i just relized.... she's only like that around other people.... when it's just me and her it's like old times. makes it even more depressing for me.

i am starting to really miss the first best friend i had when i moved here. her name was Kristina and we did apsolutly everything together. we we're so honest, and she genuinly liked me for me. we were so different. she was popular and really pretty, i guess we slightly resembled each other, exept i had ferckles and curly hair((or was it she had strait hair w/o freckles?)) then she moved.... i dont think i ever got her address. and it made me sad, because she was really my best friend. i kinda wish she was here now so it was liek that again... but ahh well. such is life i suppose.