i just came back from a "punk" webpagy thing... god, i don't even know what it was. it could have been a blog, it could have been something else. what it was i did not know.

hey, i forgot to mention i went to Cirque Du Soliel. IT WAS FREAKIN AWSOM!!!! Firstly, there were no animals, major plus. Secondly there were no tradiontal clowns. Rock on. Clowns are so rfeaking scary i dont know why they're for children.

The best parts was there was a story line and all such things. The costumes were so awsom and I want to go join the circus now.^.^

yay, x-mas came and went and it left me a ps2 for the second time!^^

i went to berkley for x-mas this year to spend it w/my mom's family because her father died last month, and we had his ask scattering on the friday after x-mas.

we took his ashes out on a boat called the Naiad, and had a beautiful veiw of the golden gate bridge, and the hillside next to it. The preiest said a exerpt from a buddhost book which was very fitting because it was a metapphore about letting go and the ocean, and my grandfather spent most of his life three on his boat. After the priest was done, my uncle Tom said something like: 'Thanks dad for all the adventures, i'll miss you and thank you for everything." which was really nice, then he let the ashes go over board. Then we all threw white tulips off the boat and said something. And when the boat started to go away, they played a Amazing Grace on the Bagpipes, which was so fitting because Amazing Grace was the name of the boat he had. Then we just kinda stood there and looked over the side of the boat until we were really far away. it was quite sad for i never knew the Man. Sorry Papy, I miss you.

In Loving Memory of the Late Phil Tippett

i'm off for berkley today! yee-hoo! spending x-maz w/my mom's family this year.... last night i got a really hideous bag from my aunt, and a porcilain doll*shudder* too. i also got one of those memoraative coiny things from my papa, and bath and body works gift bag from my grandma. then me and my bro got to open one prez from our parents, both gba games, i got Zelda: A Link To The Past!^^ my brother got mariokart racing. so it's all good.

jhina((lynn?)) matt and i just went and saw nemisis. plans werre for 2 towers, but if you've been tnear the theartre at all you know how that be. the movie was pretty good. But i feel asleep at the good part((i do that....did it at a weezer concert. who knew?)) yeah, so when i wake up I hear jhona sniffling next to me and i look up at the screen they're al drinking to a dead guy. what? who died? why's jhona crying?>< Yeah, that was interesting. very funny. nobody wanted my smuggled food or drinks, so i had to rc... reminds me, i gotta pee!><

some kid was kiiled by being hit by a car. him and his friends were throwing balogna at cars and where they were crossing the street he was hit. i knew a little, i had him in a lot of classes a couple of years ago. Michael Timmons..... it's really sad.

on the sunny side of things, my friends are making out like bandits this year.. bastards... and watch, i'll get nothing... NOTHING!!!!!!!!! but hey.... thats what i get...>>

I'm terza rima, and I talk and smile. Where others lock their rhymes and thoughts away I let mine out, and chatter all the while. I'm rarely on my own - a wasted day Is any day that's spent without a friend, With nothing much to do or hear or say. I like to be with people, and depend On company for being entertained; Which seems a good solution, in the end. What Poetry Form Are You?

or

I'm the lai, with no sort Of grave, solemn thought, And I Will never be caught By miseries sought, Nor sigh; Where battles are fought Or arguments brought, I fly. What Poetry Form Are You?

robin has a boyfriend!^^yay for her. but now her goal is to get me one, hold me, i'm scared. but not quite as scared as i was when roy was a tryin to fix me up.>< now theres a frightening thought.

i feel depressed... for reasons unknown and untold. it's a friend thing. i'm alone. oh well... back to my imaginary buddies....

boy.. haven't been here in a while. oh my bad self.0.o

my back's been really acting up latly. weeee~! this means i have to go see the doctor!>> which also means i get my wart burned off, and my scholiosis checked, and blah, blah. then they'll tell me i'm only 5' 3 3/4" tall and then i'll be depressed because i have four more inches until i'm as tall as i want too, and then that's sad for me becauase i'm not ever gonna be 5'8" it makes me sad.

On a happy note i think i may be a suit size 30 instead of 32 now. ay! suit sizes receding!

and there we have it.

for some reason(and i can't seem to find one) i seem to look up to elana. i really can't figure out why, i dont particularly like her too much, and she's mean to my friends. maybe it's because she reminds me of my cousin sam... ehh.

we had our second and last water polo scrimmage today. it rocked we best them by 12x their points(24 to 2) i had fun. my back is starting to act up again and that sucks not so good areas. owch.

i'm haveing friendly ctrisis' again. i think i may need a theripist, but will not get one until i move from this house or am 18, which ever is first. i can't ask my mom, she would either break down and be all sad and crap, or and would get mad at me for thinking i need one when i dont. i lose both ways. my dad would just kinda look at me and say 'i'll talk to your mom.' darn. oh well. i need a new layout but fear making one will make my com even slower..... pehh.

stupid neopians... always claiming their shops the cheapest,, when it isn't! they dont even have reasonable prices...... damnit. oh well, on to buigger and better things.

i haven't been bloggin much at all latly.. not that i've forgotten, but, ah well, you know. i'm a lazy ass. anyway.. nothing exciting happening anytime soon.... really. x-mas is comeing up and i have to get presents for peaople together. not really up to it, but, i'll do my darndest!

i went out to redneck ville today, my brother had one last football((gag)) game, it was in ramona and i decided to go because i like the scenary and crap. i saw this one kid i thought was an old lady until i saw the football pants and saw it was a kid with a mullet.0.0 i was horrified. I had a friend way back when in elementry school who had a mullet..... and she always wore spandex.>> moving on.. i got my hair cut!^^ yes, i hhave more than one layer and have a new rememdy for frizziness! now it will go away if i use moose, i win. i really, really do. i also found purple lipstick at k-mart, i was so very proud. I also saw Ring Round the Moon last night, our schools play. It was awsome. I really liked it, Robin had the best part, she really did.

1 day till hell week is over!^^ yay!!!!

i have the largest freaken rats nest ever... i didn't swim with a cap today, it ripped as i was getting in the water and i had like 5 seconds left to get in, so i hoped in without it. big mistake. i put superloads of conditioner in it... hope it's come loose....

we were suppsed to get our drama club pictures taken today..... didn't happen. we were suppsed to be there earlier, but guess what! the passes never came and we didn't know. fun freaken stuff. but, kenna and i..and this other girl who had followed us for some freakish reason just hung with shan((yes, shan, no longer shane)) legs((robin)) amy.... and some others. it was fun we were there for like 20 mintues and the best thing is our teacher wont even care.

owch... i hurt so bad, i did three different types of sit ups after practice accompanied by these things called "thinkers"((push up's with forarm and movement!><)) on top of that i'm sick...... and it's hell week! yay!*cough* since i'm going for varsity, i get to wear sweat pants, a tank top, tennis shoes, and a weight belt while i swim. owch.....!>< i can barley life my arms, none the less type...

what an interesting two days. after school both time i just went home because kenna left with roy, and other stuff. i walked with chrys to her house and then we home. got my glasses fitted today and stuff. wheee. yesterday we did our scene, could have done a lot better, but didn't. crap for me!>>U

yesterday night was fun....>> i got the captains award for mopst 'spirited dresser'....geez... what happened, did they run out of ideas? i mean really.......

ack.. todays sucked pretty much, at least this morning. I didn't know i was alowd to use my notes on the test when it was test about how good our notes were.....>> and then i didn't haev the homwork that was due.....X.x so yeah........ fun stufff. and later, i get to go to a house with oh-so perky people!>< and all they want is monay. $5 for coachs gift...and $5 for ech person to eat.O.o what the heck, we're haveing pissa hut AND oscars because oscars has better bread sticks but pizza hut has better pizza and half the girls wouldn't even go near and oscars pizza... geez...... i am so glad that season is over.

wow......... i remember when i posted here.... i had a functioning computer!>< well... i do again... so there. i ,i>had so much to say..... but now i can't remember......>.< hahaha.... but now i have aim again...((s/n: chibiotakuchan)) and Kazaa.... aya for me!><((feena@KaZaA)) i'll type more later when i have something to acctually put down...

h.. i have had such a fun weekend........ it was hilarious. on saturday i went to robins "party" and i was told i was shanes 'girlfriend' for the night. not until 5 mintues before i left was i cleared on the subject. it was amusing. matt ws all over kim, and robin was all over shane, and then there was kenna inbetween both couples eating like a chipmunk. it was great.

yesterday we went to the trail of terror with shane, roy, kenna, and jhonna. it was great. i kept shoving shane in front of me, and jhonna and i were clinging to each other. i shamed her into a wall and to the ground numerous occations. it was funny. we had great fun.

i got out of volleyball early today... went to mcdonalds with kenna, roy and rudy. then rudy left and it was slightly accward, not as much so as would bother me. it would have bothered robin though. then as we left roy talked about hookinh me up with this guy... i'm frieghtened.

i just got a new perscription today!>< and now, my glasses that haven't fit for almopst a year will be irrelevant to a few weeks((even though they fit now>>))

I'm finally on! Yah-hoo!^^ I dont know what to say... It was Roy's((kenna's boyfriends)) birthday and i made him a braclet... yay for me! I'm acctually being included into things with my friends now... i feel so special! So yah... fun stuff.

i havn't had enough time to blog at all! but i have so much i want to... i'll get to it this weekend. darn.

i am in so much pain!>< my back hurts, i have heart burn which nmy medicin isn't working, and i hae n horrible load of essays i need too work on!><

i had a perpetual wedgie of doom all day long!>< damn thongs.... i only own one. robin decided since kenna, her and i all have pink thongs we should wear them today. we all did. it was great. i have the wronge kind, really i do. i also found it amusing when fred found out that was what was in the bag on friday today, appearantly he had no idea.o.0 but hey! i'm in my normal no wedgie giving underoos!((i love that word!))

i just relized when i do not like kenna... when she is around stupid horney roy, or corey, and people of the sort. and it pisses me off. hey, roy isn't nice to me. he was picking on me. it wasn't nice.

i dont like school. i dont like work, and i really dont like that in both my groups of friends i am totally oblivious to inside jokes and nobody gets mine. i'll stand there after saying something, like "hello! anybody get this?" when i relize it's the wornge group and i want someone to shoot me. our((being mine and kennas)) group of friends have decided to split, and they have chossen who they want to go with them, neither wants both me and kenna and both want only one of me or kenna. it's like people dont like us being best friends. what the hell? can i just say it's none of their business anyways? i'm tired.... and i really need to get some duct tape...

i was supposed to go to a movie night at chrys', but i went to a drive in with kenna and her family because no body likes her any more and she is still my best friend. I kind feel left out because i love movie nights, and i was really looking forward to it, but i felt i should go with kenna because of the so named reason above.

i have so many essays i have to do and so much work..... it isn't even comical. it really isn't, so im going to get off line right now and start on the god-damn notebook that is dude in a week and a half that i dont even know what to put in it yet.

eeeh...... my back hurts SOOO bad. It hurt last night too...but then it stopped.o.0 Yah, so I went to the ,all with Leo, Jhona, Amber, Scott, and a dude named Tony. Reminded me of my brother, except he was much less annoying. Aracde was closed so we didn't go there.

tiny toons is on. i haven't seen that forever. i apsolutly love it. along with animaniacs and feakazoid and hysteria. so hilarious. okay... i had more and now i dont. fun stuff yo.

ugg.... volley ball sucked today. i was very sluggish and people were getting on my last nerve......

I'm trying to get this double blog thingy going with mi amiga amber.... so far as yet the layout is up. i'm also working on a layout for here... i made one but it wouldn't work because it uses frames and that damn banners in the way. I think I might Look to get hosted when my next layout gets up.

leo e-mail me back!

i forgot to say, shane bit me.i know it's not saying much, but it is like a major break through for him. he is even more inocent than me, and thats really innocent. I was even beating him in I never....0.o

hmmmm... i was invited to a rave and am so confuled by the situation!>< chrsi please explan about the plans, if they're off or not. i have never been to something like that.... my cousin said next time i'm up north she was going to take me to one, and to a really good rockey horror picture show((maybe minus the picture?)) so....... aya for me and stuff.

by the way... i'm useing blog this so if it comes out funky, thats why.

yesterday my brother had a football game in god alful chulajuana, but kenna live around there so i called and told her to meet me at the school. we walked around for a while and talked the whole time. it was nice not to have someone else there to interupt. we walked out to the out feild and layed on the grass for a while until my miom found us and told me to say hi to my grandpa. then we walked around some more this time around the capmus and then we left. fun stuff

baskestball courts: Chrys, Stubly, Ver, and I
out feild: Kenna and I
places left: golf course, lacross/feild hockey feild, in feild, any other?

gee i haven't blogged in like forever.o.0

yesterday i got out of volleyball early because our coach wasn't there. so i was going to go home to on on the internet, but i ran in to robin and sexy shane. i led them around like they were blind and i was pimpin. so i went to drama tryouts with them where we met up with chrys. so we hung out there, played i never and truth or dare. then robin chrys, sexy shane,a girl named christina and a guy named steve went to porto fino park and we hung out. then we decided to go eat and steve left. so we went to the von's shoping center to eat and we met lonnie, and robin left and we went back to porto fino played another game of i never. took christina to her car, walked back to the park, parted with chrys. then we walked to the park behind my house and got matt, i got my dog and we we're out there unitl 9:30. fun stuff. i need to have every friday like that now. hanging with people! okay... and now this thing.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

i was gonna say something but it has slipped my mind. right now i feel all grogy-like, almost like i'm sick. darn. my mom finally got me my medication!^^((stupid pharmacy!><)) so now i dont get heart burn! yay! yippy! i'm really sleepy..... and i dont know what to type.

Go here----> The Dregs

i am so tired... i got 2 hours less sleep last night than i do normally. i am so behind in my main classes..... i'm so lost. i have nothing to do but homework and i have not zeal for it((voabulary word!><)) i think i might finish my new blog layout... really. but i might take a nap first((how rare!))

i also found my freshman. he seemed to haev run away, but lo and behold! he's one of the cool freshman. i was happy. it made my day. i forgto my volleyball crap, and had to play in my school shoes which suck buttons((copy-right me))

i think i'm going to make name tags for everyone who has one. we have lots. how fun.

i'm all good now w/my friend again... good for me.

i found some freshmen who are pretty cool today.((never thought i would be able to say that... our freshman class this year is all dumb.)) some guys tried to sell us a stereo.... quite creepy. i went home. did play in my volleyball game..... and stuff.... yay.

i just relized.... she's only like that around other people.... when it's just me and her it's like old times. makes it even more depressing for me.

i am starting to really miss the first best friend i had when i moved here. her name was Kristina and we did apsolutly everything together. we we're so honest, and she genuinly liked me for me. we were so different. she was popular and really pretty, i guess we slightly resembled each other, exept i had ferckles and curly hair((or was it she had strait hair w/o freckles?)) then she moved.... i dont think i ever got her address. and it made me sad, because she was really my best friend. i kinda wish she was here now so it was liek that again... but ahh well. such is life i suppose.

just got back from the denits... flourite was really gross. i think it was supposed to be tangerine... but i dont really know. BUt i was supposed to go to the office to leave at lunch and not get a pass...... but i honestly didn't know and my mom was super pissed at me. because she was going to take me and my brother to lunch...... darn. i was kinda looking forward to that.

i also found out my best friend is doing((i shouldn't say that, apparently she's only done it once)) something we both said we were never going to do. i know people change, heck i've done lots of that! but it seems as if she's just leaving me completly out of the picture. yet she continues calling me her best friend. show's how much of a loser i really am. My friends stopped inviting me places when i was doing sports and had no free time. I'm still really devoted to my sports but somehow i've managed to get some extra time on my hands and i seem to spend it all alone. a lot of stuff we should do together is spent with other people((her)) or by our selves.((me)). I wish i could have a party or something, but my house is boring, my family sucks, and i my self aren't a very good hostess. i guess i should do something about it, but i really can't. in middle school she always said she would do sorts with me. and she tried to. but as soon as she didn't make the volleyball team she quite, that was it for her and sports. one time she went to water polo, didn't like it and quit. swimming? not since elementry school. she complains of her weight and how she wished she was more like me, and we used to be when she was active in sports and the like. and she would again if she got back in, but she wont. and after this year maybe i wont either.

sometimes i think she doesn't want to be friends at all any more. it feels like she's ditching me. more and more i feel this and i thik that i am no more one of her good friends but she just says so because we've said it for so long that it's hard to not say it. kind of like when your pet dies, you really sad for days, then forget about it. Then a week later you remember and go to find them only to remember that they're dead, deceased, gone to the big pet store in the sky. i feel like i'm just someone that she sees at school. she no longer thinks anything i say is funny, or that i have a good point, or anything at all. i'm just there. she then complains i just am not with it. it's not my fault, i say. i just need to hang out with you more. hint, hint. she doesn't quite understand. but then i suppose i'm not getting subtle hints from her either. just a crap hole of a cycle.

hmmmm.... seems to me it already halloween. one of my favorite times of the year. i love fall and it's not even here yet. somehow it's been really nostalgic this weekend... sad really. oh well, dentist tomorrow! teeth clean, whoohoo!

ack..... i need to hang around my friends more, really. I have apsolutly no idea what my best friend is up too! i guess that wouldn't really make her my best friend any more....... oh well. i guess i'm even more of a loser than i thought. i dont ever do anything with her unless it involves the school.((being at, going from, comeing too....etc...)) i suppose it because my life revolves around my sports at the moment, i can't ever do anything so i'm never invited anywhere. uhg...... darn. oh well. I'll just be my normal happy self for no reason.

we had 'team-building' today at volleyball, we made ours selves a knot and got out it.0.o Sat with TAli afterward and talked about stuff.... nothing important. On the way home I was offered a Two-for-one slut deal, then 3-for-2, and then 3-and-a-dinosaur. It was Kenna, Maricela, some girl i dont know and Roy. Roy is a card.

Went to the drama club meeting.. gonna join. Looks fun enough. And...... thats about it........

trying to finish off the freshman acction..... beingmoved to tuesday.o.0

After school i sat with Bill & Virgin((one person, names chris, understand nickname?)) Evelyn and Kenna. Talked for a while((how rare))

Chris leached on to me during lunch claiming I looked like a freshman. ultimatly I couldn't move anywhere.

Vooleyball was great! We beat them. They made one point out of all 2 games. My mom came. I was happy because my serving was awsome! Truely something to behold((or not...))

yesterday i finally got my boombox back. i can finaaly start listening to my burnt cd's. there was also a dog a reginas shirt today..... it was quite cute, but apearently killed by the fumes of 9/11. geez... when kenna told me about i just thought it was another building..... i slightly had a vauge idea of it but not much. and i have a slightly less vauge idea of it now. just so anybody who's reading this knows, i think it's seriously over comercialized.

on other notes i had to wait till 3:30 today before my volleyball game so i sat with kenna, a guy named roy and another guy i think's name is sam.... so we stat there and talked. right now anytying we talked abot is escaping me... showing how much the convorsation ment. but hey. i got's me-self a freahman! yee-haw! his name is.....was chris...... >:)but not no more. he's now bhudda.((yess.. i know i know...)) he apsulutly towers over me. darn.

my classes changed today. I now have advanced chemistry 1st. period and cluster english 4th. yay me. darn all new books.

hmmm... nothing really to say. have to learn how to open an imaginary door... mimeing. fun. mom came back from san fran brought books and cds!>< i love both.... a cheiftans cd and a harp thing.... with a book with the stry of troy and another one. so we'll go out with a song by the Bare Naked Ladies in their Gordon album:

when i was born,
they look at me and said:
what a good boy,
what a smart boy,
what a strong boy.

and when you we're born,
they look at you and said:
what a good girl,
what a smart girl,
what a pretty girl.

we got these chains,
hangin' round our necks
people wanna srangle us with them,
before we take our first breath.

afraid of change,
afraid of being the same
when temtation calls, we just look away.

this name is the hairshed I wear,
and this hair shed is woven from your brown hair
this song is the cross that i bare,
bare with me,
bare with me,
bare with me,
be with me tonight.
i know that it isn'tright.
but be with me tonight.

i go to school,
i write exames of the past
if i fail, if i drop
does anyone give a damn?
and if they do
they'll so forget,
because it wasn't much from me to show my life ain't over yet.

i wake up scared,
i wake up stranger,
i wake wondering if my lifes ever going to change.

i wake up scared,
i wake up stranger
and everything around me stays the same.
it's the hairshed i wear,
and this hairshed
is woven,
it's woven from your brown hair.

this song is the cross that i bare,
bare with me,
bare with me,
bare with me,
be with me tonight.
i know that it isn't right,
.......but be with me tonight.

i can tell
i was wrong.
chivkened out of the pen and the paper
sat down and wrote this song.

i can tell you,
you were right.
so instead i looked in the mirror
and i watched tv and i've been awake all night.

we got these chains,
hangin' round our necks
people wanna srangle us with them,
before we take our first breath.

afraid of change,
afraid of being the same
when temtation calls, yeah-ah-ya!

and this name is the hairshed i wear
and this hairshed is woven from,
is woven from,
is woven from your brown hair.

this song is the cross that i bare,
bare with me,
bear with me,
bare with me,
be with me tonight.

when i was born,
they look at me and said:
what a good boy,
what a smart boy,
what a strong boy.

and when you we're born,
they look at you and said:
what a good girl,
what a smart girl,
what a pretty girl.

yah-ee-yah!

TIME
time, why you punish me?
like a wave passin' in to the shore,
you wash my dreams away.

time, why you wall away?
like i feeel there's no where to go,
you left me, cryin'

can you talk about tomorrow,
and all the pain and sorrow?
Runnin' free....
'cause tomorrow just another day,
and i dont believe in time.

Time, i dont' understand.
children killin' in the streets,
and i'm the color red.

time, the red and blue,
wash 'em in the ocean,
make 'em clean
maybe their mothers wont cry tonight.

can you tech me about tomorrow,
and all the pain and sorrow?
runnin' free......
'cause tomorrwos just another day,
and i dont believe in time.

I think thats hooty and the Blowfish... but it could be Erick Clapton and the Heartbreakers. My mom's not here to help me be a none music-tard.

ick.. just talked to greg. as usual he was his regular rude and mean-towards-me self. he was monotone, a plus? he asked for jhonna's number, told him didn't have it, wouldn't get it. even if i asked jhonna, she wouldn't give it too me if i told her who i was giving it too. so i sent him on his way to kenna. i hope she doesn't kill me.

chrys invited me to go to the beach to stack rocks or something but couldn't go because my dad is at my brothers football game and doesn't know what technology is. he knows he needs a cell, but yet he hasn't one. get a damn cell dad!><

it has been comfirmed: i am preppy. and it is too late to take it back! i am doomed!((i'm takeing robin with me!><)) and i also dislike stuff greatly: all of mine is either worthless or broken or breaking. i have fallen to the dark side!

it rained yesterday, i was happy. i really miss the weather in northern california, but hey, then i couldn't surf.

i got some new shoes today.^^ i'm really happy, they're really nice. I'm not wuite sure what to say..... so... fun stuff. oh and the dregs page is almost up and running.^^

inner termoiles! ya for those! i dont think jorge is in my class anymore...... now all i have is aya......

i think i'm gonna like my math teacher. he already knows my name, he's really nice. our eating area is being taken over by the preepies!>< and our eating group has left. danm you tomas! robin and i decided that when they are gone we're going to take their backpacks and put them behind some bushes. when they come back and ask where they went , we'll tell them some shirtless bums came by and took them. yay for us.

i really dont like volly ball practice. i have to go adn be with preps, and robin said i had the personality of one!>< they're rubbing off on me! nooooo! oh well........ school isn't nearly as fun as last year. i'm really not enjoying anything at all..... except that jhonnas back. she's really awsome and i didn't know how much i missed her. but now she's back and is not a retard! one of my "friends" stole my video game and the other is so stupid it's not funny anymore... but now robin is my friend again ((after a year of not so friendness(i didnt see her all that often))) and jhonnas back! jhonna associates with good people...... and chrys' is always off getting lunch or something and isn't around to follow. i have no reason to stand and yet i continue.... why!?1

owch. my back is killing me! stupid schol-a-molo-sis!><

today was a another crapy day at school. slightly better than yesterday... but crappy none the less.

in my group of friends it used to be me who was the one in all of the non "advanced" classes.
so to be with my friends i tried to get into them. i now am an advanced student. and only a handful of friends are advanced now. why do you haunght me so friends!? i've always been smarting book-wise than my friends.((excluding chrys and tomas and some others)) but now i feel bad because i complain of B+ that aren't a's as compaered to their c-'s trying not to become d's. i am such a loser.

i would like to mention that Metal has corrected some of my pages at my rpg! Thank you Metal.^^

taday was the first day of school..... I have two classes with Kevin... god damn it. Oh well. I have too classes with Coach Spears, Volleyball adn Biology. I sit by myself in the back in biology. thanks Spears. oh yah, Rudy's in that class. Still have english with Robin, but i do not sit next to her. Instead i sit next to Kevin. I have drama with Kenna and I can sit next to her. Yay for me. I have math by myself((like so many years before)). I have spanish with Jorge!((pernonced "whore hey!")) Yay! But i'm gonna have my mom swich me out because kenna had him and said she didn't learn anything. Maybe I'll make Jorge my freshman. By the way, his real name is George.^^ and thats it... fun stuff. And Jhonna came back! aya! but i dont have any classes with her!T.T No...!

this was yesterdays entrie, it didn't let me post so here it is today.((so i save unpublished entries... so what...?))fuck.((oh no, i cursed!><)) the stupid thing just deleted my entrie, so here's a re-enactment:

i went surfing yesterday. i got frustrated so i stopped. school is tomorrow!>< nooooo!

At Chrys' b-b-q we watched rockey.((what a surprize!o.0)) and then we played I never.. Chry's "lost" over twice, Jon lost 3 times, Kenna and Robin we're some where in the upper teens, and even Sam had more then me with 12 or something. I had three finures gone and seven left. I am such a loser. Where are brown nosers when you need them? That turned into truth or dare. I also saw Sam kiss Chrys, Chrys and Jon "kiss" and Jon lick/suck/"nibble" on kennas neck. fun stuff, yo. Me and Robin were smart enough not to say dare. Very, very smart. okay, i hate life school is tomorrow!>< at least i have english first with robin. at least we still better or i will be uber-pissed.

ack, i need to eat... after i log off the internet.^^

i remember i was going to post something... hmmm... oh yeah, my rpg is open. go to featherheads international to see info on me and my buddies.^^ i hope you all know my name is rae.... it says it over there------> hope you pay attention.^^ i was gonna say more...... oh, leo get a stupid new e-mail so i can mail you stuff!>< okay.. i think thats it.

i swear if i hear that avril lavigne song complicated one more time, i really am going to gouge my eyes out.((thats for chrissey)) make it stop!t.T make it stop!T.T

okay, i've decided to make a page dedicated to the dregs, a brother house a few friends and i made at school. it's completely fake, and we're just weird like that. it'll be complete with a poll to see which of the dregs is more desirable.^^ but i have to get the info first......

it's so sad. i can barely lift my legs to put shorts on. stupid volleyball tryouts!>< why! why!?

yesterday we had to register. good peaches it was a long wait!>< but kenna and i kinda got "lost and endded up talking to our friends in the fronte and getting in with them. fun stuff. so i got to volleyball on time. i also finally have a class with robin. yay!

so first thing at volley ball we do, we have to run up and down two flights of stairs, run a lap around the football feild, up and down both stairs again, another lap, and up and down again. the we had to sprint 3 time up a very steep hill. But i was happy because i was faster than somebody who is supposedly extremely fast.^^

after volleyball i found chrys out side... so i hung with her. then we found kenna and went a roaming the school takeing pictures of us and other things. then we waited in line with chrys for over and 2 hours to get her registered. even though we found tomas and kinda got "lost" again. he was so close to the fronte!>< but then when she got her schedual, she had to change a class so we waited another hour for her to do that.

then she decides we need to walk forty mintues to a starbucks. on the way there some creepy-guys pulled their car up to us and said something. we kept walking and later when i told them people shouldn't do that, chrys replies: "But Rae, you should be flattered." grrrrrrrrr.... i and a friend would beg to differ. then we got back and i raced home to go to art. i hadn't eaten all day so i ate some fast food. then there was a party at my art because there was a girl going away to the army. then i got back home. my legs really really hurt now, because of volleyball and walking for forty mintues!><

hey! guess what i'm watching? Oprah! yup...... i'm watchin oprah......... just thought i should tell all... oprah is so good!>< eveerybody go and watch it!

nothing ever happens to me....... i'm bored....

i wanted to go surfing uesterday, but the waves were super huge! they were not 2-3 footers...

ack! volley ball starts tomorrow. i love volley ball but the girls on the team are appsolute tards! and preps, and stupid, and way to flirty with the managers to ever notice why they suck so much and i dont. oh... to be so naive..... i'm really dumb in some aspecks but i'll always be smarter then them!^^

in other new........ there is no other news. i'm getting into shores for water polo.eep! sooooo much work... i'm not gonna have any free time...T.T

i wanna have a party. but i can't have it at my house because my brother and dad are always here and would mess everything up. i can't have it at the pool, i dont know how many of my friends know how to swim, and it wouldn't matter because they wouln't wear a fricking bathing suit anyway. why wont you wear a bathing suit you insenitive fools! and then i wanna do a beach thing..... but the again with the bathing suits. and my parents would want to stay and converse with my friends. and they dont know half of my friends and if they found out they wouldn't want me to hang with them any more.((at least my dad wouldn't)) but then i though: "Pot Luck!" why not have a pot luck at the beach? then i dont even have to worry about bringing food for everyone. Then the problem come up, where o, whre are we gonna go in the evening thats not totally out of everybody's way where there aren't drunk bums running all over the place? La Jolla? No! thats too far and everyone would need a ride! OB? not to many bums. PB? no.. no fire pits..... bay? I shutter to think... that is apsolutly disgusting. MB? hmmmm.... maybe... but what about parking? there is none! well... i have some pondering to do...

okie-dokie..... i am putting the new layout up right now. someone tell me how it look's. i need to know!><

telelvision is so stupid. i just saw a camercial for a pill that makes boobs bigger. com'on, pills that'll give you a larger bust? seriousy people....

i want my dad to move away until i'm in colledge. i swear he's such a loser. he turns the tv on and then leaves a room. he picks up microscphic pieces of dirt form the ground. everything i say to him i get yelled at for because he think's i'm "talking back". he is such and idiot. and then there's my brother. he has some serious mental problems he's not getting help for, i probably have a few two but he is so bad. i can't even ask him where the remote control is.

does nobody read this? i know that isn't entirly true, i've had some takers to the tag board. but no body comment's on the stupid posts! am i un-interesting? do i speak a different language? somebody please tell me.. and dont post it in the tag board... please.. press the dance after all the crap at the end of posts... some one tell if if it isn't working too.... it's no help if i dont know.

this layout is too happy...... even for the short time poor niccolo the mexican bunny had up, i enjoyed him. and i enjoyed sharing him with you all. but he need's retiring.

i was reading me friends blog today, and she decided to do a lil thing on a few non-main stream religions. she looks them up, does reasearch and then summerizes them. today((or yester day)) she did satanism. it was very interesting. i had no idea it had nothing really to do with satan at all. i think i might put a link to her under my buddie's.

chrys has a boyfriend! and it's breakfast steve!XD ahhh....*insert cute noises* hehehe... she called me just to tell me that. i feel so special that she would do so...>> yah. okay just thought i'd post that.

ack!>< i hate needles! i just got my tetnus shot. T.T i really really dont like shot's. I didn't put up too much of a fit this time... but i really dont like them!u.u

i just got back from Leo's house, he had some buddie's over and we were playing DDR. I was kicking their butts!>< i should have brought my gaem, i would have really show them how to get jiggy wit it yo. hehe... now i have to go get a physical. I have so much i have to talk to my doc about... back pains... heart burns...((my medicine at least)) i think they might need to take blood from me... dont take it!>< no! please! I need my blood! u.u of course maybe i'm just afraid of needle's too.....

i just spent the whole day at a water polo tournament((two games)) and then a water polo party. geez, elena is soooo nosey. she kept asking me if i liked Kyle((i dont remember how to spell!><)) i swear, that girl needs a life. then she asked everyone who was single who they liked and if they were on the team. Anywho, Kyle's dad was nice enough to drive me home, then he made Kyle walk me to the door. Poor him. I hear Bryce is haveing a party tomorrow. I wasn't invited. Darn it.>> hey, wait til they see I'm not there, then they'll miss me!>>U maybe not... oh well..... yay me! yay stuff!

i just got back from camp, i miss camp. i need camp.T.T yeah, so i was up till 3 last night watching the metior shower. great fun. It was me, chrys, ver((breackfast steve)) and other chris, one i dont talk about. i'll call him stubly because sam((new friend!><)) and i were watching the canon ball contest and talked with him((he was in it)) and she noticed he shaved his "happy trail". so we called him "stubly happy trail" stubly for short, and he is now know as that. earlier that night we was in the game room getting jiggy wit it, yo.((new inside joke)) and we were playing a game called i never. basically you say something you never did((this game it had to be drugly and/or sexually orienated)) and everytime you have done something one of the other people say you take away a fingure. in those senses i am completely inocent. but by some strange miracle i had three fingure's gone at the end of the game. so i'm completely inocent in all senses kind of(( i dont remember the first, but i took my fingure's a away for seeing a man naked((i've been to black's beach)) and for flashing people my bra which is something i most frequently did at the camp.... to the cousulors)) hehehehe.

yeah, but the first thing i say off thae bat is ((not being able to think of anything better)) is that i've never kissed a boy. and you hear this gasp go through the table, yes, a gasp. i'm 15 so you know. so Chrys look's at me and say's: "We're going to work on that!" ad giggle's in her cuteness((i would be killed for not saying that)) later on that night when chrys, stubly, ver and i are all laying down on the basketball courts watching the shooting stars, stubly goes to get his blanket nad jacket bacause i'm wearing my lara croft outfit((next storie)) so i'm freezing my butt off because we're are in the mountains and all. so we all line up on our back's side by side with me and chrys in the middle, ver nxt to chryst and stubly next to me. and we're all hudlling under this blancket at like 2:30 in the morning((we're supposed to be in the cabin's by 12, oops!)) they keep complaining about me talking to much so they're all sushing me. Stubly begins to whisper to me very quietly((as opposed to loudly?)) questions. then he ask's: "Can i ask you a question with a yes or no answer?" so i say possibly or something and he makes me say yes or no and i say sure. So he aske's me a few easy questioons like: "Are you a girl?" and two other's. then he aske's me "If i tried to kiss you would you let me?" at this point i'm so giggle's i'm giggling at everything. but I go "No." and he says darn and roll's back over and then i laugh at something chrys said. Great story yes?

My talent show storie!:
It was the last night before all the chilen's was in bed, before the first storie. it was there talent show we was in. chrys and i announced all of them except a few that stubly did and the one katie did for us when we went up. we did "A Tribute". Basically Chrys dressed as Mario and Sam as Luigi. Chrys had some great classic mario music we did our skit to((in silence from us)) I dressed up as peach and was in a tower((i was behiind a table)) I stood there waving me arm's about because I had been captured by koopa again((we got and officer to do him for us, and he did and excelenet job too!)) Stubly got to be a little cloud dude, which ironicly he look's strickingly like. Chrys and Sam took care of him, then threw "fireballs"((reed yarn and tape)) at officer Owens, and he fell down, they got me out of the tower, and Becky came out((she was yoshi)) she did his little tounge thing, I hoped on her back and she rode off. As we left for the game room, i said something, and Stubly and Chyst in unison say "Okay Lara Croft". which is frieghtening because if i had a bigger bust and shorter short's and no blue/purple hair i could have been. I even had that combat boot's.

okay... stupid layout.. i think i might move to a different place... shattering my dreams of a great blog! but oh well.... i might just move back to blogspot too... i dont know. we'll see later.

okay... so i just got back from cousuling a safty patrol camp. it was so much fun, i already have e-mails from some of the kids. it was great! chryssey, becky and i did a lovely bunch of coconut's for the talent show. it was awsome. but now i have to got to santa monnica for a vaction!^^ whoohoo! i had a lot more to say but i kinda forgot.... so darn.

i need new friends.. and i'm serious... but i'm not talking my online friends, or you chris. or thous people who dont make everyday contact with me... just the very few people who i talk to everyday. It's always 'penis this' or 'penis' that. there's more to the world than just penis'!>< and then there's angelina's sack... which is pretty funny but still. And my friends have become so stupid and rule breaking. My bestest friends since 5th grade stole a razor from the stor to shave her legs in the restroom. What the hell. I swear, I should dump them on their heads. but i wont...... so eh..

tomorrow's comic con! wheeeee!><

eeewww..... my ear that i peirced sometime in april, was ozzing just now. O.o It's in my cartilage and I recently put the stud back in after putting in a small hoop for a few days becaused it didn't stop hurting. The relly icky blister must have burt or something, i go to scratch my ear and my fingures are all pussy. what a pleasant surprize.>>

comic-con on saturday!>< yay!!!!!!! kenna and i are going to meet there, i think chris might be going and i might give crrissey a ride. and my art teacher is gonna be there. i love comics... and anime....

hmmmm... i dont know what to write. i'm almost done with my rpg, i'm finishing up the layout and it'll soon be up and running. layout for my charater page is almost finished too.happiness i guess.... aparently a close friends had a cousin comit suicide yesterday... how sad. i also really really need money for comic con!>< other wise.. i dont know what to say...>>

i think i might have figureed out why i'm so peppy....i hate that word!>< anywho.. i'm so busy i have no time not to be.... but i seem to get upset easily... even when i could care less....... i have no reason to be happy! why am i? WHY?! oph well.. i guess theres no complaining... a plus is that my inerd feelings have gone numb.

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OMG. As we were walking out of the new target in our mall, we see this gay couple holding hands, and my dad says: "Hey! It's a fay couple holding hands!" and then as we went out the door he said'darn fags!" he was joking but it was just so stupid. Who care's if people are gay/lesbian! I dont! so there.

yippy! now everyone give me comments!^^

transfered for real this time! I found out i didn't have ftp access on my other account... ugly ad... but it's better than nothing, right?

transfered.. I think. Hope you enjoy.^^

last night at my polo game, this dude started to talk to me after the half. Being the nice person I am I talked back, and we played each play each other the rest of the game. At the end he says to me:" Want to go to a party on friday?" "No." I say. "So your w/somebody." "No." I'm kind weired out now, I dont know him. "Then why?" "I dont believe in partie's." I say, and I laugh to my self because it's funny.

..... JG's is almost over.. tomorrow is the last day..... yay. My neww site is almost ready.. I have a few more things to do, but you can go there now anyway, I'll transfer it to there in a few days.


http://www.freewebz.com/kousen/blog.html have fun.

hey! my best friend got kicked out of the house by her mom. And now she's gonna live with her dada for the next year. He lives 40 min. away. She's going to go to the school over there instead of here. depressing yes? worst part is she thinks she going to want to return after that one year........ she's never done a school swich-a-roo before. And now I'm on the road to depression! Chris, maybe I'll be makeing posts like you now.((not that its bad))... I think I'm going to go do something now to keep my self happy like I always am.

hey! blog's moving..... the url will be http://www.freewebz.com/kousen/blog.html
yay! see ya there!

Okay, my friend today came up to me after school. I hadn't seen him the whole summer and no one really likes him that much but they dont say anything. He's huggy and all so I hugged him. When I got to the car I got it from both my lil brother and my dad. "Who's that boy?" "RAE! Is he your boyfriend?!" And no he's not. Then I'm walking with my skinny other friend at JG's argueing weather he's fat or not((just for fun)) and my dad's all, "Two boys in one day! what's up with this?!" Male relatives...>> who needs' em?

okay... Damn picture. The place where I converted my images doens't offer that service anymore. Someone save me. Anywho... I was just a visiting my cousin's this forth o' ju-ly weekend. They came up to my grandma's and we had fun, got sun burned together... My older cousin and I, after deciding we didn't like the suit's we was wearin'((didn't work for either of us)) went out on my surfboards and traded away from all other surfers. My other cousin((younger)) had the clasp break in the back of her top and had it hangin around her neck for about 2 minute's before she relized she was topless. Then Yesterday as we we're playing in the school next to my grand ma's, the hole in the ass of my jean's evolved into a large rip((or crak as we so loveingly refer to it)). Funess! But they are gone... I have school and junior guards tomorrow.... And It's just to hard for me to do both and then water polo and art class on top of that. It was fine for that one week in eighth grae, but not for the whole month... too too much....

i found a plaece that will post comments by you's guys!^^ wheeeeeeee! And I also found a counter place too! now if only I could get that darn image to work....

i decided no. I will not change, I will stay here. Not to many other places let you use your own layout, so I'll stay. ((or get a new url))

hmm.. I'm thinking I might move to another place to have my blog. I really love it here and find this is the easiest, but I want people to give me feed back. Everytime I go to get it, their daily ammount to up, or I have to pay money.

I just Read my friends diary, and I feel so bad now. I feel like I'm to happy, and that I should be miserable as well if he has to be too. He is an amazing writer though. I hope he becomes a poet, or a public speeker.

I'm so sick right now, I feel like poo.>>

((ps: go see his diary!: http://www.freeopendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=A822586 ))

I feel so loved!^^ There are these really nice guys in my junior lifeguard group. One((named Niko)) carried my fins for me so we wouldn't have to do push-ups.^^ Yay! It hurts so much to walk now! So-so much! >> Oh! We had a garage sale ttoday for our ren faire guild. We made $101 and some odd cents! Yippy!

Oh, Travis cut him self on the tape dispencer((i know)) and I got to heal him up!^^

T.T I have so much to do on tuesdays! I wont even be able to ge tonline!((i am today because I hadn't gone to polo......)) Someone please help me! I've become Becky!T.T

yay! junior guards start tomorrow! I have 15 mintues to get there from school! my cousins are coming in a week and I wont get to spend lots of time with them! I have a cool guild for ren faire's that as of now, isn't working out! -_- X.X save me!!!!!! ANd to top it off, I'm tinkering with tables and frames..... Soon to leave out the frames....... Trying graphic's...... pretty hard when all you have is a paint program and on online converter, yes? Even if I could download something I couldn't... my dad to's set on a dumb laptop to care that all we need is a REGULAR computer!

Ugg.... Summer school is not like I remember. Most likly because my world history class was combined with AP UShistory........ I feel so deprived!>< And jg's start next week..... I go strait from school to the beach..... until 4:30..... whoo-hoo... And on tues. thus. I have polo 6-7:30 yippy..........

Better news: I'm now part of a ren faire guild. We're fairy creatures. Go to our sire:
http://wispwood.cbj.net
I'm Caipora......... look at me! wonder at my menevolence!((i'm not even sure I know I know what that means....))

Okay, all of a sudden a bunch of people like me. What the hey. It's almost summer, one more day of school. I thought I was home free! >.>

ANd I got inot summer school! Yay! That means i can take drama next year!^^

Okay, some of my friends take these "caffine pills" so they can get "high" I read the label, it has 200mg of caffine in it, thats one cup of coffee. And it said that "persons under 12 years of age" weren't suppose to take it. We're 15. Whoo! ANd it doesn't even effect half of them. It's really, really stupid.

Oh! And one of my friends is cheating on her boyfriend, who is really nice and addors her, he is also going to a different school and is really sad because he wont see her anymore, with this other guy, who is also nice but not the smartest((more ways than one)) thing in the world. ANd she feels bad. Yet she continues to cheat. Robin said she would talk to her. I think I should too.

Ugg.... Daniel was describing the kind of underwear he likes..... I had icky pictures in my head! But he appologized, so ehh. He said he was forgetting he was talking to a girl. o.O

Ack! Maccaroni is scary! The more I get to know him, the more I am reminded of Greg... Who is supposedly comeing to our school! Yip! And I also think Maccaroni is comeing on to me..... Eewwwww! And today he asked me if I would mind if I found out one of my friends smoked. I said it depened and if it was him I didn't care. Then after school he told all of us, and then showed us his three cigarettes. Then at Jack in the Crack, we took them from him and pretended like we didn't know what he was talking about. And we almost got him to flush them down the toilet!^^ It was fun, I'm a good actress, and If I take summer school I can take drama during the year!^^ Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crap, greg, is *gulp* back! noooooooooo! and he's been calling me today!T.T I'm gonna call kenna and ask if he's been calling her too..... I hope so because if he's just calling me it's very creepy! And I am NOT going to return his calls.... I already found someone who reminded me too much of him...... but he has a cool name, Maccaroni!^^ Anyway.... Just as you think Gregs gone... he's back to haunt you once more! -.- some one save me!!!!!!!!T.T

Just to let everyone know, Shane is a pretty cool person, I just dont want to look like him.

There's this guy at my school, Daniel, and I dont know him very well. But he's been hanging with my friends the past two days, and he flirts with everyone. It's flattering, but kinda creepy. But he's nice, and he doesn't seem to think he's flirting, so in his mind I guess he's not.

We had a water fight today after school. It was so fun!^^ I wasn't wet, so everyone was trying to hug me. But I endded up the wettest of them all!^^U Yeah.... I haev fun friends.......

Yay. And now I look like Shane and I could be his twin sister. Whoohoo.-.- Anycase.... I'm bored and don't have anything of importance to say.

well..... Today Chrys decided to unzip every zipper she could find. Fortunatly she didn't find the one that was holding up my pants.. but low and behold, Robin does after school and she unzips it while I'm not looking. And she got a pretty good veiw of my underwear.... and so did some teacher. weeee...... luckily the three other guys that we're their with us didn't see. hahaha...... she at least said their were pretty though.^^

okay... feel a bit more like typing.^^ took about a week though....>> Leo! If your reading this, send me an e-mail, the one you gave me doesn't work and kenna's been trying to mail you too.
Okay, went to Berkley, it was fun! I lover Berkley...... Anywho, I went to China Town! And got coffee in Little Italy! it was so fun! But my cameras battery went out... and I had just bought some really nice black and white film....T.T Oh well, my cousin Sam said she would send me some of the pictures. She's so nice. I got my ear pairced again... I thinks it's been a few years since the last one, and my dad didn't notice for days... but he was quite annoyed when finally he did. Oh well, it was only $10 on Telegraph. I love Berkley! I also love China Town..... It was like haven to me! I only wish I had a million dollors to spend there.............

And to my surprize! When I got back what did I find? My e-mail server is no more. Darn. And my previous e-mail which I thought had died, was indeed not! Cool beans!*Hot Rice!* ^^ So I got to log on to that! But I decided I needed a new e-mail entirely. So I got one here:

chibifina@anime-gods.com <----------mail me!!!!!!!^^

Hot Rice!^^

I just got back from Berkley, don't feel like typing. Will later. Bye.

not much today.... Lonnie seems to be getting bearable to be around again. He completely stopped calling me a lesbian. Cool beans.((I'm saying that from here on! XD )) And thats about it, how exciting!!!

Anyhoo... if anyone's reading this((chris, I know you have, don't be dening it! send me a reply card dammit!^^)) could you send me some pictures I could use in makeing my self a layout? Please? Or a nice site where they'll let me use their pictures...? This includes you Chris!^^

my brother just beat FFX, cool beans. it was okay, not good, but okay. It could have been a bit better, but ehh. it was however a bit more realistic than some others i'v see. but still FFVII is still best. and anything can beat IX. other news... there is none.. i dont have any paper for school but i'm sure you dont care.^^

Okay, last night I had two parties to go to that we're supposed to be 1/2 an hour a part, but instead we're an hour. And I enned up waiting outside the lazer tag arena for my dad to pick me up because I had no way of telling him not too.

And at kenna's party, some how we all decided to give massages and then they decided they wanted to crack my back, but instead Tomas cracked a rib, I think. It hurs really bad. I can't cough or laugh. Or bend over and all such things. And then I missed Kenna, Tomas and Becky at the parade, but I'll see them at the spagetti dinner. it was fun.

Okay, at lunch some of us((hint hint: Not me and Not Robin and Not Tomas and Chrys)) decide to stick someones shoellace in a flamable liquid and set it on fire. And they did. because Kennas boyfriends lacks sence, and Kenna does too appaerently because she brought the bic lighter a guy from Rockey gave us to use.

Not only did they set it on fire, but they trided to put it out with very long pants on. The kind that drag on the ground. And i was getting scared because they looked like they were going to catch on fire. And if they did I know I would be they one to have to save him. First I would have to put the fire out and then care for the wound and I would not be happy. No, I wouldn't.

Besides that, i get to take a horse pill now.((not really, it's just really big so I call it that.)) And I will be getting physical therepy for my back. Wheeeee! Okay, so yup.


Oh, and now bush-sitting is a no-no.
I added more quizzes. I get some wierd feedback.O.o

yay! last night I took Kenna to The Rockey Horror Picture Show. It was preformed by Crazed Imaginations. it was awsome! We have a friend in it who was doing Columbia for the night. Adn she got us to be Ralf and Betty.((kk was ralf)) and then she got us to be tranneys. Which was so cool because we did the time warp in the front instead of in the aile so people saw us! It was so so fun!

okay, there were two, count them TWO guys yakking. One of the vomiters is now dateing my best friend. Oh, and Kenna is no longer my best friend, Robin is.((they both are, Robin and I are just mad at Kenna because she 'forgot' to tell us that she was going out with him. That assuymer....>>))

Oh, and everyone, Induceing Vomit is a no, no.

okay... took me to long to come back, yes? Anyway, since then, I've sprained my ankel, been forgotten to be told I was NOT in a relay and had to be some where far away in 15 minutes, and I don't have to swim anymore! okay, I had a lot more to say.. but I forgot.

Oh! And this guy at school made him self gag, and her threw up next to where we eat, and it was so gross. Tomas and I decided to walk the long way to class so we wouldn't have to walk by it. Ewww. So... yeah.

Oh, check out Kiki's site! Gravi cards! Yay!

Send a Bishi

SAT 9 testing has begun! Woohoo! Yeah! Eeh...>> Let me ask a quetion, why are the questions so stupid? why!!!!!! tell me!!!!!!

I just found out my retainer broke last night.... wee! this means I might get a new one... darn.. oh well... Anyway, I saw Zoolander last night!! It's so funny! I dont care what anyone else thinks, I like movies like that. But I missed invader Zim...... And am going to miss it again... I have a volleyball tournament. Darn. Oh well. I guess I'll have to get everything together.

I haven't blogged in and even longer time.O.o Oh well.... such is life.... There's nothing to write!!! I dunno... but I'm just sooo full of energy right now.... I kinda wish I was good at web page makeing so I could make one..... almost............ not quite. I have no sites to explore!!!! I need places to discover!!!!!!!!! Ah!!!!! Oh well..... I thkn I'm going to go rp some more... yesss.......((ps: if anyone ever read this please, please, please send me good links to rpg I may join. Anime or fantasy I dont care! please!! I will love you forever if you do!!!)))

wow. I haven't posted for a while. oops.

Today, we felt up Tomas.((okay.. not really. but we always say things are more dirty than they we're)) Acctually, he was just really warm so we were all putting our hands on his back and stomach.

And then we all showed each other our underwear. Yup. And no, we didn't just pull down our pants. We took the time to pull the sides out very care fully so you only got a small veiw.

And Chirssey had a nail in her shoe! She she took it off. And she's very short and wears really tall platform like boots. So sha was walking around like one of those birds in Alice In Wonderland. Kenna and I accompaied hger to the vending machines, while walking like her although we had both our normal sized shoes on. And she continueally cursed at us. Too bad we couldn't stop laughing at her. The she thretened to whack us.

hey, guess what? When I was walking home from school((i get out before everyone becuase I have to walk up to the pool for swimm team, and it's my 6th period class)) Some guy's we're driving((ditching, mind you)) into this housing area where I walk through to get home and one of them said something to me. I gave a weird look as they drove away, but walked on. But before I crossed the street, they had turned around and drove up next to me. "Hey, do you want a ride?" they said. I gave them a look that said "No moron." but I simply said. "No." very blandly. "Are you sure?" they asked again. "Yes." I said rather annoyed. And as they drove away, the one in the passengers seat said; "Thanks for being naked." ((click
here for the shirt I was wearing, I got it from hot topic!))

What makes them think I would what a ride with them? Did they know me, no. More importantly, did I know them? No. Why would I take a ride with them if I didn't know who they were? Excpecialy since there were only two doors,and minimal seating in the back. In fact, I felt pretty embarrased for them, being despret like that. I wonder what they would say if they knew I was a freshman.....

hey, this week is spirit week for our dance.((one for every... dance.... -.-)) The dance is called 'That 70's Dance' thats a rip off of what now...? Thats what I thought. Anyway, todays 'activity' was lip syncing. My friend Chrissey, went up and sang a David Bowy song. And I know she'd kill me for mispelling his name. Then they we're playing the YMCA, and only her and I knew how to dance to it, she we went up and danced to it. And it looked cool because we we're doing it at the same time!

Aand she's makeing all of us go to this 'dance', but her's the fun part: we're all dressing in glam rock! Yeeaahhhh! Thats so so cool!^^ My first dance in high school..... weeee!

Oh, and I forgot to say this: She((Chris that is[she's a girl for those who can't figure this out])) grabbed my boob without telling me and it scared me. But she does this all the time and so, yeah. but I told her to warm me next time, and then she asked me and I said no.

http://www.bright.net/~nyla/animelaw.html<---funny, and I've seen something like this before......<.<

our group lost......T.T I'm sad... oh well we had a toga party afterwards! It was fun! I was the only one who knew how to put on a toga... go figure.... Anyway, we we're the only group of white people there. with the exception that our Janet was asia, and one tranny was 1/2 mexican. And we didn't do something by MICKAEL JACKSON.......e.e Yah... Almost everyone did a remix that included 'smooth criminal' in it.... And then this other group that we're were so surre would win AT LEAST FOURTH(yes... there was four) called 'Crouching FAerie, Hidden Ninja' did not place, and neither did we and we had the best performances! stupid judeges... I want my scores to see how we did... An dwe can do that too!^^

Okay... I took a whole 5 seconds off my 200 IM!!!! I haven't done that in the last 3-4 meets, but I droped 5 sec.!^^ Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And.... I'm doing air band! Yay! The group I'm in won, so we're in regonals, and one person can't do it so I took her place! yes! We're doing 'The Time Warp' from The Rockey Horror Picture Show! Yay!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a tranny!(transilvainian!) ANd I dont really have anything else to say......

went to church.... very long to much singing and I didn't understand what he was saying because it was too fast. And we didn't even get to do it in the mission, but a stupid ugly white spackle thing next to it. It was not fun, and I am not going again. My father said it builds 'character'. of course it does!

went back to the mall with my mom to buy my cd I wanted forever and finally found.^^ CD for kenna because she's been looking for it forever and I own her money.. and special earings that wont fall out when I swim. I came home with my cd.e.e yeah... the cd kennna wanted was a VCD and not a cd, and the earings cost 13 dollars!

More crap: my dad is bent on going to church on sunday. Why did he have to pick easter? And why did he have to choose it when I couldn't care less about religion? I'm not even christian for the love of pete! >.> Stupid dad..... I'm not going to go after that, and I'm makeing it clear I dont want to go this time...... I hate dressing up!><

I hate my life right now..........>.>

No wait, I dont hate my life. Invader Zim is on at 9:30, so there is some meaning for me to be happy. It's new Episodes. Yes.

went to the mall with my friends aya and kenna.. and our friend visiting from Japan... why does he have to come back once he's gone? why?!? Any way... saw Clockstoppers... can't believe it was worse than A Walk to Remember Soso boring. I finally found the final fantasy IX sound trac i've been looking for but i didn't bring my money.... and my mommy only(only! you saw, 10 was for my other friends b-day present and 6.50 was for movie fair.. so :p) gave me 20 dollors.... And the arcade has a new DDR! Japanese version! Yes! Yes! I was so happy!^^

been awhile since I last blogged..... I always have so much to say, and then as soon as I come to type it down I can't think of What it was.

Rockey Horror Picture Show! Yay! I get to see it friday!!!(tomorrow!) And then I get to be a tranny on the friday after! Isn't that great!? Of course it is...

I'm working on a web clique!(i'm not one for them... but.. ehh.) and i just can't fins a stupid picture of a retainer. Retainer you ask? Well, here it is: A clique on retainer colors. And I can't find a retainer. If you find one, send it to me. please.....?

Also: More quizes added.

Ground breaking news: it's a tittly bit nipply.

other news: The Turkey's done.

if your a swimmer and a girl, ponder those thoughts for a while.

Today, in spainish class a guy moon the whole class!(the teacher didn't see!) It was so funny. I hear these people starting to laugh so I look up and their's a black butt in the air!..... so funny. Do you know that if you put baby oil on after getting out of the shower before you dry off helps you keep moisturized....? It does..... really.^^

I also took more quizes.

I am so fraking afraid of clowns. And watching Steven Kings It didn't help either.(i didn't know it was scary! and once I start a scary movie... I have to see the end or I'll never sleep!><) So I am now overly afraid of clowns. And now I will make a list of stuff I'm scare of in no order:(*= very scary)

.Clowns
.Gnomes***
.The up stairs at night
.bathrooms in the dark
.publick bathrooms(will not go alone...)
.Scary movies
.imaginary things
>.>UU I know it's a fairly odd list, but....

Oww eye's hurt.. but thats beside tha point...

My mommie isn't coming home today!T.T She's been in Berkley since wed. to clean out my grandpa(we call him papy cause he looks like popeye's dad whome he called papy. ~.^) boat... A few months agao he was diagnosed with cirrosis(is that spelled right?) of the liver... which ment is was dead or dying because he dranck a bottle of scotch a week. O.o And now his liver is dead, he's in the hospital and they(the doctors are 'they' i suppose) dont' think he'll live through the night. The sad ting is, I'm not very sad about this. ANd it's too bad that I'm numb to it all... really I wish I wasn't... but ah well. Such is life. The good thing is he's old and lived a full life. He's 74 I think... so at least he's not some really young old guy...( x.X)

I've taken more quizzes.........!

I wil no longer*repete* NO LONGER post tests results on this blogger. I will however still post here, but to see test's I've tooken you must now go here. I will put a link up here for that soon... the layout will be the same on both... so there! And uh... does anyone(if this is read by anyone) know of a good place that hosts images? The one I use right now doesn't work that well.....>.>

Mew Xacata New Age Selector
:
# 1 Zodian New Age (occult-based)
# 2 Zukav New Age (Gary Zukav)
# 3 Gaian New Age (natual religion)
# 4 New Age Spirituality (miscellaneous)
# 5 Metaphysical New Age (metaphysics)
# 6 Sethian New Age (Seth/Jane Roberts)
# 7 Fantasia New Age (Merlin/Fantasy)

I really think #7 should be higher up......>.>UUU

Wiccan tradition selector Version 2.1:
# 1 Universal Eclectic Wicca
# 2 Discordianism
# 3 Feri
# 4 Georgian Wicca
# 5 Dianic
# 6 Reclaiming
# 7 Scotican
# 8 Y Tylwyth Teg
# 9 1734 Tradition
# 10 Strega
# 11 Alexandrian Wicca
# 12 Gardnerian
# 13 Ceili Sidhe
# 14 Fellowship of Isis
# 15 Lycian Wicca
# 16 Ancient Mystic Order of Wicca
# 17 Boucca Wicca

>.> don't mind me.. I'm so bored!>.<

Which Pagan Path Do You Follow?
# 1 Thelema Recommended Sites
# 2 Druid Recommended Sites
# 3 Wiccan Recommended Sites
# 4 Egyptian Recommended Sites
# 5 Greek Recommended Sites
# 6 Orisha Recommended Sites
# 7 Shaman Recommended Sites
# 8 Asatru Recommended Sites


whats thelema? Wasn't she on Scooby-doo?

So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?

I taste like Peanut Butter. I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome. What Flavour Are You?

I love peanut butter...^^

oh... I lost my FFX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T.T And my mom wont let me spend my money on a new one....... crap.... I'm so sad.... nothings going to great for me right now...>.>

thought I was done......? Nope, I've been waiting forever to take new quizzes!^^

PG-13

Now we're getting somewhere - your actions are
now past pre-teen level, and you're beginning to
display some more mature content in your life

"Which Movie Classification Are You?"
Test created by Jamie - take it here.


The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz

I am a watch.

Green You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature. Find out your color at Stvlive.com!

Take the Concubine Quiz at Scared Ducky!

eewww..................>.>




yeeessssss! hell yeah! whoo-hooo!


Your a toothy, you have poor dental hygine and are fucking insane. Some circles want you dead.On the upside you love life though!
Take the What
FMC Emoticon Are You?? Quiz

i have never seen that one........>.>

you know how I said I was done with test for a while....? Well.... It's been a while!^^



I'm Nelson, who are you? by Lexi

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Which Sakura Taisen girl are YOU? Take
the Tokyo Hanagumi QUIZ!

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Take the Which Warrior of Suzaku Would You Be? Quiz

Made By: myway






Take the "How immature are you?" Test

created by sami

Actually thats kinda funny because my best friends mexiccan... and she amuses me.^^

Hey! I got a bed! Well.. not yet but when it come in from over sea's(we went to Ikea!) I'll have a new bed. I already have sheets and pillow cases for it!^^ My birthday is tomorrow! That was my birthday present from my grandmother! Thank you grandma!

SHe also took me to lunch.^^

yah... kenna decided she didn't like Him. So they no go out no more. But I'm sick now. I dont like being sick, because I have a stomach ache....>.> My birthday's on monday!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!!!!!!1 I'm gonna be 15!^^ And I'm going shoppping with my mom and grandma tomorrow for my b-day./ I think I'm getting to pick out a new bed....!

guess what!? My best friend is gonna have a boy-friend!^^ maybe.... he asked kenna out the other day.......... and then there's stuff. yup, stuff. Lots and lots of stuff.... but you must excuse me now.... my dog needs walkin'.............

Chocolate miiiiiillllllllllllllllllkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! ^^U No testie's today.... i think I'll give that a rest until the page free's up.>.> Anyway.... we sprinted for the first time this year on swim team. I did the 200(yard) IM. I got 3:03.7!!!!!!!!!!! And thats realllllllllyy good for not swiming for 5 years... oh! and guess what! My Birth day is in a week! MArech $th! Yippy! HAppy-happy... Learners permit! Fonue Party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And, I am very happy swimming this year.^^

Are you Addicted to the Internet? 41% Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%) You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer. The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!

my mother would argue other wise......

Okay... went to thr mall with Kenna I got a The evil dead pin..... and we played DDR! I'm so much better! yay! I dont even care if people are stareing. O.O ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! okay...... no more bread slices for me.......................................

Power Stone Personality Selector
# 1 Rouge
# 2 Ayame
# 3 Jack
# 4 Mel
# 5 Valgas
# 6 Accel
# 7 Julia
# 8 Kraken
# 9 Pete
# 10 Galuda
# 11 Gourmand
# 12 Gunrock
# 13 Wang Tang
# 14 Pride
# 15 Ryoma
# 16 Falcon

I have no idea what that is.......

The Great Ranma 1/2 CHARACTER TEST!!!!!!!!

# 1 Akane
# 2 Shampoo
# 3 Genma
# 4 Shinnosuke
# 5 Cologne
# 6 Dr. Tofu
# 7 Kasumi
# 8 Nabiki
# 9 Ukyou
# 10 Happosai
# 11 Kodachi
# 12 Mousse
# 13 Ranma
# 14 Ryouga
# 15 Soun
# 16 Kunou

What Kind Of Pokemon Are You?

can you see that? I can't. just so everyones knows, mewtwo came in second w/haunter righ behind. the rest went like this
# 4 CHANSEY
# 5 MEW
# 6 MISSINGNO
# 7 PIKACHU
# 8 JIGGLYPUFF


I was hope I'd be ditto..... T.T and i don't like pokemon anymore, I just like quizes.^^ in fact you can take one i made up here.:

http://hokeypokey.friendtest.com

man, my whole body hurts today. including my ass. yes, and it's all because i played vollyball for the first time in months yesterday. owch. and guess what.... my dads looney!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

okay, i'm stayin here! Apparently it's just my computer. so poo. But her are some interesting things about me.




Take the What Color Dragon Should You Ride? Quiz

Made By: myway and teza



quite interesting, seeing as I'm a GIRL.....



I took it again, seems I had plastic surgery.......

You're Dilandou Albatou!

Find out Which Escaflowne character you are.



hahah......... ironically...thats pretty close...



What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty
dododo..oh uh.... yah.. i guess....

This man KNOWS the birds and the bees
I find that amuzing and Hilarious.^^




Oh yes... I am a loosah! Whoo!>.>

I think thats enough for now........

okay... I am so proud of myself.^^ i figured out how this works on my own! yay! but the pictures arn't showing up...... which means I need to get this to work somewhere else or I'll have to have this hosted somewhere besides blogger........ hmmmmmmm......

okay... who ever is seeing this I'm sorry.... i can'r get this thing to work! Stoopid html...... I'm too dumb to figure this out........ anyone who can help! help!

No quizes today..... I'm sleepy, I had to take the SDRT tests today... and tomarrow.......oh well that whats schools for, right?! Okay..... Valentinze is comeing up, wh-hoo! not.... this means I have to make lots and LOTS of cards for people...... yay for me........

You will marry LEGOLAS from Lord of the Rings, live in an ancient elven palace in the middle of the forest, and spend your days walking on top of snow and rowing ivory boats and just being beautiful.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?

uh..... yay....?

Vampire the Masquerade Clan Selector
# 1 Toreador The artists of the vampire's cities, the Toreador are the keepers of culture. Slaves to music and art, they are a clan captivated by beauty and are enamoured by all things human.
# 2 Assamite A minor bloodline that exists outside of Camarilla society, these vampires are all from Middle Eastern descent and follow an ancient belief system that is vastly different from modern Camarilla beliefs. They are assassins for hire and specialize in hunting other vampires.
# 3 Malkavian A clan of misfits and freaks, the Malkavian blood carries a strange curse making all of its members insane. These vampires frighten all and for every one that seems normal there are a half a dozen that are completely mad.
# 4 Tzimisce The other main clan comprising the Sabbat, the Tzimisce are Old World vampires from eastern Europe whose sheer cruelty and ruthlessness often make other vampires sick. They seem to be the masterminds behind recent Sabbat victories.
# 5 Ravnos A minor bloodline of wanderers and thieves, seemingly descended from the Gypsy community. These vampires are the tricksters and illusionists of the vampire world, when they're around, keep one hand on your wallet.
# 6 Brujah The warriors of the Camarilla, the Brujah are a straightforward clan, caring little for politics and diplomacy. Brujah vampires are rebellious by nature due to an old grudge against the Ventrue and as a result comprise the bulk of the Anarch movement as well.
# 7 Followers of Set Hunted and feared by all vampires, these are the foulest of corrupters who hold great power despite small numbers. They are a minor bloodline based in Egypt and Haiti and are a growing concern to all.
# 8 Gangrel The loners and wanderers. These are vampires who are very in tune with nature and shun the cities. They are seen as barbarians by their Kindred, but are highly respected because of their relationship with the werewolves, the ancient enemies of vampires.
# 9 Giovanni Another minor bloodline, this one based around the Italian city of Venice. The entire bloodline is related. Clan Giovanni are among the most accomplished merchants and businessmen in the world, but this is simply to cover for their nocturnal habits the clan practices all manner of necromancy.
# 10 Nosferatu Another clan with cursed blood, Nosferatu blood affects the body rather than the mind, twisting and misforming until these vampires become hideous apparitions. They are information brokers of the vampire world, they seem to see and hear all.
# 11 Tremere The mysterious Tremere are the wizards among vampires, working slavishly to gain more mystical knowledge to use magic to gain an advantage over the other clans. They are incredibly well-organized and are very paranoid of outsiders.
# 12 Lasombra The leading clan of the Sabbat, these vampires are manipulators and liars extraordinaire. They are some of the most sinister vampires around and many in the Camarilla fear them.
# 13 Ventrue The de facto leaders of the Camarilla, the Ventrue covet material wealth, as well as the power and influence that comes with it. The are capable leaders, but are traditionalists, who have been caught by surprise by the rapid rise of the Sabbat.


Ths should be good for the day!^^

hey! I'm not done with test! i just felt like posin'.....

X Character Quiz Lets see shall we.....?:
# 1 Nataku - dragon of earth
# 2 Arisugawa Sorata - dragon of heaven
# 3 Nekoi Yuzuriha - dragon of heaven
# 4 Kishuu Arashi - dragon of heaven
# 5 Yatouji Satsuki - dragon of earth
# 6 Kasumi Karen - dragon of heaven
# 7 Sakurazuka Seishirou - dragon of earth
# 8 Shiyuu Kusanagi - dragon of earth
# 9 Sumeragi Subaru - dragon of heaven
# 10 Aoki Seiichirou - dragon of heaven
# 11 Kigai Yuuto - dragon of earth
# 12 Monou Fuuma - dragon of earth
# 13 Shirou Kamui - dragon of heaven
# 14 Kuzuki Kakyou - dragon of earth


Which Card Captor Sakura Character Are You Most Like? Yess... let see shall we...?:
# 1 Syaoran
# 2 Sakura
# 3 Clow
# 4 Fujitaka
# 5 Kaho-sensei
# 6 Tomoyo
# 7 Chiharu
# 8 Eriol
# 9 Naoko
# 10 Rika
# 11 Yamazaki
# 12 Yue
# 13 Kero-chan
# 14 Nakuru
# 15 Terada-sensei
# 16 Touya
# 17 Suppi-chan
# 18 Yukito

Which CLAMP series would you fit in? Appearently this is my order of which i would be in:
# 1 Gouhou Drug
# 2 Tokyo Babylon
# 3 X/1999
# 4 20 Mensou ni Onegai
# 5 Angelic Layer
# 6 Clover
# 7 Soryuuden
# 8 Suki dakara Suki
# 9 Card Captor Sakura
# 10 Chobbits
# 11 Magic Knight Rayearth
# 12 Miyuki-chan in Wonderland
# 13 Wish
# 14 CLAMP Campus Cop Dukylon
# 15 CLAMP Campus Detectives
# 16 RG Veda
And I only know a handfull of those title none the less read/watched them..

The CLAMP Male Characters Matchmaker This is who I match up with in this order.... I counted 2 characters i can accutally regonzie!!!:
# 1 Ferio
# 2 Kazuhiko
# 3 Zagato
# 4 Eriol Hiigarizawa / Clow
# 5 Kakyou Kuzuki
# 6 Li Shaoran
# 7 Ascot
# 8 Fujitaka Kinomoto
# 9 Fuuma Monou
# 10 Seiichirou Aoki
# 11 Kusanagi Shiyu
# 12 Lantis
# 13 Noroku Imonoyama
# 14 Yukito Tsukishiro
# 15 Yuuto Kigai
# 16 Gingetsu
# 17 Kamui Shirou
# 18 Shuiichirou Kudou
# 19 Eagle Vision
# 20 Seishirou Sakurazuka
# 21 Sorata Arisugawa
# 22 Subaru Sumeragi
# 23 Yasha
# 24 Touya Kinomoto
# 25 Kokyou

-or-

I have no idea who they are! really!

I am a Thrust-ship. I am small and tricky - where you think I am, I probably am not. I can work very fast, but I tend to go about things in a round about way, which often leaves me effectively standing still. I hate rocks. Bloody rocks. What Video Game Character Are You?

i dun no if that counts as a character but.... whatever......





I've heard nor seen that one... but I like it!^^

See which Greek Goddess you are.

She's my favorite!^^