ack..... i need to hang around my friends more, really. I have apsolutly no idea what my best friend is up too! i guess that wouldn't really make her my best friend any more....... oh well. i guess i'm even more of a loser than i thought. i dont ever do anything with her unless it involves the school.((being at, going from, comeing too....etc...)) i suppose it because my life revolves around my sports at the moment, i can't ever do anything so i'm never invited anywhere. uhg...... darn. oh well. I'll just be my normal happy self for no reason.

we had 'team-building' today at volleyball, we made ours selves a knot and got out it.0.o Sat with TAli afterward and talked about stuff.... nothing important. On the way home I was offered a Two-for-one slut deal, then 3-for-2, and then 3-and-a-dinosaur. It was Kenna, Maricela, some girl i dont know and Roy. Roy is a card.

Went to the drama club meeting.. gonna join. Looks fun enough. And...... thats about it........

trying to finish off the freshman acction..... beingmoved to tuesday.o.0

After school i sat with Bill & Virgin((one person, names chris, understand nickname?)) Evelyn and Kenna. Talked for a while((how rare))

Chris leached on to me during lunch claiming I looked like a freshman. ultimatly I couldn't move anywhere.

Vooleyball was great! We beat them. They made one point out of all 2 games. My mom came. I was happy because my serving was awsome! Truely something to behold((or not...))

yesterday i finally got my boombox back. i can finaaly start listening to my burnt cd's. there was also a dog a reginas shirt today..... it was quite cute, but apearently killed by the fumes of 9/11. geez... when kenna told me about i just thought it was another building..... i slightly had a vauge idea of it but not much. and i have a slightly less vauge idea of it now. just so anybody who's reading this knows, i think it's seriously over comercialized.

on other notes i had to wait till 3:30 today before my volleyball game so i sat with kenna, a guy named roy and another guy i think's name is sam.... so we stat there and talked. right now anytying we talked abot is escaping me... showing how much the convorsation ment. but hey. i got's me-self a freahman! yee-haw! his name is.....was chris...... >:)but not no more. he's now bhudda.((yess.. i know i know...)) he apsulutly towers over me. darn.

my classes changed today. I now have advanced chemistry 1st. period and cluster english 4th. yay me. darn all new books.

hmmm... nothing really to say. have to learn how to open an imaginary door... mimeing. fun. mom came back from san fran brought books and cds!>< i love both.... a cheiftans cd and a harp thing.... with a book with the stry of troy and another one. so we'll go out with a song by the Bare Naked Ladies in their Gordon album:

when i was born,
they look at me and said:
what a good boy,
what a smart boy,
what a strong boy.

and when you we're born,
they look at you and said:
what a good girl,
what a smart girl,
what a pretty girl.

we got these chains,
hangin' round our necks
people wanna srangle us with them,
before we take our first breath.

afraid of change,
afraid of being the same
when temtation calls, we just look away.

this name is the hairshed I wear,
and this hair shed is woven from your brown hair
this song is the cross that i bare,
bare with me,
bare with me,
bare with me,
be with me tonight.
i know that it isn'tright.
but be with me tonight.

i go to school,
i write exames of the past
if i fail, if i drop
does anyone give a damn?
and if they do
they'll so forget,
because it wasn't much from me to show my life ain't over yet.

i wake up scared,
i wake up stranger,
i wake wondering if my lifes ever going to change.

i wake up scared,
i wake up stranger
and everything around me stays the same.
it's the hairshed i wear,
and this hairshed
is woven,
it's woven from your brown hair.

this song is the cross that i bare,
bare with me,
bare with me,
bare with me,
be with me tonight.
i know that it isn't right,
.......but be with me tonight.

i can tell
i was wrong.
chivkened out of the pen and the paper
sat down and wrote this song.

i can tell you,
you were right.
so instead i looked in the mirror
and i watched tv and i've been awake all night.

we got these chains,
hangin' round our necks
people wanna srangle us with them,
before we take our first breath.

afraid of change,
afraid of being the same
when temtation calls, yeah-ah-ya!

and this name is the hairshed i wear
and this hairshed is woven from,
is woven from,
is woven from your brown hair.

this song is the cross that i bare,
bare with me,
bear with me,
bare with me,
be with me tonight.

when i was born,
they look at me and said:
what a good boy,
what a smart boy,
what a strong boy.

and when you we're born,
they look at you and said:
what a good girl,
what a smart girl,
what a pretty girl.

yah-ee-yah!