*sigh*

while i was wlkaing across the street to schoool this morning Russle came up to me and said something. After asking what it was he said 3 times and making him deny that he wasn't joking that i found out that Dan had died yesterday moring of Leukemia. To be honest, I didn't, and still dont completely believe he's dead. Not that i think everyone else is lying, but there's jsut part of me that says: "No, He's not. dont listen to them." and i tend to listen to that voice because it's usually right, but we'll see. i went to a memorial at fourth period for him, and it was really sad, and listening to everybody else speak about him(a lot of people showed up) i relized how great a loss he is. I'm going to miss Dan very much, and am sorry that i couldn't listen to his story. I do not have regrets about him but i haev some great memories. rest in peace my Cabin Boy.

it's been a while...

at least a week or so. not as long as my friends go without posting, but it still bothers me a bit. I normally blog at least once a day or every other day, but latly it seems i have nothing to say. I really used this spot not to record my feelings for me, but where i come to let others(those who i want to read this, my friends) know how i feel about something particular, expecially if i dont want to talk directly to them about it.so what i'm sasying, is that i have nothing to talk to them about. which is kind of unnerving, but I've accepted it like i always do.

my good news today is that I made 1st choise 2nd team for water polo, which i am incredibly proud of(it might be better than kelli, but i doubt it). I can't wait for the banquet on thursday, that'll be really fun.

my bad news is that Mrs Johnson has to have had something crawl up her ass and die. Honestly, to quote my self in a note to robin, What makes her queen of the world? she's taking points away from us for something that she didn't ask for when we presented, and after she turned in grades. if it had been whitney talking to her, there'd be no problem, but since it was me and robin(i think she things i'm her cronie) our grade is going down. and she was completely ruse to robin, it was very uncalled for. robin of course was being a little ruse like she always is when she talks to Mrs. Johnson when she's being a dick-wade, but ms. johnson was yelling at her and claiming it was her fault.