my hip!

it kinda hurts, and there is a fatty bruis from the lights. it funny how things just go weird when Ms, Howell isn't there. Shane was locked in the ligh booth.... it was super funny. The play went rather well.... I am happy it's over though. The cast party(s) were fun. Denny's now doens't only suck because of the food, but because of the service.

but Julio was so cute..... he was literaly freaking out about going home because he had a Shmirnoff. Jennifer and i handled our selves well though(She had 2, i tasted a few things but didn't drink anything because I was the designated driver.) and then there was Brenten, I dont understand why she proves everything I think of her right. And Katie.... she was funny. "Rae you can't go... then i wont have anyone to talk to." I love them guys, and next time i will do my best to stay the whole time, really.

just so you know: i woke up with this fatty zip on the side of my nose, so i couldn't pop it. and now i can't stop touching it...... make me stop!

MacBeth.

Yes. Closing night. This is is almost offically over, and it's not going to be a moment to soon, either. And guess what? I am only going to replace one stessfilled obligation with another. I wish I wasn't so ambition some times. I have much less momentum than ambition, and that makes it hard to fill those ambitions. I am about ready to just not go to english anymore, I can't handle it. They way she treats us... like we're inferior to her, like we have no knowlege of anything. I can't believe she talked to Cary like that yesterday, I honestly can't.

And to find out I have a 50/50 chance of getting her again next year too. I think I might tell her I quit, much like I quit math, except for real. I just wont show up one day, and that'll be it. Except I would have people diapointed in me then. And I'd be setting a bad example for others.... damn these obligations. I hate them so.