Here's the deal...

My internet is not letting me stay on aim or msn if at all..... so you need to call me. Call me now. I need to talk with you guys, and until my net is fixed this is your full time job, arranging who calls me when. GO. Call.

REQUEST!!!!

I need to update my phone book... so here's what I want you to do. Either reply here, or if your uncomfortable with that junk open to the wide web, e-mail me, myspace me, facebook me, IM me(when I get it working....) your:

Name
Address
Home Phone
Cell Phone(lable)
e-mail
IM

You need to love me like that. DInt give me a reason to get out of touch with you, it'll just make you a better loser.

Well Guys...

I miss you all. I am afraid to take a shower, to play musci, or go out any where. I don't know where anything is, how anything works, or what I need. My internet wont let me sign on to aim or msn.


I just really miss you all. :(

My first Day at the Dorms

So the firl in the dorm next to me was in my girlscout troup in the 5th grade. Kenna, remember Corrinne? Yeah, thats her.

My roommates names are Alice and Carla. Alice is form Pasadena. Carla is from Annapolis, Maryland. They are myspace friends now. We ate so totally cool like that. OUr dorm makes us sad because we have no decorations. T_T And my internet wont let me on aim or msn..... I am very sad... Oh well.


And COmpy is offically the most awsomest person ever. He called me this morning to say good bye. He rocks.

I fixed the comments

I got rid of enetaion(i'll miss you! you served me good!) and oped for the blogger version. They look boring and aren't very clever, but they should work now. SO test it and tell me they do.

My Official List

This is my list of people who are the coolest and best people in all the world. I will list there rank(decending), name, and reason why they are the most awsome ever.


3. Robin Guroff

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Those are in sequence. She gets this awards because she is my best friend, and it was expected of her to do something. But this far surpassed any expectation, and is awarded numba 3 .

2. Shane Phillips

Shane gets number 2 because he did this way before I even said anybody should do anything. He thought of this himself, and it was totally unexpected.

1. Daniel Compton

Compy gets number 1 because he actually read my blog. So all you skanks who had no idea about this, it's because your not cool like that.

If your offended by the numbering system, dont be, it's just the order I hppened to think of them in. I added numbas later because it made it seem more dramatic and exciting.

For those of you who didn't make the list, it means you suck. Or are to poor to even draw me a picture. I am sorry, but submit away if you'd liek to be included!

Oh Man

I've been packing all morning. Doing laundry all morning. I knew there was a readon i've never done my own laundry before. I still haev a bunch of crap I need to pack. A bunch of crap. Like my school supplies and junk like that. It's a bitch, but it should be over soon.

In other news, I managed to pull to dates out of one night. Score for me. ^____^ lol

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oh wow.

I don't have any more work. I dont have to go in. It is such a weird feeling. I've been working all summer.... and my brain is all "yeah, you totally have tomorrow." but I'm all "no dipshit, I dont." and then they are conflicting. Con-flic-ting.

LAst night was neat. I got a lil rest when they went to the porn shop, didn't want to go in there. They had fun with their corn vibrators, but I'm glad I passed. I couldn't hand;e it last time they drug me in there. Uhhgg. gross. Anyway, we pretty much did a whole lot of nothing and did it in a whole lot of time. We endded up at Andrews house at like 3:30 or something. We watched the end of Eurotrip and then SIn City, but we all fell alseep during that one.

Poagie, you should be proud. You fit 5 people on your bed at once, and 4 of them were girls while one of them was you.

I liked when we went to the Kumeyay Park. I love that place. It's a lot bigger and not so much canyon as the other one. I liked the football we played, or lack there of. I think I throw better, thank you boys. I appriciate the help. I like the giant grass chuncks we scrapped off our shoes after running in the grass for a halfhour. That was fun.

Thanks for the Aqua Teen Hunger Force Katie, I think I may need to do that regularly now. I really do.

The double trip to Jack-in-the-crack, those kids who were honking their horns back at Poage. Good times.

Porn Shop=rae nap time.

AM/PM was cool too. We sat there forever trying to figure out what to do. We harassed Compy in the process. Sorry Compy, and thank you for the suggestions, even though we didn't use them.

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my dad is so nice

he basically told me I dont have to leave if I'm not ready to leave yet. And that if it's horrible-terrible up there at Long Beach, I can come home and do the college thing here. Knowing that more than half of the freshmen entering college this year wont make it past their first semester... it makes me feel a lot better. They've spent money and a half on me to do this, but if I can't handle it, I can come back. I know I'm not going. It's not in my character to give up on something like this. I'm a fighter, I'm copetitive by nature, and at the least I wont let myself leave just to prove I'm better than everyone else who does drop out. Plus, I need to be on that water polo team. I might have a chance of taking this somewhere if I do.

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dUde

After posting the Walk of Shame, and then takin gmy puppy for a walk, it began to sink in. It wasn't the packing, or the making new friends, or moving, or leaving or anything that made it real, it was my dog. With my parents and family and friends an collegues, they know where I'm going. They know what I mean when I say I am going to school. My dog isn't going to understand that. He's not going to know what all the boxes mean, or what all the pets or walks are for. He's not going to understand why I don't come home at night. He's not going to understand that, even though he's waiting by the door so he can make sure we're all safe, I'm not going to show up. ANd he's really not going to get it when i dont come home from school in the afternoon to walk him. He's not going to know why I'm not at the beach with him on sundays, why I am not sleeping in my bed, why all of my stuff is gone from my room. He's not going to know if I'm ever going to come back again. He doesn't know that it's not like my trip to Mexico, or camp, or Florida, or Berkley or whereever. He doesn't know. He wont get it.

i dont know if I want to leave my puppy. i dont think I'm ready.

The walk of shame

858. . .

HUng out with Robin this evening, and a little of Katie. Far too little of Katie, far to little. We went and hung with the Poage near Vista Grande. That was interesting. Besides run around all day looking for a locker.... I got nothing done. Just a tool kit, some toiletries and an area code. Hmm.

$$$$$

I have no money. My online acocunt says there is, but there isn't. There isn't any money until I get paided on my move in day. I am a poor, poor soul. But I have more crap than I will ever need because of it. I have the niftyest tool kit ever. It's going to live in my car. I dont even know what else I bought, I just know that I have no money.

Mega Wench and Cabin Boy have a new friend.

His name is Walter. He is a Llama. He is mint green. Enjoy.

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