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I just watched lelo and stitch for the first time... the endding made me cry. T.T but it was cute.^.^ the side-story-line kinda sucks though..... and thent he end kinda weirded me out. wathcing it now. o.o scares me.

thrift stores smell like grandma

but i love them still. Kenna and i got a good healthy amount of costume shopping done today, i'm very proud. I also got a super cool tie, and an awsome skirt(strip-y.. yay-ness!) and it's not incrediby short this time either.... happiness. joyness. and then we went to mission valley. and hot topic. i robin and myself got becky a b-day present(was last weekend!><) and i got a post card(for my infamous wall) and two pins. one psyco gir.. and my pride and joy: a black pin that said "A pirates life for me". and later found out they didn't put it in my bag. T.T i want it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>< i miss it.......

and then there was much costco and lows...! i love stuff like that. ^.^

R.E.M rocks my wrold

yeah, i posted this song a while ago, but i find it relevent now. it's by R.E.M, or a remake, i'm not sure. but here it goes:

Time, why you punish me?
Like a wave apssin' into the shore,
You wash away my dreams.


Time, why you wall away?
Llike i feel there's no where to go,
You left me, cryin'.


Can you teach me 'bout tomorrow,
And all the pain and sorrow?
Runnin' free,
'Cause tomorrow's just another day,
And i dont believe in time.


Time, I don't understand.
Children killing in the streets
And i'm the color of red.


Time, the red and blue,
Wash 'em n the ocean,
Make'em clean,
Maybe their mothers wont cry tonight.


Can you teach me 'bout tomorrow,
And all the pain and sorrow?
Runnin' free,
'Cause tomorrow's just another day,
And i dont believe in time.

I found it relevant.^.^ i also found this very unfished poem i wrote, which i am very proud of:

I wish i knew,
I knew instinctly.
But I was weak,
And I was meekly.


I should have been strong,
I should not have cried.
But as I was thikning,
It fell into stride.


That as in song,
And as in thinking,
Nobodies strong,
We are all weaklings.


So as I sit,
Thinking these thoughts,
It is just like
The filling of pots.


They are all differnet,
And yet still the same,
it is a weakness
And drives me insane.


That i can judge,
And i can fill,
But even then, always,
Always i spill.

copywrite me butt-monkey's.

drama rocks robin cock-socks(because they're cox!)

i have fun idiums(sp)

oi. -.- costumes are awsome, except for the small problem we call iris. i know she's a nice person, but me and kenna don't work well out side of ourselves together. Separatly with others is fine, but not together. So there are issues. but we can deal. We're thrift shopping tomorrow!! Bith for play, and for Home Coming!!! Yess!>, Happiness.

Julio is a riot. I love that kid. Has some issues acting though, but i can relate. I had some major issues last year, and i cannot do monologues for the life of me(i can do them well mind you, but i about kill my nervous system just waiting to give it.) He's so funny, and totally flirting w/me, wether he knows it or not. it amuses me, because I dont think he does. But i dont know him well enough to say so.

argggg!><

okay, so Ms. Howell cast me for one of the lead roles in a play i dont like, by an author i dont like, for a part i dont like, at a time that is oh so inconvinient to me! And she so didn't catch my hint!(which was:"I can't not play water polo Ms. Howell, and I'd really rather not do this play.") and aparently practice starts sooner than i've been told! >< Coach dies. I told him about my part today, and he gave one of those nervouse chuckles and said: "Well, you better fix it!" but at least he understands that this is my grade, and i can't just drop out of it from no where. However, on the other hand my mom yelled at me like it was my fault! And it's not like i'm doing everything in my power to fix this little problem of mine... but she wouldn't listen! ack! i swear..... So i get the lovely job of talking to Ms. Howell about this tomorrow and seing if a) I can get out of this play b) i can swing a rather iffy schedual or c)be screwed over for water polo and have the coach come and watch me so at least i get something out of the deal. but they all suck, 'cept for a, but then i let Ms. Howell down. bleh! I hate drama in drama!

becky's party was fun.^^

i went to becky's b-day party yesterday.^^ it was so awsome. I'll try to go in order, but we'll see.

so becky picked me up for her own party(i was amused too.) the we went to her house where various boy's(Tomas, Blake, Mike Janzynn{he spelt it last night.. i knw i have the right letters... but how many of which?}, Andrew Swchitzer, and this asian guy i didn't know named Chuck i think) watching a tv show entitled: "Love and Sex" or something along those lines. It was very retared, but i was amused yb the intensity of their stare at the telelvision. whee!

Then off we went to Mini-golf, which wasn't so much golfing as running arounf with clubs and balls, and throwing balls places trying to do stuff. it was all kinds of fun. There was a Travis and a Jon there. They're awsome, yo. Jon was all kinds of my type of person. He kept asking about kenna(all of, once) and if he could still break her and roy up, why i was posse-less(he did use that word) and being mad at me for taking ap spanish. It was fun. I like them, they make me smile. I also met some of becky's friends I didn't know, and got along with them well. yay me!(it was the asian ones i didn't know, and nicky, who was black, but thats close enough.)

When we were done bugging the crazy mini-golf entusiasts, we went inside Boomers(or rather, everyone tried to ditch me and becky as we chased each other around playing slap-ass) adn we(i say we, but it was mostly i and the boys) decided to play video games. Becky and I made asses of ourselves playing ddr.^^ the Tomas made an ass out-of-himself playing DDR. The Tomas, Nicky, Travis and I decided to make asses of our selves plaing DDR by each claiming an arrow and stomping it. The asian people atred at us in amusment. I shared nachos w/Cathy, who is pretty awsome.

The as we left, there was Jew, and some other people, and Sean, and he hugged me before i noticed he was there and i was surprized. Then the boys were calling shot-gun in tomas' car, and nicky and i decided to just call for window. Andrew started running like the ass he was(it was very amusing, like Edd in Ed, edd and eddy.) and then Mike ran after him(much more like a gazelle, but with less grace and more lanky-ness) passed him in like half a secand. The Blake ran after them for some reason. Then a couple of minutes later Blake and Andrew come back saying Squak(refering to Mike) was standing on Tomas's car. Then we saw our local Hobbit run, which is just as funny.

Then we went for Boba. I decided to get peppermint milk tea, it wasn't that bad, and Tomas' kept asking to tastes, which is funny. Earlier at Boomers while i was eating the nacho's Cathy and i split, he got some too and to harras him i stole one of his chips, but he freaked out because one landed on the floor, so i picked it up and ate it. Freaked him out more, Cathy laughed and said: "The ive second rule!!!" And then Tomas squaked(yes, he did squak) "EWWWW!!!!!! I am never gonna kiss those lips ever!!!!!" And it amused me, but he wanted my boba and endded up drinking the last half i didn't want.


then we went o Becky's hosue to watch movies(never happened) and instead watch this show on Oxygen. The host was an 80 year old lady taling about sex, not normal sex, kinky sex. It was amusing, couldn't stop laughing. Then some girl called in asking if she was still a virgin if she had had anal sex. Aparently that is true. I was amused.

The tomas had one of those frisby things, that hover, and we went to Kumeyee park and played with it. We had loads of fun. I'm a happy camper.^^