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my mom an di had a fun day returning stuff yesterday. i got a new bra from victorias secret! yay for me! and i returned those two alful games from game stop... Robin, we cannot choose anymore games based soley from the title. oh, and i still havn't figured out why the broken sword game was rated teen.

my mom and I also got caugh in Ikeas twice a year sale, and we both came out of there with stuff we took from the shelves..... oops.

i have been ignoring my online duties by playing kingdom hearts. i think i'll do that more now.

merry christmas!!!!

happy christmas everyone!!!^^ here is a breif list of what i got:
. kingdom hearts
. ddr extreme
. flash drive
. lots of excelent earings
. new mascara!(yeah!)
. make up tools
. canvas and paints(most random gift award...)
. catnapped!!!
. spirited away
. 2 calendars
. lots of good cloths
. the uggs i wanted
. the chucks i wanted
. new sandals
. boxes that i wanted from cost plus
. other good boxes
and a car!!!!!!!!!!1 it's official! the honda is mine! hahahahaha!!!

grr..

you all lose! i've spoken to at least two of you about doing my blog thing, and it has been to no avail. i am now off to a water polo party which i hope is better than coming home to an empty blog. T_T

(ps: robin and i had a very successful day of manicure and searching for a certain little something.)

okay

so i'm bored and this is what i came up with. it's a little survey thing and it excites me. this is how it'll work, i will place my surveys questions in my blog, then i will write the answers to it underneath the templet. then you guys who read my blog(yay for you!) will answer the questions regarding me in my comments. then you copy the whole thing, put the blank form in your blog, then your answers for yourself, and we answer in your comments for you. got it? good. here it goes:

If you were a final fantasy character:
your name:
your age:
your home town:
hair color:
eye color:
height/weight:
distinguishing feature(tatoo, hat, horn growing forth from head...):
clothing style:
clothing colors:
fighting style:
weapon of choice:
closest actual character to you:
your reason for saving the earth:
enemie's name:
their power:
reason for being enemy:
(any other good questions? add them at the end, and if i like them i will update mine.^^)


If I were a final fantasy character:
your name:Raerae
your age:19
your home town:Mexically
hair color: Brown with blended teal highlights
hair style: short, but pulled back from the sides with some bangs left out to frame my face
eye color: hazle(but green and brown at the same time no matter what light)
height/weight: 5'4"/130lb
distinguishing feature(tatoo, hat, horn growing forth from head...): nose ring
clothing style:Halter top tank top with bathing suit visible, armbands over my bicepts, a pair of board shorts and some steel toed boots, ring on the left hand is of a dolfin, ring on the other was given to me by Smarmy(silver with a turquiose stone), i also have a dark red pendant for a necklace, nose ring, and 3 peircing in each ear.
clothing colors: bikini would be of a red/orange family of colors, tank would have to be black, and shorts would be navy blue with lighter blue stripes down the sides, boots are black; arm bands are also black
fighting style:in the water i would pound them with all the force of mine arms and water polo ball, and out it would be a swift kick to the shins with a high critical hit ratio
weapon of choice:water polo ball(blitzball)/boots
closest actual character to you:tifa/wakka/zell
your reason for saving your planet?/name of planet?: Ice caps have been melting and covering the world with water, and Smarmy is trying to do it all at once and wipe everybody out/Raeje
enemie's name: Smarmy
their power: can summon fire deamons(Ifrit in particular), has high fire magic, and can fight pretty mean under water.
reason for being enemy: Smarmy was a close team mate, but when our team lost and the fans weren't none to kind, he went balistic. He disapeared for a few years, and came back with a summoned deamon, Ifrit, planning on melting the rest of the ice caps quicker in order to get revenge on a society he felt no longer deserved to live.
(any other good questions? add them at the end, and if i like them i will update mine.^^)

haha!

my painfully filled weekend is looking up.. that is i finally took neproxin .^^

My mom and i had a sucessful shopping day. She got a million and a half presents for our family bought, and i got my self a prom dress!!!! This means i get to spend a crap load of money on shoes and jewelery. go me. but i am still going to go dress shopping in case i find something even more fantabulous, because you know what? My dress only cost me $20.00. HA! it's really pretty, and it's a winner and i kick butt. all i need to do now is find a date.

So... you nknow how i was thinkg that we were going to do 'Putting on the Ritz' by Clark Gable? yeah, I htink we'er doing Mr. Roboto now. you know why? I had an apifany in the car on our way home from Ross(where we got all our good stuff) HA! i am just winning all over the place today. And now if oyu dont mind, I'm going to go play final fantasy music on my guitar.

owee.

my legs hurt like a bitch. it is so hard to wlak around today... i need a wheel chair!!! But it was worth it, we played jungle ball yesterday at practice, and the varsity team kicked major butt. There was only Amber, Allison, Kelli, Haily, Lauren and myself on our team, no subs, and all the taxis and jv on another team, along wiht coach, kristi, and april(whom i beat up^^) and it was ALL of them( a good 18 to 6) against us, and we still beat them, even at jungle ball. And so thats why my legs(upper legs-thighs in particular) hurt like none other. yay for water polo!

"I am here, and soon you shall not be here."-Andre the Giant, Princess bride

I love this movie. I love it so much, but i am off to financial aid night.

walking 'round in womens underwear

of course. just getting into the holiday spirit.^^

went with Robin and kenna last night to see Blake's and Andrew's movie, adn all i learned was that Blake really likes to see his name scrolling across the screen. Then we watched the pirate movie.. narrated by a spaztic 8 year old with ADD to the max! No attention span what so ever, and the downfall of the Devonshire family is the pimp slap. it's their kryptonite. But all the other short films were really good, short and sweet.

Went shopping today wiht the fmaily.... didn't get much done. Found a really pretty dress at Charolette Russe(how surprizing..) and my brother bought something for my dad that i found and picked out. i'm not realy sure how that works, expecially since i still have a lacking of a present for him. eh.

water polo!!

yeah, well, the tournamnet is over. we lost our first game, won our next two, then lost the last two. OUr wins were so excelent... we beat Carmel Mountain!(seeded 2-5, DIV 1) have you ever been so happy you could just about die? I was like that. Then the last two games we lost, we played very well. Kelli wasn't there, so we didn't have our best offence, but defence was beyond excelent. They were jsut better than us, but we'll beat them soon, oh, we will.

We missed the best part of the holiday paradfe in encinitas.... oh well. there's next year.

big bucks!!!

Justin's play last night was really good.. i laughed a lot. he did an awsome job. Kenna wasn't there, oh well, i'm over it. Water poollo tournament for the next 3 days... half of us gave blood today.... takes 3 days to regenerate that blood back... this is gonna be interesting.

*squeal!*

my dad just bought a new car!!!!!!!>__< 2000 Honda Civic Green........ this means i finally have my own car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what, bitch!?

it's errily quiet in my house.. i'm the only one here and my dog is napping.....

okay, now that the redneck music is playing i feel much better.

Thanksgiving was good. My cousins and I went and saw Finding Neverland, and needless to say it was more that spectacular. Sam and I were pretty much bawling... and my other cousin was poiting out to each of us that the other one was crying... and when we left this little girl in front of us said: "Why is everybody crying?"(obvously refering to my cousin and I) and her friend snapped: "Elena! I can't believe you just said that!" And Sam and I walkde out of the theatre laughing like none other because of Elena.

Then i got home on friday.... and was asked to take my brother to The Incredibles. It was cute, and funny, and overall pretty good. I liked it. Then i got the best part of Thanksgiving... TURKEY TACOS!!!!!!!*drool* oh... they were good.... so good....

right now my mom is preshuring my dad to buy a car he likes..... '99 camaro with 50,000mi on it. burgundy, convertible..... i think it may be working. *crosses fingures*

urg

i am so tired!!! but at least i get five days off.

i've come to relize i'm not very affectionate towards people, is that weird? i dunno.. but whitney had a breakdown at water polo today, because she can't get in an play wiht us. i felt bad, but what can i do? smack her upside the opposit side of her head and hope to reverse it...?

boo!

stupid internet deleted my post.... crap. well, here it is as i remember it:

sparky finally got married and i can't wait for Anne to get knockup so they have a kid.

marvins' room closing night was good, sad w/out robin, but it was good. talked a lot about the crotch, i'm not sure why.

i am sad Julio is really moving.T.T

boo!

stupid internet deleted my post.... crap. well, here it is as i remember it:

sparky finally got married and i can't wait for Anne to get knockup so they have a kid.

marvins' room closing night was good, sad w/out robin, but it was good. talked a lot about the crotch, i'm not sure why.

i am sad Julio is really moving.T.T

Marvins room!!!

opening night was tonight... i showed up dripping wet from water polo..... adn we did an awsome job. it went smoothly. there were no real kinks.. except JULIO needs to speak up...... otherwise, we kicked butt. come watch us, 7:00 on thursday and friday....

wow

so...um.. aparently chrissy's gettin' married. i'm oh so confused. btu whatever....

P.A.C.E clinic was pretty good today... wate rpolo starts tomorrow... and i have nothing to tlak about....

oh, my *OFFICIAL* wish list is out..... but it's not complete check it closer to x-mas time.....
----> http://www.geocities.com/amieemouri/wishlist

oooh! and you wanna know what would be really cool? if someone could find me the endings to final fantasy VII-X.... that would be so super sweet i wouldn't know what to do with myself as thanks to you.....

oh dear

i just got back from Robins and we were playing kingdom hearts, and i need that so badly, you do not even know.(but i never play the ps2 anymore b/c it's in my brothers room..... i guess that means hes getting a new system!!!!!^^) and so i am staring my x-mas list, w/kingdom hearts first, and homestarrunner.com DVD second. get it for me, dammit.

What's so great about Homestar Runner?

he's great, thats what!!! (ps.: i want that DVD, bitches, get it for me!)

yesterday was interesting. firstly, there was rehersal at robins house, which was... interesting to say the least. it was a speed through, which turned out to be not so speedy. Cary, Michelle, Julio and I checked out robin's back yard for the first time, and it's massive, we've decided she's building us a fort so we can hang out back there. ten i left with Cary to her house for english junk, and then after the rest of the people arrived she disappeared talking with MS. Howell on the phone, so when Robin, Kenna and Brenten came to kidnap me we went up to her room to find her, and she freaked out about it(her room was messy, but i thought it woulda been prety cool without all the cloths on the floor) and then b/c our meeting wasn't so productive(shane was absent) robin and brenten and kenna wisked me away to boomers for DDR goodness. And after we had done all that and a round of mini golf where kenna and i each won a free round, we washed the ass/moldy american cheese smell offa our hands and headed for Ranch Market 99, which was closed, but the restaurant was open, so we ate there, and we met Katie VW which was exciting. I ordered steamed chinese bread rool, which was way awsome. ANd we all harrased brenten b/c she wouldn't try anything. so, my day was pretty cool.

i like the way i havn't been on in ages!

oh dear

it's been a nice long week since i last post.. or been online. can we give a cheer for rehersal AND practice AND homework?? no lets not. oh, and it opens on the 16th, with showings on the 18th and 19th. Come see, Robin is fantastic.^^

i went to the homecoming game last night, shane and i really didn't want to sit next to the people we were sitting next to... but there was no where else for us to go. adn my dad wasn't there to save us!!!!!! T__T i was so sad... and cold.... and really, really hungry.

oh man! we had the funest time in ross!!!!! i said i'd help shane get a good, CHEAP shirt for homecoming(the one he wanted was $98) so him, jenny and i went there and found 5 shirts right off that bat, and of course, none fit properly. so then i decided to dress Jenny in girly cloths, and then i was distracted by shoes, and decided i needed to get a pair that were alful, but awsome at the same time. i settled on a red pair of american eagle high heels. i didn't know they made shoes. oh, and i bought Jenny a shirt that actually fit her, i was happy. and shane and her are conspiring to take me shoping and dress me up in cloths. that'll be amusing.

homecoming is tonight... was was supposed to go shoping with my mom at anchor blue today...... we're doing that tomorrow. robin is wig shoping and i am supposed to go over to her house before homecoming to get ready, and then i dont know. i think i might paint my nails... i'm not sure.

*sigh*

halloween.... i am feeling a mixture of excitment and anger/frustration, and i would rather not talk baout the later. the costume situation is a lil'meloncholy b/c it's so simple... but i still love it!>< so... i think unitl i'm wiht some friend it's going to stay like that, and i think i may need call certian friend to see when i should show up.

last night...

was way awsome. I spent a good 3 and some odd hours at school stage managing kinda(matt endded up doing pretty much everything....) and people kept feeding me oreos, which didn't turn out so well.

i went and ate with the family, then headed to the game where i saw robin, who pointed me out to shane where i went and sat, then jeff came and was sitting wiht us. At half time shane and i went down to the feild b/c we were acting as robins 'parents' and gave jeff my beanie, scarf and purse, hahahaha. it was good. we got to go on the muddy-muddy feild and get announced over the loud speaker. then we went back to the stands, and them oreos started to kick in (i had gotten my self at least nine... and then matt had given me more, such a bad idea.) and so shane and i started to dance to the bands songs, and everything, which kinda freaked Deanna out, and made jeff uncoforable. And then there were osme bad inuendos floaten around. and then after the game shane and i skipped to my car, a almost fell in the mud becaus ei was spinning, adn we went to baskin robins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay for robin and her disount!!! whoo!

merg....

eading certain other people journlas makes me feel icky. expecially when they talk about my friends. grrr....

and i have relized tha ti talk about the same damn thing everythime i am on aim wiht people, and i would like to appologize ot them. i played questions today with marissa(4th period drama nerd.... she's actually really nice.) and we failed miserably. not an exageration. i also found that i do infact like brianna, expecially when she helps me barage chad with meaness. whoo!! two drama gallies i'm glad will be there whne cary and robin are gone.

i am still tired, and then tired, and more tired. i dont know whats up. i kinda need ot homework... but i'm just really not into it.

oh, and i dont like the way i wont let my self go. so much for improv.

oh man... too long.

hahahahaha! my dad just told some telemarketer on the ohone that her couldn't vote b/c he was on paroll.....

but anywhoo, 'bout that xanga. it was way creepy. so we were surfing xanga sites(i'm not sure why) and we found this one, the s/n was wet_4_cock or something, and there was nothing but theis girls and her having sex! i was so ditressed! and robin kept scoll to try to get away but there was only more!!! oh! it was horrible! but we were laughing so hard!!!!!

this is halloween! halloween! halloween!

hahahahahaha! i solved my halloween dilema. I shall be Mario and Robin shall be Luigi, and it shall be magnificent! I am so excited! wheeee!!!

Anyway, we found a really, ummm, interesting xanga today. but the parent sare in the room so i'll talk later!

pumkins scream in the dead of night!

okay, so here are some costumes i have thought of:
. witch
. Team rocket/magma/aqua member
. Flmenco dancer
. wench(not to be confused with a pirate...)
. Flapper
. Belly dancer
. Greek Goddess

if you have any good ideas, let me know so i can expand my list, but i need to decide by friday.

oh crap.

alright, why did everyone decide to be born on the same freaking day? why? Jeff's and Nicoles b-days are today. and rentan is having a party for who knows why... and it also happens to be my grandmas b-day. how exciting. So, sorry Jeff, i'm not gonna make it to your party. v_v And anyways i dont know where you live, as you didn't give me directions or an address, like i asked for. I have to go have a celebration of my grandmas b-day b/c she is ancient, and my dad and brother aren't going.

Happy Birthday Jeff and Nicole!!!!!

oh boy....

i am so tired. i just came from swim team... but thats not even the half of it. just knowing about smethings inthe future, both school and sport related, puts a lot of stress on my body, and i dont know. I am way to freaking tired to finish my homework, but it's biology, and theres no marginal space. at all. i hate school. i hate freshmen. i hate the admoinistration.

i hate my brother.

he is such a jerk. i was on the freaking phone and he was yelling something at me(not meanly, but really loud) and i couldn't freaking hear the guy on the other line, so i gave him a love kick in the ribs(he's on the freaking football team, he gets hit at least 5 times harder than what i gave him, or else thats really sad) and freaks out and punches me in the arm and then tells me he didn't even hit hard(like hell he didn't, he knows he did, and did it on purpose) and has the freaking nerve to tell me i had no right to touch him! i am so freaking angry right now i dont even know what to do... i was gonna through something at him, but what was in my hands was some motzart my mom painstakingly found for me.

everybody pokemon!

i've been pondering this for a while, mostly because i can't find stuff on the net that i need for my pokemon, and i was just wondering: if i decided to make a pokemon help site, how many of you would help me? i know this is going to have little to no response from you all, and seal my nerdom forever, but i was just wondering. let me know.

btw............

i'm been looking for some pokemon polka, but am having a hard time b/c i can't do too much with mp3s on this hur computer..... so.... someone wanna find it for me.^_^ I think it's the ending music for Pokemon: The 3rd movie.

btw...

i'm been looking for some pokemon polka, but am having a hard time b/c i can't do too much with mp3s on this hur computer..... so.... someone wanna find it for me.^_^ I think it's the ending music for Pokemon: The 3rd movie.

power tools and sexy bitches

yes, i just read jeffs blog, and it took me twice as long because i had to watch the video; which, by the way Jeff, was very awsome. Oh, and there was a guy in my room(SATs) this morning named Jeffry Suttle, i think i've heard it before, but i still thought it was funny.

I also saw Amber Alvarado today at Home Town Buffet(ewww....) but i didn't really talk to her, and i felt bad. T.T oh well.

After reading eveyones xangas i felt I need to post. But also by reading everyones xangas, i feel like a loser b/c no one post any comments on my blog, when everyone and their mothers posts on theirs. how does that work? i dont know.

we want FRIED CHICKEN!!!!!

yes i went to the football game tonight, it was fun, and keena and i are now going to make ourselves an album entitled: "Rae and Kenna Sing Disney(featuring Julio Gularte and Ashley Silverthorn)" and it will be excelent! you should hear us reherse.^^

erg

my shoulder hurts and i dont know why!!! T_T I still dont know if i'm coaching or doing clocks tonight. hmmm, maybe andrei and i will rock, paper, sizzors for them! hahahahaha!! but i'm over it
i have a physical tomorrw that i'm not even sure i'm going too, havn't been able to harrass kenna OR robin at their jobs yet. I think Julio and I are going to go when Katie and robin are working and ask for samples of every ice cream there!!! hahahahahahaha!!!! and i'm over it. kinda sad i'm not in the first play, even though i didn't try out, but i'm also over that. i have to worry about organizing drama club fundraisers with briana, so i dont really care. i am irked however that 1-2 techies are going to be designing Midsummer Nights Dream and not me. I think Kenna is gonna have me draw up stuff for her and have her pass it off as her own, b/c why? we have the same thoughts about how faeries should look. go us. we beat the system!!!! hahahahahahaha!!!!
off to polo! whoo~!

tonari ni totoro!

yes thats is my fav. movie as a kid, no it has nothing to do with this post. infact, this is a short post, telling you i have nothing i want to say nor anything i have to say, and i'd rather look at the Urban Outfitters catalogue. and so i will.

ps: remaind me to tell you about jason barging in on our writing time.

$$$$$

i totally forgot!!!!! kenna and robin both got new jobs!!!!!!! Ken got a great juob at Gamestop, and Rob got one at Baskin-Robins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! score!!!!!!!!!!!!!

senior exibitions

why do these get so much worse every year? i know when i was a freshman, i didn't want no god-damned senior making me do things with them. Thats why we had a club, and thats why i had Nick, and thats why we had freshman auctions. now it's part of your exibition to have 2 freshmen? 2? why do they make us do this? I have spoken to an equal amount of freshman and seniors, and no one seems ot be on board about this project. Granted, i already know who one of my buddies is gonna be.... we got that fixed this evening. Melissa Sandwell and I are going to be spending quality time together playing water polo every tues&thurs like we have been for the past month. what a way to beat the system.

today was..... today. i was on time for english. i actually finished my essay..... oh! and i found out that state schools dont requier(or even ask for) and essay! That makes me so excited!!!!^____^

xanga....

i dont' understand the infatuation everyone has with the xanga. I mean, i hve a xanga account, granted i also have an account with any all web journal web sites out there i have ever encountered. so it means nothing. I've been with blogger for a good 3-5 years. thats dedication, die hard dedication. it was because of this blog that i teach myself HTML and all that crap. even now, i can't make my own graphics b/c i have no good paint program. but yet, i always have people tryin to convert me to xanga, or livejournal, but yet i stand alone with my blog. i wonder why....?

by the way: jeff has some awsome french techno at his xanga.

groan....

i like the way most of my titles begin are some sort of onomatopoiea. i am tired, and unhappy at my dad. i still havn't started my personal statment, and Dee has the notes to my math homework. whoo!

UCR

oh man..... what a trip. it was nothing but awsome. the worst part of the day was robin's leprosy, but even that was interesting.

Firstly, we stayed up til 1:00 or something watching sex in the city with robin's mom and aunt(who is really weird, she really, really wanted to be like Charlotte), and then got up at 6:00 to drive for 2 hours(ended up being 1 there b/c there was no traffic...) rendering us about 1.5-2 hours early. leaving us time to wander back roads in search of ihop, denny's, or something for breakfast. I was afraid of Riverside. Downtown had like, a used furniture store and a jack-in-the-box. so we went back to the school in search of a cafeteria(which i had found open during saturdays at summer at other colleges) but there was nothing. so we walked to an arco hoping for some lil'debbies or something, and found the shopping center. There was a smoothie place, theatre, starbucks, boba(were not sure why) teriaki bowl, and a quizznos. we had hit the jack pot. after 2 really long senimar thingies, we left one early to catch a glimps of their light booth(super fabulous) and a tour, b/c rae had a blister that hurt like jeasus died on the cross for us(thank you julio). we checked out the dorms, which we pretty awsome.(they we themed... pretty cool) and then wait for ever for the tram. Then we looked for the campus lunch(which stopped serving 20 min. before they were supposed to) and left out of frustration of the non-being open on a saturday thing. went, got some boba, teriaki chickem bowls and quizznos, then of for a $5.50 movie(shark tales), and played DDR for a half hour before our movie started, got super sweaty, went to dry off in the bathroom, watch movie, then some more DDR for us. Then we left, and about half way home i had to pee, so we pulled off at a place where it said there was gas and hotels.... which we found none of. drove for about 20 min. found a semi-okay place, went to the circle K which didn't bathrooms, drove past the texaco b/c we wanted too, stopped at a really 'cute' cafe, ate some crap, made robin take a benedril, and then i drove the rest of the way home. And we want to do it again.^^

holy crap man!!!

kenna just called me(am currently talking to her) and she just got a job at game stop!!!!!!!!! yuesssssssss! And now, new layout.

i hate this fucking computer

i hate it. the stupid spy sweep froze up on me, and then when i tried to go inot my account, it took forever. now, not only is my background erent and all my favorites gone, but all of my aplications, musci, and pictures are gone too. i was going to write about how awsomely fun the trail of terror was last night, but now i am to freaking mad to care. my dad is going to get a peice of my mind when i talk to him next.

irked

my computer is randomly shuting down my windows. grrr. copier isn't working. grrr. I have insurance now, yay!!!!!! And i get a good student discount.^^ Go me. Ooh! drama gets a new, non-skanky couch!!!!!^^ It's like I'm getting two new couches! *smile*

dealing with college, and those who can't cope with college has worn me out. v.v but i'm going to the trail of terror!!! 8:00, balboa park, $5. call to let me know if you wan to go.

pokemon-mon!

hahaha! i hearts it so much.^^ I mean, how cool would it be if, when you turned twelve you went up to your mom and said: "You know what mom, I'm really liking this pokemon thing. i think i'm going to quit school in the hopes of becoming a pokemon master! Sound okay?" mom:"Oh sure honey, just make sure to wear clean underwear everyday!" Sounds like a sweet deal.

I feel really bad b/c i've not posted in forever!(and by forever, i mean since last tuesday.) So, lets see what you've missed....
I took Julio to h2O polo yester b/c he really wants to swim and maybe water polo, so thats cool. Gonna start swimming on monday. How exciting!!! I'm also really excited b/c i get to 'teach' drama tomorrow. NOthing but stretching and more stretching! I think I'm going to tell Ms. Howell that if on anyday she doesn't feel like dealing with us, pass the torch onto me and we'll do abs and breathing.^^ ahahahahahahaha! I'll show them yet!

I need ot finish Beowulf tonight.. but thats seriously not happening. That book isn't really interesting at all. I'm sure it would if someone else was speaking, but it's just not working for me. I may have to work on some gov. instead. or maybe not. oh! oh! and don't let me forget to ask Ms. Howell if she wants our couch, so we would have at least one non-skank couch.

*grgl*grgl*

i'm really thirsty. really, really thirsty. and i'm drinking water. lots and lots of water....

i have come to loathe water polo nights for one reason, and one reason alone: the stupid 8th grade sissies who think they are the bomb, and havn't relized that that is no longer acceptable vocabulary. grr.... honestly, i wish that backhand i had thrown had hit him in the face.

hahahaha, jeffy(which is his name form now on, b/c i think it suites him, and i say so!) and i are talking about people behind their backs*gossip*whisper*whisper*gossip* he he he...

i still need quote's and junk.T.T help me!!!!!!!!


i still want submissoins for my blog layout, you all fail miserably at this.

hum de ho hum....

so i'm tired of this blog(how surprizing) and i want to make a new layout. but (like always) i'm having difficulty chosing whats it gonna be. so, i want you, yes you decide for me. just send me your pictures and/or thoughts and feelings and then i'll credit who ever wins.^^

Coach Z, spelled with and -oach Z

hahaha. i love the Homestar Runner.com

I have two assignments due tomorrow in differnt classes about the same thing. myself. how weird is that?

.......hmmm, i had something to write, btu i forgot what. talking to jeff made me forget. how dare him.

eww....

new born babies are so ugly. I was watching Leah ramini's baby special on VH1, and oh my god was that baby ugly. I dont know if i'd want my entire family in there with me, i think i might get really weired out with all the crotch action going down. but thats just me.

words and phrases i need ot use more often:

skeevy
byte me(with a y!)

mmm.. i was jsut looking through some old catologues, and i found a pair of shoes i circled for Dan.... and now i'm sad...

and i am angry with the school, i should seriously just go to charter, it is not even worth my time.

now it's time, for a dirty moment.

"I want to go down to your post office, and lick me up some stamps."

eww..
I watched Clockwork Orange last night. It was really out there. There were, i think, too many boobs. And a little to much crotch action. was to much crotch action.

wow.

I just got off the phone with Roy(yes, Roy) and he was higher than fireworks on the fourth of july. And the poor Jew... stuck in the car with him. He anounced(and there is no other words for what he did, because it was much to loud for speaking) that he was goinjg to LA(and i forget why...) and that he was in Sacremento for some reason, and wanted taffy, and someone's aunt or grandma was dead. And no, i didn't follow this anymore than you. But i am so sorry Jew, so, so sorry that your stuck in there. Come back safe.

yay!

i just talked to chris, and read his xanga, and he seems better oof over there.(besides, y'know, not having his friends and girlfreiand.....) and he's haunted by hip hoppers and hip hoper wanna be's. I'm sure he'll get over it.

good luck with school asian fread!!!

ergg..............!

i hate school. all you seniors who graduated are lucky because you dont have to deal with incompetence.

by the way, Robin pulled a fatty grey hair out of my head today.

i am still stuck in howard starns class.... with(not only the same assignments) but same hand outs as last year. i also have 5 ap classes. hmm. nothing's getting changed 'til friday, and if ap classes dont start their work they wont get to cover everything. grrrrr.

yeehaw!

paint feums in the air! smells like green tea!! that kinda weird...!

but anyway, I hav a surprize for every,single person I meet on Tueday. Adn i mean every.single.person.

_

I don't miss school, but i miss the friends that come with it, but i don't miss some of the feelings that accompany these frieds, like those of in feriority or prudishness, but i am done with work and done want to be there any more because i am sick of watching people swim or play polo and being able to join them so i am glad that water polo will start with school but i am all very anxious about that because i am afraid i might be able to present the self confidence i have and need in order to accomplish what i need to this year because i have 5 ap classes right now and i have yet to pass any ap tests, even though i work my ass of and get no where, which is why i'm glad i know deanna but dont always get along with kenna during the course of the year which i have gotten over and am used to now, i hope she gets that job at game stop because robin and i wil be her best costomers and all that good stuff, and pokemon fire red/leaf green comes out next sunday and robn and i need to figure out our scheduals so we can pick them up and be nerdy together.

who can tell me whats wrong with this statement?

i am not happy.

i'm angry. i was supposed to go to the swap meet today...... but no, I have to work. so i dont get to go, or get my hair done and i didn't get to leave when they didn't need me like Kathy said..... merg. I'm very unhappy, and don't want to be at my house. I kinda want to go to the beach..... but not alone. too bad for me.

and i am not excited about school starting.

hahahaha.....

look at the fortune cookie my mom got, and decided it should be my brothers:




hahahahaha! anyways... I've apparently inherited some sort of spaz gene from my mom, which makes us accidentally staple our thumbs...... whoo! But I'm happy... my nails look fabulous!^^ but leave it to me to funk them up before it's been a week... ooh! and i'm going to the swap meet on saturday!!!!!!!! and gettting my hair done..... it may end up shorter than normal....!

hahahaha!

i dont have to drive down to San Ysidro anymore!!!!!^^ But they were really nice to me, and they needed my help, so it's all good.

But anyway, gonna get the nails done with the Kenna, as well as the ergistratoin. and then robin and i are going to do some video game junk(nerds! huzzah!)

But look at the pretty pictures i took with the digital camara!!!!^^

alright!

okay, so there's a few thing i feel i need to do before school starts, one is to finish me room(which makes me laugh now...), another is getting all my junk together, and the last is to get my nails done! whoe with me? anyone? anyone? lets not all volunteer at once....

HM, fo'sho!

haha.... yesterday was fun.^^ First, a cross country Kid collapsed out side our pool, so we spent a good half hour dealing with that.... I brought the AED, blanket, and flaged down the ambulence. Then at Vista Terrace we had a fecal, so i went home early!!! Whoo..... but anyway, I am totally hooked on Harvest Moon, and have been neglecting my other video games and aim. oops.

erg...

leave it to me to get cut on blunt objects. I was using scizzors to open a box(which, by the way, i didn't need to use scizzors to open.) and I cut myself on the scizzors. middle fingure. whoo! go me. I am so talented..... but anywho, still stuck driving to the border everyday........ and now for some harvest mooning!!!

oh boy....

i'm so totally hooked on the Harvest Moon. And I figured out how to link with a Game Cube, but i have work from 8:45-7 all week. T.T so sad for me...... and from 3:30-7 it's down by the border.....

school!!!

is getting really close.. and i just took on a 3:30-7 shift out in san ysidro, which i dont really want, but felt really bad..... whatever. I reserved Pokemon Leaf Green!!! and I got Harvest moon for gba sp!!! woo!!! And I really like the book i'm reading... but for all you Jane Eyre readers, i have but one thing to say to you:

Cousin's are not for lovin'.

pokemon-mon!!!

yes.. and will will be getting the reserved copies tomorrow!!!!!^^ Can 'ya tell i'm excited?

I did some back to school shopping today.... that was exciting. i went to this store in clantee caled "Girls", robin's maybe been there. I was indimidated. My dad made me get stuff anyway, and i liked it, so eh. Then i wen to target and got stuff, then to ross to get more stuff. i worked my way down the ladder. go me!

pokemon-mon!!!

yes.. and will will be getting the reserved copies tomorrow!!!!!^^ Can 'ya tell i'm excited?

I did some back to school shopping today.... that was exciting. i went to this store in clantee caled "Girls", robin's maybe been there. I was indimidated. My dad made me get stuff anyway, and i liked it, so eh. Then i wen to target and got stuff, then to ross to get more stuff. i worked my way down the ladder. go me!

ff7ac!!!!

(or: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children) And i am way to freakin' excited about it. I can't wait, i can't. I need to see it now!!!!!!(i've downloaded a billion trailers... and it's not helping!!!) But anyway... I'm am alos in dire need of playing Final Fantasy X-2. Who wants to help with that? I know kenna does!!!!!!^^ And speaking of Kenna, I have a milion and a half things to give you(or to you to give to your sister....) But anyway, my mom and I are coaxing my dad into this really bitchin' ford wagon..... and we might just get him to make an offer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^ I'm overly excited now..... So much so i'm creating a FF character in my honor!!!!!! Haha! Too much energy for me! OH! And we are gonna have a way cool pokemon posse...... just wait and see!!!

TMBG!!!!

yes, and it is for my experimental film. and it was on conan o'brian.^^ i was more than pleasantly surprized. i love homestarrunner.com whee!!!

anyway... work was great, i get off at 1:00 everyday until school starts!!!!!!(wink wink robin... i need to talk to you. I might just call you.)

annd hey, if there are any final fantasy XI nerds out there like me, holla' out and let me know. we'll party up, 'ya?

hmm

back for good now, saw long beach state and loved it! saw irvine and wasn't as impressed, but still liked it. Adn am also going to Poags going away party tonight....and Julio has a lot to tell me. "On a scale from 1-10, it's a 15" were his words.

Also found out whitney's in the hospital. she fell down. and it sounds like what happened to my brother when he was 3. hmm.

i'm back for good!(or saturday i will)

Thats right, i have no plans to go anywhere anytime soon after saturday, except go and reserve capoie of pokemon frie red leaf green with robin in the next week or too. She has a truck. grrr....

but on to camp...

It totally rocked this year, i was friendly with every body. It was way radical(to you justin) and far out(for justin again). I had a rockin time with everybody, and the talent show was way better than any i had ever seen. the kids were not so enthusiastic about being in it, so the couselors had a fashion show. I was Sally, and went first, and it was ridiculously amazing. We all looked ridiculously good looking. But before we did that, stacy, Kenna, Tran and I dressed up like a boy band(i was the pretty one) and lip synced 'The Hardest part of Breaking up(is getting back your stuff)'. We totally put it togething in 5 minutes. It was also really fun 'cause we had the boys rumage through their cloths to get us stuff to look like them. yay!

rae's finally back in action!

yes, i'm finally back from florida and camp.... but am leaving again on monday!!!! mwahahahahaha! but anyway.... florida was awsome, i got to hold a baby alligator, go on one of those airboats, look at a crockadile, go on a really boring canal tour.... get caught in a major thunderstorm(twice!) the second of which turned into Hurricane Alex..... and we got 32nd in the tournament!^^ How exciting? I also came a away with a new sweatshirt, hat, and a couple of new shirts. I also brought kenna and robin back some booty shorts!(and they are very becoming!)

and i've been on a pokemon frenzie this morning... know why? I've been seeing commercials promoting fire red and leaf green that come out on september 9!!!!!! i'm gonna reserve my copy so i can get a pocket guide, and a wireless adaptor!!!!!! go me!!!!!!(i plan on getting leaf green, how aout you?

i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!

only to leave again in an hour for safty patrol camp.. but oh well. i got some awsome stuff, and some awsome game time!(even though i sucked until our last game.....) but whatever. I finally have a hat!(whoo!)
and I have suveniers for kenna and robin. they involve thei asses and i think they'll enjoy them! i'll be back in another 3 days!

oh my

robin was ripped from the hillcresting, and so far i only know one detail, and it involves a hostpital. I hope it's only apendicitis.

otherwise, the hillcresting was success ful. I gots a polo shirt thats red and blue, a built-in-bra tank top with scurvy on it, and a really nifty purse. yay me. and i leave for florida in 2 days! whoo!

stolen from the Chrys!(painstakingly so)

1) Using band names, spell out your name:
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Avalanches, The
EEekamouse(i know it's missplt...)

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? not that anyones told me about.
3) What song makes you cry? psh, like i'd tell you.
4) What song makes you happy? Anything on my harp CD, but more specifically the Monty Python song "Always lokk on the bright side of life"
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? nothing, or enya/pan pipe music

APPEARANCE
...HEIGHT: 5'4-5"
HAIR COLOR: brown!
SKIN COLOR: currently red, but usually a pleasant tan
EYE COLOR: hazel, or light brown
PIERCINGS: ears&nose!
TATTOOS: yeah, like i'd show you.
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: polo booty-shorts.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Abba(no, not 'Dancing Queen', the other one....'Mama Mia')
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Wendy's!*mmmm*
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: it was a lovely 95 degrees in San Clemente!
HOW ARE YOU? Tired

DO YOU...
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: i guess.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yes
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yes
FAVORITE...TV SHOW: Currently queer Eye for the Straight Guy and Trading Spaces
CONDITIONER: Brillient Brunette
BOOK: Juniper
MAGAZINE: Animerica i guess
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Smoothie or juice, but usually someting with caffine
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Margaritas.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Polo! and more Work!
BAND or GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Enya

HAVE YOU...
BROKEN THE LAW: probly
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: not yet.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yes, when i was 5!
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: no, but I watched Kenna make one to the operator.
TIPPED OVER A PORTA-POTTY: nope
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: only with my mommie
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: i have oddly enough

LOVE...
BOYFRIEND: Nope
GIRLFRIEND: Nope
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: currently not oriented
CHILDREN: Meh. as long as they aren't afraid of water
CURRENT CRUSH: ....hi!(i liked Chrys' response<---)
BEEN IN LOVE?: no
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: umm, hasn't been a problem yet.
BEEN HURT?: ummm, i dont know
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: being a retard
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no

RANDOM...
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Yup
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: remix i made, and failed
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: one of those melted expreimental corssover colors parents make their kids
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: new stuff, and stuff that works out
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Robin! Shane! Kevin!
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: i dont buy CD's.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER YOU BEST FRIENDS?: Kenna, Robin.

WHAT WAS THE LAST...
TIME YOU CRIED?: who knows.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: never
YOU GOT E-MAIL: yesterday
THING YOU PURCHASED: stuf from old navy
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: ?
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Anchor Man!

YOUR THOUGHTS ON...
ABORTION: i don't.
TEENAGE SMOKING: ewwww...
SPICE GIRLS: i miss them. T.T
YEAHDREAMS: i dont know.

now that survey of doom is done..... i have nothing to say. I just had a h20 polo tournament today and i am bushed! shopping wiht the robin on tomorrow, and other good stuff! anyone want to go surfing with me on tuesday? i dont have work and do have extra boards!

comic-con!!!

i'm sure i'e used that plenty of times this last week........ and if anybody is wondering, yes, i did get to go. Matt took me, we wondered the show romm many a time and watched some bad anime, some horrible, horrible anime.

And then i went to my parents friends boat and went out and watched the fireworks!!! that was cool.. i love sailing.^^ and somehow my legs hurt like a bitch.... grrrr....

call me!!! 204-4795

[x] Name: Rae
[x] Birthdate: March 4, 1987
[x] Birthplace: SD
[x] Current Location: SD
[x] Eye Color: hazle
[x] Hair Color: brown
[x] Righty or Lefty: I am not wrong handed.
[x] Zodiac Sign: Picies
[x] Innie or Outtie: Innie.
[x] Male or Female:  Female.
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: blue flip-flops
[x] Your eyes: partial asian-ey syndrom
[x] Your fears: being forgotten about(which happrns often)
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: okay
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: mmmmm, 2 more hours 'til polo!
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hygene
[x] Your best physical feature: ears and nose
[x] Your bedtime: generaly 10:30
[x] Your most missed memory: I wouldn't know if i was missing it
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or coke: RC!
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: Wendy's
[x] Single or group dates: either
[x] Adidas or Nike: neither
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: Tea
-------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: No
[x] Cuss: yessir
[x] Take a shower everyday: or 2
[x] Have a crush: no
[x] Do you think you've been in love?: no.
[x] Want to go to college: sceptical, but yes.
[x] Like high school: eh
[x] Want to get married: eh.
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: sometimes.
[x] Believe in yourself: try too.
[x] Get motion sickness: nope.
[x] Think you're attractive: sometimes.
[x] Think you're a health freak: nosir.
[x] Get along with your parents: sure..
[x] Like thunderstorms: yessir.
[x] Play an instrument: no
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU-------------
[x] Go to the mall: yes, Robin got her ear's peirced!
[x] Eaten sushi: can't.
[x] Been on stage: nope.
[x] Been dumped: nope
[x] Gone skating: Nope.
[x] Made homemade cookies: nope.
[x] Been in love: nope
[x] Dyed your hair: thought about it
[x] Stolen anything: only your soul.
-------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: yes.
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: no
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: not directly.
[x] Cried during a Movie?: yes, mostly out of fear.
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: >.>
[x] Had an imaginary friend?: no.
[x] Cut your hair?: not myself.
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: ewwwwww
[x] Played a game that required removal of clothing?: water polo count?
[x] Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
[x] Been caught "doing something": yes, I am constantly "doing something"
[x] Been called a tease: no.
[x] Gotten beaten up?: yes.
[x] Been in a fight: yes
[x] Shoplifted: Nope.
----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: if ever; late 20's
[x] Numbers and Names of Children: Umm, I dunno, Hopefully my mom's and grandma's names(Tracy and Elaine) and I'm rather partial to the names Kellen/Kelly(for a guy) and Sabastian
[x] How do you want to die?: Laughing
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: Keeps changing
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: Japan or Europe
-----------------Opp. Sex------------------
[x] Best eye color: eh
[x] Best hair color: eh
[x] Short or long hair: longer
[x] Best height: taller than me
[x] Best weight: more than
[x] Best first date location: eh
[x] Best first kiss location: haha that funny
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: :mmmmm, i dont like that question
[x] Number of CDs that I own: 20 i hope
[x] Number of piercings: 7!
[x] Number of tattoos: cero!
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 4?
[x] Number of scars on my body: quite a few
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: a lot
---------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: Brillent Brunet
[x] Fav Color(s): deep red
[x] Day/Night: pre dawn
[x] Summer/Winter: winter
[x] Fave Cartoon Character: Brak, Feakazoid
[x] Fave Food: Shredded BBQ chicken!
[x] Fave Movies: Princess Moonoke
[x] Fave sport: Water polo!
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Wearing: black tank top and polo ass shorts
[x] Drinking: nothin
[x] Thinking about: Who's gonna go to comic con with me tomorrow. T.T
[x] Listening to: Conan O'Brian!
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: no
[x] Worn jeans: no.
[x] Met someone new online: no.
[x] Done laundry: no
[x] Drove a car: yes.
[x] Talked on the phone: yes
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: i try.
[x] Your friends: some of them
[x] Santa Claus: meh.
[x] Tooth Fairy: meh.
[x] Destiny/Fate: *cough* Strong Bad: YOU CAN'T CONTROL ME!
[x] Angels: eh.
[x] Ghosts: unfortunatly
[x] UFO's: i dont liek where this is going.
[x] God: no.
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: different first, same second.
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nosir.
[x] Do you like anyone?: i dont generally talk baout this, but no
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Robin?
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Deanna, Nicole, but have been close friends wiht Kenna the longest
[x] Who do you hang around the most?: water polo gals and work homies.
[x] When have you cried the most: When my dad yelled at me for having my own opinion.
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: Being accepted for who you are.
[x] Worst Feeling?: being forgotten
[x] What time is it now?: 12:12 PM

 
Who's coming to comic-con with me tomorrow!?!?!?!

comic-con!

still trying to get there. my mom is being nice and trying to get someone to cover my shift on friday so i can go. *crosses fingures*
 
yesterday was way fun. I went to a water polo tournament,(and did awsome!) and in between games we went to this ocean festival where shuttles were going to from the High School we were at(how lucky!) and then Marla, my mom and I went surfing afterwards. I got my best wave ever(and my worst wipe out...) but it was kick-ass. and i dont have to go to work until 1:30 this week! whoo! who wants to go surfing with me sometime before i leave for florida? i have extra boards!

First, there was Anger Man!

Now, there is Achorman!^^ I saw it last night with Matt(how surprizing) and my cheeks hurt so bad from laughing at the end of it. We were deprived of our name making fun of..... but it was worth it. You all have to see it, it is totally too much and it's the best!!!
 
I had much work today, and it was so hot! T.T And our inservice lasted a half hour too long..... oh well, we had fun and i got paided!
 
and i got the original zelda for gba sp! whoo! go me! tell me ap scores!

(lt it from the chrys... how surprizing)
Instructions:Write ten [very personal] statementsIntended to different people.Never tell which one is to who.
 
1.  i dont know what happened. was it me or you who changed? or both? i dont understand how we can't get along, but get along the best at the same time.
 
2. i am so confused by you. you come out of no where, and want to do all these things with me, but wiht no follow up. wonder why nothings happened latly? take a guess.
 
3. oh boy, i hope you know you've turned into my best friend. You always make me laugh and feel comfortable in any situation.
 
4. Dude, I've know you for so long. I know we dont hang out very often, or talk, but I still consider you one of my best friends, probly my best guy friend.
 
5. what went wrong? i followed you like a sick puppy since i was a freashman, and no never even gave me the time of day this year. You've done 2  things this year that crushed me, and I know you know them. I said to myself the first time that I had given, and then the second time i relized i hadn't. But I have now, and it gives me an empty feeling in my stomach. I just hope you finally understand why I'm done. I looked up to you for so long, it's hard to let go.
 
6. Your awsome buddy. I hope We get to hang out this summer sometime, or I'll be so sad. T.T
 
7. i need to hang with you too. I shoudl prbly try calling first.
 
8. I need to call you back!!!! T.T I need to call Julio back first....
 
9. I wish we had got some more time to hang. I really like talking wiht you, and i dont feel really stupid like other people make me feel.
 
10. youcan do better. i would never say this to your face, because i know who'd you tell.

Thy Dungeonman!

I heart Strong Bad, and the massive amount of updates they did this week. ^^

I am so tired.... trying to workout camp, J.O.'s, and comic-con.... which i am contemplating giving the kenna some money to go buy me junk.... erg. I have league tonight.... which i need to leave for... and havn't yet. I need to start eating/drinking things with more energy in them. -.- anyway......... I am still very angry with my AP scores. what did everyone else get?

*sigh*

I am really depressed right now, and it has a lot to do with my AP scores, and comic con, and a little bit to do with myself and those around me. I dont wanna tlak about my AP scores until i talk to others. Comic con on the other hand, is becoming a pain in the ass and I am contemplating not going at all(not that i dont want to.) I can't get that saturday off, and there will be a LOT of cleaning up to do after Aqua Fest. and with the last, I dont know. I honestly don't know why I having having issues there, but I must be creating them for myself because there is nothing for me to be all fjumbled about. As son as I am happy with my situation, it's not the way I want it to be. erg.

But most of this isprobly doue to the fact that i am dead ass tired from water polo. It's draining my physical energy, and mental. Coach need to get his ack together.

. . . . I had a good title

but i forgot it. oh darn. went to the grandma's today and went surfing! and then came back. how exciting. my days have become so eventful...... and am still trying to straiten out the SSP camp junk, and comic con&aqua fest junk. erg.

comic con&aqua fest!

they are on the same day. T.T So i'm either going on friday, or late on saturday. it depends on who i can get to come with me. whose coming wiht me friday? anyone?

I just finished tlaking with kevin for... 50 minutes!!!! I never talk ot people that long. But talking with him always makes me feel better.^^ I should tell him that.....

Robin finally has 2 holes in her ears and they look wonderful! She really looks good with them. And nhow she can shop for new accessories!!! She got to show them off last night at Drama Movie night, where I saw people i hadn't seen for a couple weeks. and that remionds me, i need to email julio. and call him. but not today. maybe monday. maybe. we'll see.

The Clap!

haha.... there are a couple guards who are training to be nurses, and this was their topic of the day. I started to giggle when A.J. said Climedia, because i remembered what fun we had with slang terms. good times.

ho man... I know I say this often, and I'll say it some more: I am toasted. I am fried. not only am I a lobster, but I think my brain is begining to cook too. T.T But Robin is going to have her eas peirced tomorrow(hopefully!^^) and then we are off to Cary's house for a movie night! exciting.^^

ouch! my face!

dude, i just got off a 9 !/2 hour shift. legal? i think not. And i sat in the chair for and hour b/c there was only Heidi and I didn't want to be in the office, and i was supposed to be aiding in the water, but then it would just be Heidi, so i stayed, and it got really cold...... and then david just left! Loser, I got on before him, and got off after him! grrr..... At least Russ was kind enough to get me down supoer speedy after he got out of the water teaching my class.^^ I am going to get lots of money the next pay check... i had to cut down my hours b/c i was over 80!!! whee! but now I'm off to be nerdy and do the neopets thing....

whoo hoo!

dude... i was so tired today. when my mom and i went to get our car washed, neither of us could stand really, it was bad. and then we decided to go shopping! how smart of us.^^ But i got good stuff from Ikea so I'm good. POssibly shopping with Kenna and Michelle tomorrow, movie night on friday, work all week.. and robin getting her ears peirced! how exciting! aren't you all jealous?

grrr

I dont know what to write about. that's a lie. I wanna let everybody know that I have just re-enforced my theory that I am not smart, I try much harder than everyone else. Why you ask? Not telling, just take my word for it, it's true.

anyway, expanded and my post about 3 post's down, he wanted to see a movie(again) and I was all for it, since i hardly ever leave my house. But this time he wanted to go get some food, and he rettled off some choices and so i said okay. (we were going to fashion vally so I assumed he ment the food court.) I was wrong. we went to Chevy's. I have yet to pay for anything.

I got payed yesterday........ $206.78! w00t! ^^ went shopping today... didn't spend a penny of it. yay mom! and is anyone going to movie noght on friday?

yay for me!

I got my pay check today!!!(a day early! yess!!) it was for $206.77!!!!!!! I'm excited!!! I'm shopping this weekend... yay for me!

I subbed for Jeff this week for water polo coach, and the kids hated me. But i saw Rodrigo(who is also their normal coach) doing the same thing with them that I did with them..... stupid spitful kids.

Just so anyone knows, you can get sick of a pool. I'm either wokring at one, or playing polo at one. And i'm sick of them.

whoo!

tomorrow is my day off!!!!!!!! yay! I am so tired. -.- I dont think anyone knows how hard it is to just stand in 80 degree water for 2-3 hours doing nothing. Or sitting in the sun for hours watching people. I am so fried!!!! T.T NOthing much went on today... went with my mom to go get free gas with Matt's dad. and aparently Matt's working at Albertsons now. Thats great, i can wait to go harras him.

dude

the Grahm Norton Effect is too much. and I mean too much. I am lauging my ass off.

I am fried. I love my job(so far) but i'm fried. Crisp like char-broiled turkey. ouch. Yeah, so I haven't sone much besides work and polo, and it takes up a good all of my day. I'm wiped out. and i have yet to do anything with anybody since Robin's b-day, except go to the movies with Matt, again. And we went to diner this time, that took a lot for me. but now I'm uber confused, but whats new? if anyone cares, you can ask, other wise i might write baout it later... but more than likely not. We saw the terminal, it was good until the end, than i was disappointed. OH! And i finally have my debit card.^^ and my first pay check from the city comes on friday. whoo!

. . .

so I had an H20 polo oturnament on Fathersday...... and we got second. we beat a bunch of 15 year olds, whoo!^^ But i had fun, my skin got relly dried out though. T.T My work is really cool. I get along with all my co-workers great, and i make excelent money. I do have a bit of a conflicting scheldual though..... The day I get back from JO's is the day i leave for camp.... and i need to be at the Q at 7:30... but our plane doens't leave till 11:30....


and on that note, i need to fin dout when robin's gonna ge ther ears peirced.

oh boy...

one week of summer and i'm already burnt out. but i'm not ready to go back to school yet either. urgg.

uesterday was interesting. went to work, did some lifesaving(except with more guarding...) and dressed and did my make up went to the mall to get robin's present, and the lady yesterday was much nicer than the day before.^^ i was happy. The I went to Robin's party, and they got there late. Supposed to be there at 5:00, got there at 5:45.... I didn't really get to tlak to Robin too much. I spent most of my time with Poage, adn then we went and got Julio and so i spent time with them both.... then i left and went to becky's Pimp and Hoe party(brough Julio with me).... that was interesting. i got Katie to come.^^

I'm not really sure how it started, but I said something along the lines of skinny dipping when he and I were checking out the club house, and he got excited and wanted to. But it never happened. He did go swimming in his boxers though.^^ he kept saying that the alcohol wasn't working.. and he had about 4 jello shooters.... and then began his freak out. so Katie and I were babying him while Poage was trying to let us let him figure it out for himself. then his parents called and we walked him to Poages car, where he gave both Katie and I a hug and a kiss, and then he left. And Katie and I talked for a while about her friend who she wants to hook up with. it was great, earlier Ihad called him for her like i was randomly calling poeple in her cell phone, and i talked to him for a while. He would not stop talking. it was weird, and then Katie and I left early, because there was nothing left really, and i wanted to go home. quite an interesting day, yes?

too much work.....

and indeed it is. i am so tired, and very pissed off. stupid lady at claires.........grrrr. anyhoo, i am really frickin' tan! i'm amazed. expecially since it includes my face.^^ but otherwise, my day wasn't very eventful. I got a tour of my pool.(it's really big.... with a lot of rooms.) and after work i went to the mall to get something and a day planner.... found both didn't get either. i will get one or the other tomorrow though, seeing as Mission Vallley is on my way home.

. . . . .

so.. my sun burn went away really quick. who knew. But everything else hurts....... tournament with out practicing for weeks=bad. . . . i'm erally bored. and work starts soon. I'm really scared. they're trusting me with the lives of others...... i dont like the sound of that.

the burning means it's working!

and what a burn it is. my legs are all splochy.^^ and i have an awsome water polo suit tan... awosme! and some random spots on my hip bones..... I really dont know where they came from. anyway, we won are first game(consequently, our first mistake as well) which began 8:00, so our next game wasn't until 12:15. which we lost. so we had to play at 4:20. I had two naps, one on the ride there(i put my sunglases on so noone knew!) and one in the shade in between the 2nd and 3rd games. And my eyes hurt because of the water. -.-

in other news, I saw The Chronicles of Riddic last night. Adn what a stessful movie it was. I should seriously be banned form those kinda movies. but i went With Matt B, and we stayed and looked at the credits like we used to. The winners were somebody Wanker, and Catherine Burns. And I decided that they like to see how many consenants they can put in a row to make a word.

it's over!!!!

school endded today.. but it doesn't really fele like it, like I'm back in school on monday. meh. Went to the beach with Robin, Shane, Lenny, Matt, and Steven, were supposed to Meet up with whitney, Nicole, and Deanna..... there was quite some unneeded junk that went to boot. But we didn't meet them... went to the best Deli, and ate, tried a mango pinapple smoothie, and it was awsome! Zoomed home to get to graduation... Stopped at my house for sun dresses(which made robin feel liek an old lady) and then went and got pedicures/manicures with Whit and Nicole(we met them at graduation).

BUt the most interesting part of my day was at diner. and this is how the converstation went:

Andy: So Rae.. I hear you got a boyfriend.
Me: What?
Andy: I was told you had a boyfriend today.
Me: By who?
Andy: Zack Villar.
Me: Oh. I should've gussed. Who'd he say it was?
Andy: Julio.
Me: What? Why would he say that?
Andy: He saw him with his arm around you.
Me: What, now friends can't do that?
Andy: No.

I was very amused. It seems like someone's ex-freashmen is trying to spred some rumors....hmmm.... this would be interesting to see how far this got around school, except that school is out.

finals are over!!!!

yup, i have no more finals. English wasn't hard at all, just really annoying. MAth was hard though, and i forgot my clak! And Mrs. Brookes put me, Evan and Corrinne in a different room than everyone else. And then Even let me borrow his Clak when he was done, so it was all good. Adn there are no finals tomorroww.... only lots of drama and I think I'm going to have my mom call me out so I can leave with Robin early if I want. Mebbe not. we'll see....... Then we's(and by 'we's' i mean robin, shane and I... hopefully others) goin to the beach, where Robin will get a henna tatoo, and then we'll get our nails done, and then watch Becky sing! how eventful, whoo.

ick.

most of the begining scenes suck. they talk way to fast.

i am in a real foul mood. i have seriously almost cried about 10 time today. i have been trying to let this one thing go, one thing that i've been trying to make work for 3 years, and finally I am seeing the results. there was no love, no remorse, or sadness that we will never really see each other again, and it makes me sad because of the fake promises I've been given, i know they wont be kept, I said so aloud, but it was not believed. I was assured that it would be kept, but i know to well that it wont, I have heard it to much this year. The worst part is, even if the promise is kept, it wont be the same. there will be no feeling, or emotion in it. it will be kept for the sake of being kept. I dont think that it is quite understood how hurtful it is after all i've tried to do. Everyone was drawn because of illustion, of misunderstand and they all showed interest because they did not understand. I stayed because I like what was there, but the friendship i gave was not returned and never will. i tried to give up earlier, and i saw the results, how minor they were. but i would just like to let them know(even though i know they wont ever read this, because they dont read my blog) that i cared very much about all those things that i didn't seem to care about. I tried, and I failed. and i suppose it hurts more because of the other failures I had and I thought i could work it out, but i guess I'm not ambitous enough in that area to ever get it to work. i'm sorry. i just thought i'd let you know that i tried.

sorry if that seems confusing to you, it should be. I left out a few important nouns and prpoer names that should be there.... but i guess in a way i dont want them to know. you may or may not know who it is i'm talking about, but it really doesn't matter because i will never have the chance to try again. but i needed to get this out, and this was the only place i could. thanks for whoever(if anyone) reads this. i know i dont talk about my feelings much, and it's something i need to work on, and i am.

oi...

it's way too much effort to update this like i used too, or would like too. but oh well, not too much that can be done about that, except put more effort into it. and since i'm not gonna d that, too bad. Anyway, I've been being a super neoneard latly.... why dont you join me? my s/n is amieechan.

in other news... not much. schools almost out, have a good feeling about them SAT's.... Matt was at school today... bringing a tampon for Josh's present..... FINALLY getting a year book..... and some other stuff. Robin came over and we watched our strip tease... which was something. Not much else to say, how boring am i?

MASH!

since i dont remember posting my results.. i'll do so now!:
I am going to marry Nate, have a pet Rock, be the President of Libia, drive a Pinto, live in Eithiopia and have 3 kids. Then divorce Nate and Marry Julio. Yay Poage.^^

Robin and I are now doing a strip tease for Oscars..... and it is going to be the best. Aur dresses are almost done, i am going to help Julio with his costume tomorrow.. and I am also presenting stuff at oscars. go me.

and i am now really into neopets again, and this pokemon rpg i found. yay for me.

TLC!

I've been watching What Not To Wear all day... except when i went shopping form 11:00-2:30 with Katie, Kenna and Corinne, we got stuff for our Oscars Dresses/Final project. They are going to look awsome. Katies is going to be really awsome. And we are all gonna have garter belts. yay us. But back to What Not to Wear. I'm signing my mom up as we speak. Adn as I'm thinking of it... I think I should sign my dad up too.......... but my mom says no, and i dont think i can sign them up because i'm a minor. T.T so sad for me. Oh well, I'm practicly writing why my dad thinks my mom should get a wordrob overhaul, lazy bastard. Anyway, I'll probe him to remeber the 80's...... that'll show him.

legendary frog!

yes, you should all see his stuff. it's the best. ...... i am really bored, and not doing the apush work i'm supposed to. watching madd tv and legendary frog.... and i'm bored........ and i will have play movie for 6th tomorrow!

hurrah for simplicity!

or butterick... or vogue.... or mccalls...... I've been looking at patterns for most of the day. Oscars are going to be the best. And english wasn't that bad today. if we drew all the time, i would have no problem. she might just be begining to listen to us about having to much work at the end of the year.

adios juno!

yes, we're are finally rid of juno... and have 6 months of aol... and then comes dsl. we're catching up to the future! oh no!

and just so you all know, i finally popped that zit. go me.

my hip!

it kinda hurts, and there is a fatty bruis from the lights. it funny how things just go weird when Ms, Howell isn't there. Shane was locked in the ligh booth.... it was super funny. The play went rather well.... I am happy it's over though. The cast party(s) were fun. Denny's now doens't only suck because of the food, but because of the service.

but Julio was so cute..... he was literaly freaking out about going home because he had a Shmirnoff. Jennifer and i handled our selves well though(She had 2, i tasted a few things but didn't drink anything because I was the designated driver.) and then there was Brenten, I dont understand why she proves everything I think of her right. And Katie.... she was funny. "Rae you can't go... then i wont have anyone to talk to." I love them guys, and next time i will do my best to stay the whole time, really.

just so you know: i woke up with this fatty zip on the side of my nose, so i couldn't pop it. and now i can't stop touching it...... make me stop!

MacBeth.

Yes. Closing night. This is is almost offically over, and it's not going to be a moment to soon, either. And guess what? I am only going to replace one stessfilled obligation with another. I wish I wasn't so ambition some times. I have much less momentum than ambition, and that makes it hard to fill those ambitions. I am about ready to just not go to english anymore, I can't handle it. They way she treats us... like we're inferior to her, like we have no knowlege of anything. I can't believe she talked to Cary like that yesterday, I honestly can't.

And to find out I have a 50/50 chance of getting her again next year too. I think I might tell her I quit, much like I quit math, except for real. I just wont show up one day, and that'll be it. Except I would have people diapointed in me then. And I'd be setting a bad example for others.... damn these obligations. I hate them so.

shoot me in the face

i forgot to go to the parade..... oopsies. I know some people who wont be to happy.

This last 3 days we've had the life skills teacher come and talk to us about drugs, sex, and other related subjects. I'm still antsy from friday. I was seriously having sympathy pains. it was so fricking gross! ewww.....

I SUPPORT THE FULL BODY CONDOM!

and the play did not go as good last night as the night before, instead of wardrob problems, there were weapon problems. it'll be interesting to see what ther problems will emerg before the play ends!

ap tests are the devil

i got no lunch today. i think you understand how i feel.

i am really bored latly. I think I might end up being productive. oh no!

pokemon!

so i've decided, pokemon without Misty is no good. Therefore, I will not watch the next movie. She is coming back to the cartoon(however brief!) in about 5-8 episodes. I am such the nerd. and AP tests suck asss, exspecially in the weight room.

I'm running out of things to do in my game, oh no. what will i play next?

T_T

i dont like needles. and of course, they need to take blood, and of course the first time they go in for the kill they get nothing. whoo, measn they get another stab at it (literally). Luckily, they let my come in with me. and also, the dude went and got his supervisor to do the job instead of poking and proding until he found something. So i was only stabbed twice, and i was very proud b/c i did not cry. If I had not been bouncing around so much, and if I had been eating all day like usual, I probly would have. They were welling up, but did not come. yes. and now that s over.

other embarrassing news: i also had to give them 2 pee samples, aparently the 1st 3 ounces weren't god enough for them..... and I aparently couldn't blow hard enough. >.> sounds bad, but isn't.

wow.

the olsen twins(haha! watching opra and they dont care!) remind me a lot of my cousin Maya. And they are not as bad as I thought. Eh. But they both look like funk right now. haha! sucks for them.

oi

i hate juno and dial up.

So everybody knew that Julio had a crush on me for a while. Cary decided she was going to investigate this claim, and tlak to him about it. Turns out, I was a decoy. It's nice to know I'm used in such efective ways. Does anyone else see the flaw in this?

merg.

so far, this weekend(more like just today....) has just been a bunch of crap. signed up for the SATs, tryed to get them at patrick henry, bu b/c my dad and mom wouldn't come up and register earlier like i asked, I get to take them at Southwest High School, which jsut happens to be in San Ysidro. and my mom just told me i have a bunch of work crap I'm supposed to do that day. so I'm about to cry right now because i am really not haveing a great time right now. i just want to know why everything bad comes in droves. why? why? i dont need this and i dont want to deal with this.....

mmmm.... Nostalgia!

Yay for the chrys.

Star em if you remember em!
*Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
*Fraggle Rock
*G.I. Joe
*Are You Afraid of the Dark?
*Secret World of Alex Mack
*Nightmare Before Christmas
Welcome Freshman
Space Cases
Roundhouse
*The Muppet Show
*Muppet Babies
*Eureka's Castle
*Salute Your Shorts
*Legends of the Hidden Temple
You Can't Do That On Television
*G.U.T.S.
*What Would You Do?
*Double Dare
*Rocko's Modern Life
*All That
*Ren and Stimpy
*Clarissa Explains It All
The Torklesons
*Pete and Pete
*Stick Stickley
*Goodburger
*Angry Beavers
*Sponge Bob
*Hey Arnold!
*AAH! Real Monsters
*Tiny Toons
*Animaniacs
*Pinky and the Brain
*The Babysitter's Club
*Underdog
*Kablam!
*Gullah Gullah Island
*Richard Scarry
*Dumbo's Circus
*Ocean Girl
*Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
*Snick Snacks
*Dunkaroos
*SNICK
*Koala Yummies
*Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
*Nick Magazine
*The Goonies
*Ernest Movies
Radio Flyer
Disney Watchers
*Adventures in Wonderland
*Homeward Bound
The Adventures of Yellow Dog
*Milo and Otis
*Neverending Story
*Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
*The Lion King
*Labyrinth
*101 Dalmations
*The Secret Garden
*Pete's Dragon
*Hocus Pocus
Secret of Roan Inish
*Land Before Time
*Dinosaurs
*Fern Gully
*Secret of NIMH
*Gummi Bears
*Care Bears
*A Little Princess
*My Little Pony
*Black Beauty
*Rainbow Brite
Lady Lovely Locks
*Candyland
*Sorry!
*Trouble
*Don't Wake Daddy!
*Mousetrap
*Jenga
*Don't Break the Ice
*Hungry Hungry Hippos
*Cooties
*Tinker Toys
The castles that made tea sets
*Sky Dancers
*Polly Pocket
*Hypercolor T-Shirts
*Lite Brite
*Scrunchies
*Side Ponytails
*Stirrup Pants
*Jellies
*Saddle Shoes
*Barbies
*Beanie Babies
*Tamagotchies
*Yo-Yos
duncans!!
*Choose Your Own Adventure
*Pogs
*Goosebumps
*Magic Attic Club
*American Girl
*Island of the Blue Dolphins
*Saved By The Bell
*Full House
*Step By Step
*TGIF on ABC
*Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
*Boy Meets World
*Clueless
*Mork and Mindy
*Simpsons
*Flipper
*Eerie Indiana
*Third Rock From The Sun
Tracey Ullman Show
*Ghostwriter
*Growing Pains
*Family Ties
*Titanic
*Felix The Cat: The Movie
*Jonathan Taylor Thomas
*Home Improvement
*Tom and Huck
*My Brother and Me
*Kenan and Kel
*Hanson
*Inspector Gadget
*Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
*Power Rangers
*Hot Wheels
*Creepy Crawlers
*Easy Bake Oven
*Flower Making Kits
Weinerville
*Wild and Crazy Kids
*Playdough McDonald's Sets
*Animorphs
Rainbow Fish
If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
Bailey School Kids
*Wayside School
*Mrs. Piggle Wiggle
*Boxcar Kids
*Ramona Quimby
Amber Brown
*Roald Dahl
*Allegra's Window
3-2-1 Contact
Tatoodles
The Tomorrow People

Surrender now, or prepar to fight!

who didn't see this coming? I'm actually quite surprized that it took me this long to get a new layout. really, i am. But here it is and it's powerful red and orange.... go me.

drama club yesterday was not so fun, Chrys was gone so i was in charge but Chad insisted he was co-vicepresident(He's unofficially vice-VICE president, which means I'm in charge before him. and then poage, and the Russell, and we just wouldn't have a meeting if that was the case) but whatever. It's not like there were 6+ people there anyway.

estan lluevo perros y gatos!

so... it's raining. how random is that?

ugg... no title for rae today. her head is not up for such thought.

merg. today was rather a good day i would say.... and i was even complementing myself on how much better I am doing right now that i was doing thsi time last year. If your wondering how I measure this, I set a few goals up for me,(I've noticed that when i do this i seem to meet them even if I dont try much). I'm doing a fair share better, if i do say so myself. Lets explain. I do not have the horrible social phobia anymore(i do, but I manage to work past it. I try and stike up a conversation with anyone I can now. I did that at my interveiw. I endded up wiaiting with this girl I met on my way out of the interveiw for 2 hours while she waited for he dad to pick her up. She was really nice, I kinda wish i got her e-mail.) I am also a bit more confident, and more people are letting me be a part of their groups(wether i'm forcing myself in, or they are letting me in I dont know, but I haev more people to talk to and i am not soly dependant on Chrys anymore.) I can make an ass out of myself again, that can be good or bad. Even though I had a boyfriend last year, I believe i haev progresed more. I still, however, probly wouldn't go to the prom if i was asked, I'm still iffy on the dressing up thing. A little uncofrtable for me.

And yet right now I feeel like crap, probly my empathy for my good friends because i was reading their xanga(i dislike xanga with a passion). But, ack, I dont know. It's something hard for me to explain. It's really weird, I haev a problem with vocabulary. merg... I'm bad at thsi... I think I need to write on paper how i feel. And I also think i'll update my dream journal 'cause I had one freak of a dream this morning.

enferma

yeppers. I'm slightly congested. mmm.... no swimming for me tomorrow! darn.

pink

which my room now is. and very much so, robin and Chrys can vouch. I like it though, it looks really cool with all my crap in there and it will look beter when i have every thing all organoized and stuff.^^

Talked to Amber c. today, she was really quiet, and not very talketive. I also forgot to get her aim and email...hmmm.. hopefully she'll call me again, or e-mail me, or I'll find her number. she also ridiculed me for going out wiht Matt. I thought it was funny.

I- really have nothing much to say. I've become boring, oh no.

merg.

there was this store my mom and I went in called Hoy Poloi. There were a lot of neat things in there, expecially these figurines that i liked. i could have gotten one, but i didn't. now i feel really dumb. crud.

disneyland!!!

yeah.. i'm back, baby!^^;
anyways.. my vacation started out good, popcorn off the ceiling, awsome salade at this awsome rainforest reataurant.. and even the donuts the day of disney land.^^ but the first 2 hours of disnay land i felt horrible. terrile cramp in my right leg, and major stomach problems(ate something that didn't aggree with me i guess) and while we were getting or fast pass for Pirates I felt like i was gogin to puke, and almost did. After I ttok my time in the bathrom, i came out took some asprin, drank some water and walked it off. half an hour later i was fine and dandy. what the crap?

the rest of the day went well. rides were good, my brother and i coriographed what we were going to do in our pic on Splash Mountain. It was so excelent!!!! I'll have to scan it to show you all. The only promblem(besides my brother haveing a few of his ego trips) was when it came time to leave and get suveneers. if you dont know, i have problems with little things like this. ha, so i had a problem finding something i wanted. there was a gigantic store out side the park in downtown Disney that had a larger selection and so we asked a cashier how late it was open and they said 1:00. scoire for us! We get there, 11:20 something, and it's closed, closed at 10:00. it only closes at 12 on the weekends. grrr. my dad and brother had already left for the hotel room, and we really wanted inside we we were going to sneak inside because there were still a few straglers shopping. As someone left we rushed for the door and got stopped by an employee, but we told her we were just getting my dad and brother. and we got in. it was good times. so we meander for a good 15 minutes, i decide to get this spiffy Snow white PJ set and we leave, only to remember we dont have a room key(which we need to get on the shuttle to get back to our room) so we run over there anyway and hope they'll let us on anyway, which they did after telling us we couldn't as a joke.^^ then at our hotel room we find out the the underware they came with the set its a really skimpy pair of boy shorts and not actual underware. since i dont really use those, my mom tells me to sleep on it and we can go back in the morning. which we do, and i exchange them for a set of Peter Pan postcards(after we had browsed a bit longer that the night before) and my mom and i got a towel with all the disney villans on it. score for me. now i'm off to do homework and paint party prep!!!!

Disney Land!

yep.. leaving for there in about a hour. I still haven't showered from surfing this mornig, haven't packed... and i'm online waiting to e-mail my buds about my painting party! Which, if anybpdy reads this before thursday(Robin) let the others know that it's going to be noon-ish to 2:00-ish and to bring your own roller if you have one. off ot see if my e-mail is working!

dodedodedodedo

mmm.... cleaning my room.... drawing a crest for coach...... smelling cleaning fumes from my dad cleaning in the bath room.....yeehaw! what a saturday!

SAT's

didn't see any od my super close friends. Stephani Donner talked to me though.... and so did Kelli, I found out they had to search to find their room too.^^ I also went into the wrong room. they had separated me and this other guy(same last name) so i was confused. but it's done, and i'm happy. but i dont know where my family is.

mmm SAT's!!!!

whoo-hoo! got the sat's tomorrow, yeehaw. know what i'm gonna get? a 1600! but no... just getting the feel for it, and then getting ready to prepare for the next one after that. what fun.

today was alright. i wasn't into the whole, dealing wiht people thing. meh. Matt B. and Nate were at school, and i stayed for rehersals so that was cool. Nothing beats Julio(now on known as Jewels) running across the stage with a sword, like he was queer. I loved it. THen talked with Matt, Nate, Scott, and Ms. Howell for 30 min.-ish. The girl taking pictures made me take one holding Scoot(who is at least 4 in shorter than me). She also got a pic of Matt trying to lick Julio. I need more of that. I also have to figure out what the crap i am doing for Dee and Whit's b-days... got Whit's card done, but not much else. ahhh... off to makle a better layout!

te amo

listening to a song in spanish and they keepin saying te amo. go me.

Oi... this week has been long and painful(and i mean my stomache hurts.... too many leg lifts.) urggg... I'm getting a shorter and storter fuse with some, and rightfully so. I dont feel like addressing the subject with them, because, I know I'm just going to be yellew at, told I dont know whats going on, possibly appologized too for I dont even know what, and where will i be then? same place, same feelings towards that person. can you understand why i dont want to deal with it? I hope so. But anyway... spending more time with Robin, and people 6th period and 5th. They're just better. And I'm now relizing that i will never be rid of iris.... i think she might even follow me to college. meh. i need to not be in school because i can't deal with all this crap from people who make up things to be depressed about.(not just a single or set of people) and it kinda pisses me off how selfish these people can be because they dont even care what I think even when they ask. what the crap is that for? merg... off to study history because i can!!!!

awwww....

before today..yesterday! i stood in for katie and wrote in blocking, and brenten and poage had to kiss. it was cute. Ms. Howell yelled at us to stop giggling at them... and they were so funny. they finally did the whole: "We'll do it on three!" thing and kissed. it was good times.

tired form today's try-out of my zone team..... owie. going shopping tomorrow! whoo-hoo!

apush!

not really. but Jeff's is really weird. I was just talking to him on aim. and he was very spaztic. what the crap? but he probaly thinks i'm some horrible bitch online(i know i come off as a bit mean, and un-caring. i'm working on it.) but i'm also going to acredit the fact that i have few, and even fewer still who are actually online, buddies. and yeah. gonna go and try to start on that new real journal i've been talkin about! (right after some dsl provider searching...)

urgg...

avoiding english, or waiting it out. either way...

my mouse disappeared while i was typing, so i left my computer for my das in hopes my comp will work it self out and i wont lose all my work. T.T english is a bitch!!

i also think i'm going to start keeping a real journal.. ''cause there's just osme things i'm not comforable talking about out in the open. not that anyone reads this 'hur blog. lemme know your thoughts on this tanglibe journal....

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hmm..... today was full of stuff i dont want to do! I still haven't typed all of my biogrphy, or time line....... oh no! I'll do that tomorrow. mebbe. ergg. english is a bitch! and so is Mrs. Johnson.....

*sigh*

while i was wlkaing across the street to schoool this morning Russle came up to me and said something. After asking what it was he said 3 times and making him deny that he wasn't joking that i found out that Dan had died yesterday moring of Leukemia. To be honest, I didn't, and still dont completely believe he's dead. Not that i think everyone else is lying, but there's jsut part of me that says: "No, He's not. dont listen to them." and i tend to listen to that voice because it's usually right, but we'll see. i went to a memorial at fourth period for him, and it was really sad, and listening to everybody else speak about him(a lot of people showed up) i relized how great a loss he is. I'm going to miss Dan very much, and am sorry that i couldn't listen to his story. I do not have regrets about him but i haev some great memories. rest in peace my Cabin Boy.

it's been a while...

at least a week or so. not as long as my friends go without posting, but it still bothers me a bit. I normally blog at least once a day or every other day, but latly it seems i have nothing to say. I really used this spot not to record my feelings for me, but where i come to let others(those who i want to read this, my friends) know how i feel about something particular, expecially if i dont want to talk directly to them about it.so what i'm sasying, is that i have nothing to talk to them about. which is kind of unnerving, but I've accepted it like i always do.

my good news today is that I made 1st choise 2nd team for water polo, which i am incredibly proud of(it might be better than kelli, but i doubt it). I can't wait for the banquet on thursday, that'll be really fun.

my bad news is that Mrs Johnson has to have had something crawl up her ass and die. Honestly, to quote my self in a note to robin, What makes her queen of the world? she's taking points away from us for something that she didn't ask for when we presented, and after she turned in grades. if it had been whitney talking to her, there'd be no problem, but since it was me and robin(i think she things i'm her cronie) our grade is going down. and she was completely ruse to robin, it was very uncalled for. robin of course was being a little ruse like she always is when she talks to Mrs. Johnson when she's being a dick-wade, but ms. johnson was yelling at her and claiming it was her fault.

mmm....new computer

it makes me happy. i like that it doesn't suck, and i can use a non-crappy art program, regless that its a trial.^^

kinda felt like a jerk at our english sleepover thing last friday, but i'm not going to get into it except that our video is going to kick ass.

i am no doing hair for the play, aparently. i didn't know ii could be designated to do things of the sort(seeing as i needed help with my own....) but i'm not going to complain. and i have polo, whic makes me happy. and i will now check homestarrunner.com for strong bad. i need him, i need him good.

mmm, thats good polo!

yep, thats whre i'm going tonight and i'm very happy about. it means that i dont haev to go to swim team!!! haha! i win you lose!^^ but anyway, since my mom had jury duty today again, i got her car and while i was walking out there to my car in the parking lot i walked by Bryce, whom i walk by all the time but never talk to. he said Hi, and asked if i needed a ride to swim team. I thought it was rather random, but really nice of him to offer. Out of the blue though... hhhm. anyway, i thought it was weird he hadn't noticed i wasn't doing swim team. ehh.

cary and corrine are apparently getting one each others nerves. kinda reminds me a sitiation that i'm having too. bleh. my hair looks great an so is...umm... i dunno. but i love strong bad and thats all you need to know.

mmmmmm

rae gots herself a hair cut!!!!!^^ lots of complimetns! wheee! but otherwise, life is pretty boring right now, my computer is crapping out on me right now too, and my dad's computer has no sound right now and it hates strong bad, but rae needs her strong bad, she needs it.

ai...

urg. i've been feeling much to tired today to be wiped out from polo last night. and much to pissed than i should(i'm over last night. Lost first CIF game to valley Center by 2 points in overtime.) i'm actually very proud, even though i screwed up like nothing else. conclusion: i'm sick. mm-hmm, fun stuff. i was alos elbowed in the chiin, and bit my tongue. it's all purple and swollen like. good times. today kinda sucked, except for air-band which was good stuff. and math... math was good too. english, it sucked like a mother-fucker, but there's not much i can do about that. anyway, i think i'mm off to get ready for acredemic league now..... scrimage against scrips(i think..) i'm there for support and possibly taking up space. go me, i am a winner.

dan the non-man!

i forgot, Dan called me on friday.^^ it made me happy, but since i didn't have his number i couldn't call him the next day. T.T so i wrote him a letter!

valentines!!!!

yeah, so it was two days ago, whatever. it was a good day. a very good day, even though i didn't have a valentine(i never do, it's not something new.) Whit gave me a very savy cd with lovey songs on it(they are excelent, and complete with a Partrige Family song) and a pirate pencil.^^ I gave her a rae-made t-shirt that said on the front: "You guys need boyfreinds." underlined with a hearty thing that i saw on her agenda...>> on the back it said: "Thats True." Teen Girl Squad quote, it was gold. I also doctored it up because my dad made me get medium and they didn't shrink enough... but i made it all spiffy. I haev yet to decid if Deanna will get "Boys Please" or Nicole.... the other choise I'm debating between them is: "I have a crush on every boy." i have fun. (kenna's, robin's and chrys's are secret!)

anyway, why my day was good was because we beat both El Cap and Ramona!(we've never beat eith of them... and el cap had already beat us twice.) the elcap game was 12-6(we killed them) and ramona was 8( maybe)-4 killed also. we win. We are now seated 10th or 11th for CIF. I am very excited. I also get a super siffey desk(it was free.. but had ugly lamenate. so we peeled it off, slapped on some venir and stained it green bayou, and will today spray the metal legs stainless steel to make them less shiny. I win.) and with the new teal desk(and soon to be furniture) will be apink room. i have almost choosen te color. all i need to do is get rid of popcorn and i'm good to go. yay me!

And then she said, it was time to move on

oi, i have something i want to rant about, but lets gets some of my day down in type.

ap tests are coming up, kinda stressed about the spanish one, but then again i'm also worried about the english situation and am trying to get that fixed. which means spanish is on hold until then. not so much worried about the apush, actually really confident about it. got a new desk today, it really ugly(lemenent) but we can fix that, it's peeling off and will solve most of my problems. w00t. polo is almost over, and i am happy with the season. i am doing very well and will do even better next season and during the summer.^^

and on to what i nee dout of my system. this is jsut a veiw i have, so please dont take it personally, but do keep it in mind when i give you a gift because even if i dont seem to be bothered, i really am and would appreciate it if you repected my feelings toward the matter. and that matter is the giving of presents. my veiw is, if you are given something you should be appreciative of that gift the way it is and not desire to alter it(unless thats whta the gift is for. i.e: a craft kit.) or if you do desire to alter it keep your trap shut and accept it as it is. to me this is proper gift ediquette. when great aunt flo gives you that flourescent pink leg warmer set your not going to go: "Oh great! if i take out the seams and dye it blue it'll be a great scarf!" and really, when i give a gift and some one says: "Wow! As soon as i do this it'll be niffy!" or "As soon as i add some stickers and marker it'll be swell!" Honestly, thats not how we were raised, and if you were I'd beat your parents upside the head with a bat. It's almost as bad as not giving out thank you cards. I'm really offended when i send a gift to someone(like my cousins, or Dan.) and i dont recieve some sort of confermation that they have recieved said gift, i get really bitter, and wonder if they actually recived it or even acknowledged that it was there(or that i'm there). it really pisses me off. most of the people i associate with, or that recieve gifts from me are very apreciative and at least pretend to like what they are given. i'll notive if you dont wear the scarves i give you, or jewelery, but if you at lease were thankful and appreciative that i took the time to make whatever you are given in front of me or give me some sort of thank you card is all i ask. i dont care if you think it is the ugliest thing to ever grace the earth, but telling me to my face that you want to do something to it besides add buttons really irks me. expecially when you know i've taken lots of time to make it(even if i say otherwise). it's offensive and you should understand that. and if you dont, you will not get any more gifts from me(at least none that i care about what you do with, because it wont matter what i think about it or how much time i took in thinking of what to get/make you.) and in closing: you can piss off.