so.. another emty weekend to prelude a wonderful week of juggling i'm going to have to do. It's going to make my head spin, face hurt, and eyes cry. honestly, i dont know how i'm gonna do it..... we'll see tomorrow.
do not have my lines memorized yet... 'sposed to have them down by 6th tomorrow. not happening. hopefull between now and then i'll have at least some down and can blame the rest on not knowing my cues. cross my fingures.
really looking forward to polo... which i'm not gonna be able to do. T.T I might get some of the on land work, but i'm never gonna get to the pool. *sigh* ...... i'll have to live with a horrible part in a horrible play.... maybe i'll be able to get that dress of mine together though, i would be very happy with that. very.
i'm also loving the way nobody understands me anymore. robin and chrys do... but i dont have issues with them. the people whome i have issues with dont understand a word i say, or twist them around to their own liking, and it makes me sick and sad. i'm not angry, or pissed, even most of the time i say so, it's restating something i felt about something in partiular, but not my day/life. and they dont understand my advice or oppinions....so i'll probly just stop, and when they ask, to bad for them. i'm tired of being critiszed for not understanding because what i say is not understood, it's ridiculous, and that does piss me off. i would elaborate, but i'm not quite sure how, and this is why i dont often talk about things, because i'm not confident i can back up my oppinions.
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