hoo boy was i sick

and i was, i got up at 5:30 to swim for 45 minutes.>.< i endded up being quite sick afterwards... urg.

then there was drama at drama! (what a surprize). Ms. Howell had some problems with my lines.... so she took me aside and made me cry.(not her fault, i was already on the brink of tears from frustration, but she told me to just cry. it was weird) and then we went back to lines.. which didn't work like she wnated. but Cary helped when she left and i did better. cary rocks. The we did a speed through, owch. but it finished. costumes are not good. i might end up wearing keleas dress from hamlet, not bad but hurtful. it's at least pretty.^^ there will be much sewing and fixing tomorrow. then we open.

errg.

oy, my days are just worse and worse everyday. -.- the costumes are jsut doing bad... i dont know what to do, and nobody else knows better. how sad. it hurts, it hurts bad. but it'll be done soon. i so had stuff i wanted to blog... but it's so gone now. mebbe i'll remember later. but polo makes me cry, because i am not there. T.T