"She wants a better sex? All you need's here!"

Wow, that has to be the worst 'enhancment' add I have ever seen, nicly placed in my spam box.

what i reslly need right now is to lay in a grassy feild and watch the clouds go by while i fly my kite.


But it's night.


...and my kite doesn't like to fly.

i am not having the best day

I just got my classes today, and I thought they were pretty good for signing up for them a week and a half before they start. My mom's angry because none of them go toward my major.... but I'm undeclared. Nothing goes toward my major yet, because it doesn't exist. I can't find out what my text books are online because they dont post them online, but they do in the store, which my mom told me not to bother with because I can do it online. Then to top it all off, I can't find out my math placement scores because the world hates me. I am really irratable and sour right now, and what I really need is for the internet to not make my chest a'splode. It doesn't help that my mom assumes I'm slacking every five minutes and accuses me of not being prepared, because I asked her for test scores of mine shes has and are not even remotly required... why? because i'm the dumb shit who can't pass a test. and now my dad is on my case, but he doesn't even tell me what, he just throws stuff at me that i dont even know exists, because they asume i can read their minds when they read my mail, and then dont give it to me.


Dont worry about me kids.... I'm just venting, but it might be a good idea to wait til friday to try and talk to me. I might explode on you.

TCP vs KM

Dude, the Tierrasanta Community Pool vs. Kearney Mesa Pool water polo game last night rocked. I played for TCP(took my mom's place). I must say i did really well, got 3 goals in a row. 4 all together. it was such an awsome game, and afterward we all had pizza together. I love being a lifeguard. We get to do cool junk like that. ^__^

I get to go to Long Beach tomorrow..... frosh orientation. I'll get my classes. I get no breaks this week, I am so tired!!! Oh well, it'll soon be saturday and I can gamble all my money away.

ATTENTION!!!!
Who is coming with me to see Christopher Russell's play, Ragtime?!? LET ME KNOW ASAP!!!! I need to tell himo we can perhaps get in for free!

"i'm sad that i'm flying."

I am not in a sad mood; I am just a little disappointed in myself. We had a red shirt today. Belinda "started" choking, and I thought it was real and basically froze, i couldn't remember anything. The only two things I did right was to tell her to keep caughing and then to ask for help because i didn't remember what to do. Eileen, said thats why we do them, so we can screw up without someone dying. My mom said every redshirt is like that, and none of the other guards I tlaked to seemed to be to worried about it. It is just slightly disappointing to find that under pressure I freeze. I suppose I'll get over it, and at least when someone is really checking I wont freak out.