Viva La Revolucion!

That really has nothing to do with anything except I just finished my spanish homework. Got home yesterday, and boy was that awsome. I went to see Ms. Howell. The Howeller... she's one great person. i am totally coming in next friday. I also managed to wrangle Compy adn Kenna into showing up. Compton and I endded up cleaning some/most of her room for tues. We're awsome liek that. I also managed to brake her vacuum 2 times. They each fixed it by using the foils. Those can be so handy. Then ComptonLIVE! and I went and surprized Katie and her "crippled as"(which i pointed out was not infact crippled... it was her knee.) Then we went on a food run for the parents and thenw ent to my house for some whole-some Comedy Central. And it was; al with the clothspins, nudies and peeing. I lurv that show. Then i went and watched my brother football game where I saw Bren adn Jenn, whom I asked if they were afraid of getting lost(they had neon chucks). I had a good yesterday. I spent all of today shopping. It's like I have to go back to college or something. Weird.

wow guys

I totally went off on a nostalgic tangent because of a talent show. I wrote a whole paragraph of old-timey feeling on a comment on Stacey C.'s livejournal, and it had nothing to do with her post. Well, I guess it did. She talked about the future, and I talked about the past. That is one amazing girl. I see her becoming so many things. Politician, Singer, Actress, Producer, Business Woman, Fashionista, Entrepenuer, you name it. I'm glad I got to spend time with her at camp, she's such an awsome gal. But thinking of her(like when I think of most multi-talented people) I get in this ucky-kind-of-mood. I dont know why, I think this happens to everybody when they feel that they dont have any talent. I know I have a talent, waiting for me out there, it's just frustrating sometimes because I haven't found it yet. Yeah I can swim, but I'm not the swimmer. I play polo, but thats not what I'm going to be doing in the next 20 years. I can/used to be able to draw fairly decently, but I haven't/didn't keep up on it. I've come to relize thaat I limited myself in the last 4 years of my life. I've let the stereotypes and secruities close me in, and now that I'm in college I'm glad I did. I have this thing in the back of my mind, and everytime I do something that might disapoint someone or make them feel bad for some reason, I dont do it. No matter how unreasonable it may seem, no matter how stupid it is to be disappointed of and they wouldn't be if I did, if I have that doubt in my head I dont do it. If I dont think I'd be comfortable talking to someone about it, I dont do it because if i can't talk about it, it's a disappointment to someone. That might explain to some of you why I waited so long to do things, or to not do them at all. I'm still worrying about stuff I did years ago that if my parents found out they'd think of me different. I still feel bad about doing something I resisted from for so long, and have strong feelings against, but still did because for one time in my life I didn't want to be the prude, I wanted to be worldly. But now I'm sad I gave in because someone said that someoneelse held me in some kind of high respect for not doing it. I didn't know, but when I found out I didn't feel too hot about what I just did. I felt like shit. I am sorry to that person for what I did. If I had know, I don't think I would have ever done it. But in a way, because you didn't tell me, it made it that much more pure of a conviction to me, of you. I am sorry. I hope you weren't as disappointed in me as I know your not.

I Love my Gal Pals!

I was totally all ready to write a post about how depressed I was because I spent my lazy ass all day in my dorm doing nothing, and didn't even manage to send out any of my letters because I didn't make it to the post office in time. But no, 2 phone calls later(which, I didn't make by the way) I am happy and giddy. Katie Van Winkle and Julio Gularte are my favorite people; EVER!(you'd be too if you'd call me!) And they totally turned my loser-ass day around. The way they talk just makes everything so much better, expecially when they're happy. I can't wait to see your t-shirt Katie, and I can't wait to talk to you more about your swim team Julio! I LOVE you guys!!!!!!!

It'd so hot!!!!!

My rooms so hot!!! The AC doesn't work. Stupid AC.

Just so you know...

I expect someone to see a movie with me when I get back this weekend. Who ever responds first wins!!

Dude.

This is totally awsome. You need to check this quiz out if you havn't already, and humor me if you have. It's awsome:

Love Test


Love me like that.

1st day of school!

It was cool. Both my acting teacher and pub. speaking teachers are grad students. They're awsome. Courtney, my pub. speaking teacher is this hilarious giant black lady who thinks it's nasty when guys spit. I think I'm going to like her class. AND the acting class will be cool too, no monologues. Thats my kind of class. We'll see about the spanish and american indian class tomorrow.... I am very excited about my swimming class. Very excited.

Talked with the IT people at Brooks. The guy asked me if I dropped my computer.... I said no, because I haven't. But now I'm worried I may be without a computer for a while since the problem doesn't involve me buying a chip or cord to fix it. That makes me nervous. I need to talk to you guys!!!! I need to! I know I'm being a bad phone buddy..... but so are you! it's a two-way street guys.... and I have a 20 car pile-up on my side.

My Dorm!!

My care Package:


my sink:


One of my roomies:


My Desk:


My other part of my desk:


My bed:

Changed the Layout

It's still FFVII.... I may have a little obsesion. Don't let the title of the page fool you though. it's a reference to a 'lil inside joke back in the day of pre cal.... Robin mayhaps remember. Mayhaps not. I think I may update it though so everybody knows...... I think I may. Tell me what you think. I want to know if my taste is getting better or worse, and if my skillz have gone down the drain yet. TELL ME!!!!