This song pretty much sums up my feelings at the moment, and it's just so beautiful to. If oyu havn't seen Whale Rider yet, you really need to.
I am feeling turbulence with Crew right now. How I am acting with it is just like in high school, and I dont like it. It why I'm not an actress. It's why I quit polo. It's why I don't call people on the phone. It's why I've only ever been in one relationship. It's why I am where I am. It's why I moved away. It's why I didn't move father. It's why I havn't done anything with my life yet. It's why i dont have a job. It's why I want to go home. It's why I don't wan't to wake up tomorrow because I know I'll go to crew and Carla will be a better coxswain than me. It's why I write in this blog. It's why I havn't called you back. It's why I hate the word emo. It's why I paided an ungodly amount of money to be in a sport that I don't even know if I plan on staying with. It's why I love Native American history, It's why I only have a few close friends. It's why I only hag with a select group of friends. It's why I dont ask for gas money. It's why I listen to the music I do. It's why I draw. It's why it's so hard for me to be an adult. It's why I want to go home. It's why I want to be 5 again. It's why I listen to Go the Distance. And it's why every night I tell myself that I am going to have a fantastic day tomorrow and that I will get over all my fears and supersitious, superficial mind set.
It's why I wish I could be the girl in ghost world.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
I love the way the first question was gender
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Sunday, October 23, 2005
The halloween situation has been solved.
And my halloween dreams have been shattered. But there is no use crying over spilt milk, so I oped it up and bought a new gallon. And that gallon is called My Sally costume from Airband. I hate to reuse costumes, but since this wasn't for halloween, I'll let is slide. But only this once. And I will be a viking next year.
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