Saturday, November 08, 2003

Rae is a very special child

she's going to be making up a random survey, and anyone who reads should copy and paste and do it themselves. keep in mind this is off the top of her head an completly random! it's a collection of lists n'shutch.

what makes rae sad:
.Peter Pan(the Movie
.Little Mermaid
.Poorly made Disney Movies(all the ones past 1998)
. People saying things are evil
.Ugly shoes, socks, shirts, skirts and/or pants
.Generally ugly things
.People bitching about things that need no bitching
.Bitching about things Rae already knows about, she does not need to be bitched at more than once, she hates it.
.Kenna being a dumbass
.Robin being a dumbass
.Shane/Chrys/Chad/everybody else being a dumbass
.Stupid People
.That's not Nicole, she's chill
.The phrase *insert word* is chill
.Not having a desk
.Ugly Duckling
.Clichè's

what makes rae happy:
.Pirates
.Cowboys
.Nerds(yay 80's!)
.80's
.Random catch phrases she come's up with. (mmm, *insert word here*, shamormening, etc)
.My dog Flip
.Having her license
.Not begging for rides.
. Remodeling her room
. Which hasn't happened yet
.but needs to badly
.silly storie that end differently than they should
. my survey that no one will take.

rae's favorties:
book: Myst Trilogy
anime: Orphen, anything by Ghibli
manga: Paradice Kiss
Movie: Robin Hood: Men in Tights, Evil Dead: Army of Darkness, Space Balls
T.V. show: Queer Eye forthe Straight Guy
color: right now specifically, green. stationary, variations of red.
food: mash potato's. good cheeze pizza, jamba juice/boba
object: dont got one, but i guess my random things that are hangin from my ceiling and walls
collection: my catalogues, i have to many. but i love them!^.^
emotion: that of not desiring to have to/want to/need to do anything; accomplishment
type of genre: action/fantasy/comedy/a story line that is not shallow
article of clothing: my blouses, only got 4 but i love them.
play: as of now, 12th night
philosophy: It doesn't matter how you do as long as you know what it is.
phobia(not being her own): Hipopotomostrousesquippedaliophobia- fear of long words

rae's hated's:
.When people say things are evil
.being bitched at more than once for one article/incident
.Hair(the LONG ones) on peoples cloths
.jello

unknown things you might find interesting about the rae:
. She write's, ALOT, but you'll never see what it is, even though it's only stories for books.
.She doens't draw as much as she should
.She hates jello
.has a hard time staying awake past 10:30
.has a superiority complex
.has an inferiority complex
.is in credibly obsecive-compulsive
.and neurotic
.oftens blanks out
.am smarter than i look
.act better than i let on
.sing better than i think

most:
feared: i..completly forgot. lets just say everything.
cherished: sketchbooks and notebooks
desired: new room. mine needs to die.
cared for: my dog? i dunno...
missed: amber c. and matt

bothered most by:
.stupid people
.amanda c.'s voice
.brianne
.ass holes
.people(over 13) who use language i think chhldren would use.(ie: tummy, belly-button, etc)

random physical features:
eye color: brown according to people, but i swear there's green in there. you only dont see it because i dont stare into the sun all day.
hair color: same as chad's? apparently.. it's really, really dark brown underneath
skin; it's crazy. my face is that of a red heads, and my body of that of an indian. i blame jeans.
birth marks: next to naval, inside elbow right, forearm right, and apparently behind my ear.
shoe size: 8
height: 5'3 1/2", goddamnit i better be as tall as my mom or some doctor is getting a peice of my mind.
weight: 115-120, fluxuates(should by at least 5 pounds a day)
bust: havn't got a clue. your guess is as good as roy's.
peircings: 7
where:nose, and 3 in each ear.

and now i'm done. that was fun, i got all the crap stored up in me out. have fun.^^

continue...

yeah, so i forgot this. I met Chad's best friend last night. he was excelent, a lil on the gay side, but that made it all the much better. Shane was shamorening w/me, and robin drank my shake....... oh, good times, good times.

Friday, November 07, 2003

Denny's Menu

Not closing night, but still went to Deeny's because closing noigh i son a thursday. -.-

Favorite Julio quit of the day: (while i was passing around my herbal lip balm which is lavander.)
Julio: "Hey, this smells like a plant."
Pricless.

So, Matt came and saw the performance today. He was not proud of what he saw, not at all. But it was all cool. He went to Denny's with us. Shane and I were Shamormening, good times. I miss Matt(by the way, this is Barrs we're talking about. I know to many. ><), he's a great friend and stuff, and we dirly need him in drama. He's so sincere in his actions and words, he always means what he says. It's all good though, I bugged him about his non-away message for aim. good times. good times.

Thursday, November 06, 2003

not the usual type o'post.

i dont feel like writing about opening night.. but if i dont i will never.

it went bad. more than bad. as worse as it can get. but it's okay, because there were only 7 people in the ausience anyway. Lights didn't work. Sound didn't work. Costumes didn't have walkie-talkies. Comstumes were not ready. And i got bitched at for either them not being ready or to fix them, when nothing was my fault. nothing. But whatever... we know how to fix for tomorrow. w00t. everyone should come.... it will benifit the chad, whose how burnt to the ground.

and because i'm too lazy to swich blogs, a servey.

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: no
02. Bought something: b-day card for chadwick
03. Gotten sick: meh
04. Sang: yesh
05. Eaten: i guess....
06. Been kissed: i blame the chrys
07. Felt stupid: when do i not?
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no, i tell everyone i love them, even when i dont(it hides my insults)
09. Met someone new: i dont know
10. Moved on: sure
11. Talk to an ex: No....
12. Missed an ex: yes
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: i dont think so
14. Had a serious talk: Quite seurmmm....yes...?
15. Missed someone: Yes.
16. Hugged someone: yes, even julio(ewwww).
17. Fought with your parents: no.
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: no
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: Ummm all equal: Kenna, Chrys, Robin, Becky
02. Best guy friend: Kevin(i need to talk to him.....)
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: haha... thats a good one.
04. If no, current dating partner: julio of course!(except....not, eww.)
05. Hobbies: being bitched at by people who dont know what they're doing. it's quite fun really...>>
06. Pager: no.
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: neither... and i hate it.
08. What type automobile do you drive: white Isuzu Rodeo, yeehaw.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: i like it fine, but i guess one of those mini-suv's.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: depends
11. Where is the best hangout: computer. school*cringe*
12. Do you have a job: yes, and i hate the Y
13. Do you attend church: oww, thats too painful.
14. Do you like being around people: some of them. but some people (ie: kenna!) freak out way to much than they need to, and should stop bitching at me(this is now everyone) because rae knows whats she's doing more than you.
Who:
01. Have you known the longest: sadly, nicole & deanna. sorry kenna.
02. Do you argue the most with: does everyone count?
03. Do you always get along with: I-meh. no one?
04. Is the most trustworthy: sadly, no one. sorry kenna, i trust you, but not like that.
05. Makes you laugh the most: Kevin.. and Dan used to. before he was tainted.. and all cancery... and in texas.
06. Has been there through all the hard times: *sigh* I suppose Kenna....or Shane.
07. Has the coolest parents: So myself, or Chrys.
08. Has the scariest siblings: Robin wins this vote, sorry kenna.
09. Is the most blunt: I forget, but had a great one.
10. Is the smartest: deanna, chrys, becky, chad
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: not anyone i knnow. I dislike to much about them to idol them, but like enough about them to keep them around
02. What is some of your pet peeves: People saying things are evil. Being bitched at for things i did right then having people ruin them and making me start over, or bitching at me for not knowing what i'm doing.(i always do, at least more than you)
03. have you ever wanted someone you had no chance with: like everyone else.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yeah.. i'm in that boat too.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: kinda.... not on purpose.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yeah i have.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: nah
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? dumped, i take it better. go figure. mutual's the best way to go!
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": eh?
10. Want someone you don't have right now: A little bit... and i blame it soly on julio.
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: ..yeh.. creepy..
12. Do you want to get married: Someday, maybe.
13. Do you want kids: Sure
14. Do you believe in psychics: They do exist! Are they psychic? ...no.
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: god i hope not.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: nose! yay for piercing fetishes.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: ability to heal my self by healing others(not those who refuse to thing and digest.)
18. Are you happy with you: yeah i am.
19. Are you happy with your life: not really... bitching is a freaquent word.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: procrastination, amount of sleep i need and determination.
[ Current Clothes ]neh.... anchore blue this weekend.. yay sales!
[ Current Mood ] pissed, and not in the mood for homework
[ Current Music ] Vampire Hunter D- Medevil Song
[ Current Taste ] mouth, mine own thank you.
[Current Make-up ] eyeliner thats probly gone....
[ Current Hair ] Long, to long to be curly.. to short to be not curly.. Same texture, type and amount as elena(according to her), and same color as chad according to him
[ Current Annoyance ] eh, life. it needs to die while i go on....
[ Current Smell ] clean. like shane.
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] Homework, and not this.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] my avi on go-gaia which is kick-ass. and dib, alwasy the dib.
[ Current Favorite Artist ] Brian Froud by far.
[ Current Favorite Group ] Devo, Oingo Boingo.... random crap on my comp..... and Enya.
[ Current Book you're reading ] The Scarlet Letter, The Book of Pirates
[ Current CD in CD Player ] cd mix by kenna
[ Current DVD in player ] i dont watch stuf... but it ws Laputa. or Current current is Final Fantasy 6(it's our ps2 if you dont know)
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] grimy... but clean at the same time.
[ Current Refreshment ] Water.
[ Current Worry ] Everything.

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

people are silly... expecially kenna.

uep, she's a smooth one. she didn't know that the link at the end of my posts was for commenting. i guess not to many though... robin and fred do!!!! they have no excuse, but it's okay.

my face hurts, and i dont know why, but it does, so i'm not doing work, but being online! go me.(it's ironic, becuse everyone i know is at rehersal!^^uuu)

i got my license! i got my license!!!! yay me! go me! i can drive me places! ^^

Monday, November 03, 2003

morargue

i love the way i alwasy have my title as some non-wordly sound. ^^

expanding on my last post, i dont even have said persons real aim s/n. i have their old one, which they never use, by lose chance of fate of an un-organized group of dryaides.

and please, dont expand on my thoughts in your blog unless it's a major part of your day ot really long. thats is why i have a commenting system, that everyone(that being NO ONE) seems to notice exisites, how it functions, or ignors it. that why it's there, to use. not to look pretty, because it doesn't. and besides, if people care enough to read about how i feel, they can come here. and if not, they can kiss my fluffy pink ass. simple as that.

I also find it quite amusing that, as far as i know, I have had this blog longer than any of my other friends(minus the chrys, mebbe) and yet no one cares about it. it is by far the prettiest, i know, i've looked around. but no matter what i do, no one cares. but thats fine... people dont care to listen to rae bitch anyhow, and i dont blame them. i guess it because it's only about superficial things, and water polo. nobofy loikes water polo much besides me anyway.... so i can deal, but it kinda hurts. Of all 7 years I've played, i've only had one friend come to a game just to watch me, one. And only once infact.

it also pains me that only after extreme proding and complaining do i get people to enjoy, or even take notice in the things i do mildly interesting. it took kenna until late middle school early high school to even relativly enjoy some anime and manga, i got her to try water polo once, and so on.(i'm only useing kenna as an example, dont take it personally.)i end up having to take part in what they like, which i usually like anyway, and following them around. but when i finally get into it, they dont care anymore and have moved on. it's like i'ev been intentionally left behind or something to that effect.....