Everybody Pokemon

I heard a pokemon polka, and it burned. it burned real bad. And for those who dont know, I have been a large poke-fanatic for years. since early 6th grade to be exact. And no, I liked it before it was popular so you can kiss my fluffy pink ass. *le sigh* I miss those days.. where my biggest problem was how i was gonna get to see the next episod of sailor moon or pokemon(yes... i'm a senshi-holic too. it's very sad, but true.) Oi.. those were the days.. but they're gone and pokemon is tainted. I mean, really, no more Misty? Thats just not right, not right at all. That burns even more.

haha

i love the way nobody uses anybodies commenting systems now, like we're all boring or something. i'm ammused. in a lil pain, but amused. And Robin is very awsome to be around, because she takes everything i say in the right direction... unlike some other persons. poo on them. and my eyes burn, and my face hurts, yay for polo! i think i'm gonna go print stuff out, finish watching suvivor, and make more x-mas presents!

neh.

can't go to polo tomorrow. bleh. can't go to polo for 2 and a half weeks. errgg. i'm already behind, fuck. oh well.. i screwed my self....meh. no asprin... sucks royally. forgot what i was gonna post, ain't it great folks?

some guy in 5th period said he thought my sweater(or, sweat shirt, as he put it) was cute. it was nice to get a compliment from someone who isn't hitting on me or is required to say something liek that. and it wasn't prompted to boot, i was very happy for a while. yay me. my costumes almost done, whoo. cousins a coming next week, whoo. happiness with come with thanksgiving. but if sams a bitch, she can wallow by herself and maya and myself will have fun.

owwie.

my back really hurts. really really. but i had polo, so it's all good. we got done with rehersal half an hour early!^^ but i still dont have lines.... damn. oh well. i'm really tired... and blowing off hiomework for the internet! go me.... bleh. too tired top say much.

i dont know what to make of today

so there was many pluses, and minuses to the day.

woke up, didn't know lines, panicked and was all unhappy. test in hsitory, didn't know about, didn't study for, didn't care like normal. i'll survive. went to spanish, another surprise test, except by taking it i got an automatic A(it was a practice AP test! w00t!) went to english to study lines the durancy of reading period... didn't make much progress. eh. did stuff i didn't care about. went to math. deanna invited me into her study group! no more D's on history tests!^^ went to the monday club, get voted secretary, dont know how, but did. yay me i suppose. there were free donuts, made me quite a bit more happy. watched really bad(and consiquencially good0 70's/60's/50's movie. Lil' Pet Shop of Horrors. Space Balls next? Got the costume room all clean.. smelt like vingegar... which meant it was very clean. attempted to lean lines with Julio 6th period... he was painful. Went for workout with polo... had to leave after the first set. T.T got maht done in drama. Did good at my blocking. Had to kiss Loc on the cheeck, didn't happen, but will soon. Had to listen to Julio complain about how much i weighed.(somewhere in the 115-120 area) Then about having to kiss me, then about having to kiss me on the cheek. Cary did both, had a tough time with the cheekk thing though, her face was to far from mine.(but she picked me up no problem) he finally picked me up and kissed me, not so fun. never thought I'd hear him say "I miss Chrissy." but he did, go figure. Got home, gave mom schedula who pointed out that polo would not be good this year(even though i busted my butt over summer for this) I'm missing a third of the seson... my startuing position is gone, and so is my back-upness of whole d. T.T I'm really afraid Whitney(even though i love her!) or Brianne(whome i despise) will take my place...... I'm gonna work my butt off juggling these two though. I will defete drama and polo! ANd then get a good part in The Scottish play too!

errggg...

so.. another emty weekend to prelude a wonderful week of juggling i'm going to have to do. It's going to make my head spin, face hurt, and eyes cry. honestly, i dont know how i'm gonna do it..... we'll see tomorrow.

do not have my lines memorized yet... 'sposed to have them down by 6th tomorrow. not happening. hopefull between now and then i'll have at least some down and can blame the rest on not knowing my cues. cross my fingures.

really looking forward to polo... which i'm not gonna be able to do. T.T I might get some of the on land work, but i'm never gonna get to the pool. *sigh* ...... i'll have to live with a horrible part in a horrible play.... maybe i'll be able to get that dress of mine together though, i would be very happy with that. very.

i'm also loving the way nobody understands me anymore. robin and chrys do... but i dont have issues with them. the people whome i have issues with dont understand a word i say, or twist them around to their own liking, and it makes me sick and sad. i'm not angry, or pissed, even most of the time i say so, it's restating something i felt about something in partiular, but not my day/life. and they dont understand my advice or oppinions....so i'll probly just stop, and when they ask, to bad for them. i'm tired of being critiszed for not understanding because what i say is not understood, it's ridiculous, and that does piss me off. i would elaborate, but i'm not quite sure how, and this is why i dont often talk about things, because i'm not confident i can back up my oppinions.