oh, except i memorized "When I was One-and-Twenty" for extra credit in english. my heartburn is starting to act up again.... grr. 2 grey hairs and the return of my hell. i dont like taking meds!!!

oh no!

i promise i wont make a million and a half of these this time..... really, i do... blame brentan!

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

air band

or not. we'll see, right now i'm distracted by the Birdcage. A gay Robin Williams is the best. I need the help with the choreography quick, but Robin is in LA and there's no one else to help me. oh well!

crap and a half

today was our game against mira mesa, and i sucked bif time. i was not getting the fouls i needed, and i wasn't passing good, and i am not happy wiht myself. not to mention my lotion exploded in my bag. 3rd year that something weird and gooy goes everywhere in my polo bag. good reliable goo. But Ms. Howell and Jonathan came to our game today, that excited me. people i think weird John out, but i don't think i do because he keeps hanging around me. oh, and robin "confronted" him yesterday. poor, poor boy.

*sigh*

Zelda and the Minish Cap isn't at Kennas store!!!! T.T ack, and i need a new gameboy game too. crap on that. i also need her to get me that there belt buckle. maybe i will write her a check....hmmmmmmmm

i was so ugly earlier when i walked the dog: i had on my pj tops, overalls, ugg boots and my fur-lined jacket. ack.

waterpolo/comedia/air band are coliding in the most unwanted way. i have time for none of them, but am in charge of most of them. what was i thinkging? obviously i wasn't. grr.

by the way, who's helping me coreograph?

haldo

this weekends been interesting....... tournament starts tomorrow, seeing lil'hop o'horrors tonight...... went to Ikea today and got stuff i don't need, oh! and i went to shoe pavillion for the first time. i need to go there again and shop for shoes, because they were excelent!

good bye!!!!

julios gone. T.T it is so sad. the letter i wrote him made him cry.^^ he liked the braclet i made him too! But his party was crazy. i had a lot of firsts, and in the end ended up being the mommy with katie like we always do. Julio was way to funny drunk, he kept acusing us of being "chapanese" and that he "loved michelle because she is so pretty, but why can't i marry her?" and when both katie and i said it was because he was gay, he asked why again and then claimed himself to be chapanese. His friends are also a bunch of cry babies. overall, it proved an interesting night, and i feel better about Julios departure.

hmm

homework sucks. nobody likes me because i don't use xanga. but The Odessy is greater than great. so there.

meh

everytime i go through the blogs on my favorites list i either get depressed or estatic. it's one of those depressing days. everybody is so unhappy, and i don't understand it. because the things they complain about, or whine for lack of aren't of that great importance. i guess it's all up to opinion, and thats makes me a member with them.

anyway, i'm back from snowboarding, which terrified me. i endded up having fun at the end, but my brother and i have discovered that we are not snow faring people. it was fun, but not something that i cannot wait to do again. it was pretty.^^ i am feeling hungry, and my parents are in san clemente..... that makes an interesting conundrum...

happy new years!!!

i decided to spend mine wiht the Lenches like always. it was too wet for us to go up this year.. so we just chilled in their house. but not before along day of spa...

so my mom took robin and i to dinner at Sammy's, adn after trying to go see "Finding neverland" we came back to my house and her and i endded up in my room looking through my spa book b/c she decided the next day was our spa day. On said spa day, we had our 'menu' arranged and were ready to, so we got down to it. but not before we were harrased/harrasing Winkler. Our spa day went flawlessly, until we got to the banana conditioner. fortunatly my hair is short, so i didn't pose to much difficulty, but kenna was another story. She was in the shower long enough for Hurcules to go from zero to hero, and me to eat most of the milano cookies(be warned... i do not eat just one). We decided not to do the condition next spa day... ort at least to use a blender next time.

on to new years, nothing special. I was sitting on the Lenches couch with my mom, dozed off, and at midnight was kissed by the very animal Robin and i spend a good part of our day searching for 2 days before. Happy new years!