I like nothing more...

than weird things going on in my body. Lumps that hurt in my armpit? Awesome. Random smattering of zits on my face? Hope it's just PMS. (which I have never had thank you!) All I hope is that whatever is going on with my lymph-nodes isn't related to MRSA. I hate that shit. I really do.

Sorry for being so negative lately. This armpit funk I have seems to be affecting my mood. Only a bit though. Guess it's time to have a check-up... yay...! I guess.

Frustration.

There's nothing I love more than losing something. I love it so much because it never happens. Once in a very rare while I will misplace something, but I never lose anything. I am cautious to the point of being obsessive over my things. I don't mind people using them, and I don't mind lending them out, but I expect people to take care of them and either give it back to me or at least place it in a location close to where they got it from. So when I can't find something of mine I freak out, because it means a) it's stolen, b) being used by someone else, or the very rare c) I put it somewhere where 'i wouldn't forget' and then forget it. In the case of c, I will eventually find it by either thinking about it long enough to retrace my steps or rifle through ll my things until I come across it.

I have been missing a very important necklace since Robin and Josh's wedding. (the last place I remember wearing it. I have photographic evidence.) That means it's been MIA for almost 6 mo now, and I have been looking for it the whole time. I'm officially upset over it, and will throw a fit if someone tells me it's gone, because it means someone else was careless with it or took it without asking and hasn't given it back. I would be very upset, yet extremely relieved if it was the latter and I got it back. But I'm not going to be content until everyone and everything in this house has been turned upside down. That's how important it is to me. I've already lost extremely important jewelry in my life, and I'm sure I will again, but I will make sure that it's never because of my carelessness again.