Novice Fest

My first college party. We'll see how this goes, it's w/the crew team, so it should be awsome, and I should loosen up a bit and make better friends and learn some names. Or I'll make everyone hate me. Either way, it should make for an interesting night.

So I'm not going home.

First time since I started college. Novice Fest for drew tomorrow is the reason... My dad isn't happy about it. Apparently it's cost effective and energy effective for me to come back every weekend. Got into a fight with him because since I'm not doing water polo, am not currently involved in the theatre(1st semester thank you), and I don't have a job; it measn I'm on vacation. I dont think that getting a quality education and becoming a contributing member of society as a 'vacation.' But really it's just his way of making me feel bad, because he had something planned this weekend and apparently I'm not going to see him next weekend because he has the air show.... But I was under the impression that we were going and that he'd be home for Dinner. Hmm. I need to call my mom, I want Kenna to call me back... I still need to think of a halloween costume to make, and the soar in my lip isn't getting better.

BUt I finally made it to the beach today, it was deserted and windy, but my rommie and I still managed to sleep for and hour and a half. I also got my ass sunburned... it's quite attractive.

Thursday

My first weekend that I am not going home. Gonna see how that works out. And of course, one weekend I dont go down, I spill on my white skirt french dressing(bright orange). I made a wonderful trip to Vons, whree I spent a good 15 min just talking to Julio instead of looking for the spray-n-wash. Also got baking soda for this nasty soar in my mouth... ick.

Still am having the cpstume dilema. So far I've only gotten help from Compy, and I dont know if I want to be something I've never heard of before. Help me out guys... I'm desparet here!!!!

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I miss you. I love you. If the summer had turned out different, I think I'd have stuck by you.

Oh Boy!

I knew this wouldn't be the place to get good halloween costume ideas.... nobody ever checks regularly. Myspace would be a better choice... but I love my blog. And it's nice in the regard that not everone checks all the time, or knows about it. But it's still nice to know every once in a while that someone cares enough to check up on me. Or write me a letter. *couchnobodywrotemebackyoushouldfeelbadaboutnotcaringaboutmeexceptfordeannacough* But I had an epiphany whilst I was at the post office admireing the awsome stamps I'll buy once I find a job. I should totally be a disney princess, but the only one I fit properly is snow white, and she is by far not my favorite; though theres nothing wronge with her, besides that she's over done. if I got a few gallies to disney it up with me, I might feel inclined to do it anyway, even if we weren't togather. I could totally photoshop a picture of us all together!!!!! Eh? Eh..? Any volunteers?(...or better ideas...)

Rae is a retard

Deciding to rewrite an entire speech outline the day before you present is not such a good plan. And I knew it, so why did it happen? Because when something is retared I can't leave it alone until it's better.... And now that it's over with I can catch up on my reading, do my spanish, and prepare for the next major speech I have to do. Basically I'm moiving on.