Good-bye, Ruby Tuesday

I © that song. But that has nothing to do with nothing.

Robin and I went to see Chris Russells play. It was Ragtime. It was great. i forgot how it dragged, but I liked it none the less. It wasas good to see him too since I'll probably never see him for a while.

I spent $450 on my car. 4 new tires, 4 new lugnuts, 1 new key and 1 new bolt for my lugnut to be on. Also found out I need a new wheel. Thats right, you saw it. Wheel. Not tire, wheel. Instead of being circular like they are meant to be for lugnuts, they are oval. Damn sons-of-bitches who rotated my tires should hear it from my father; but he doesn't seem to care enought that I am now dirt poor. Adn I am, dirt poor. I hve no idea where all my pay checks went to, I dont. but now I have litte over $400 for back to school items. (( cent store here I come!

My car hates me and want to take my life.

But I am totally to elusive for that beast. Pulled over right after I turned on Tierrasanta Blvd. See that car parked on the raod? it's mine. The back right wheel only has one lugnut. I drove all the way from Rocky. We can now pin point when each one fell off. Know what it counds like to be inside a heliocopter? Robin, Katie and i do. When it sounded liek I was peeling out when I turned at 3 miles an hour, we all knew we were not going to make it to Robins house. We endded up walking to my house to get my moms car, 'cause my house was only a half a block away. But i can't believe this shit keeps happening to me, we just had that same goddamn thing check a week ago. My tires were freaking rotated. Stupid car people, I hate them.

OMG!!!

The moon is so pretty.... I think i may try to take a picture... i also dont think it's work real well. hmm... I've been working since 10 this morning,a nd I am going to Rocky. I plan to stay out all night and then get my brows waxed in the morning. I am the winner. I am.

There is little over a week...

Before I leave. I am compliling a list of junk I need to bring with me to that all mighty college experience. Let me know fo something that I can't live with out.

As I am copliling said list, I ran across the need for decorations; so this is my challenge to you:
---> I need my room to look pretty and I dont want to forget you. So make me a shamless remembrance! How to do this:

Get a picture of you, or of you and me. Either one is fine. Then blow it up(optional, but nice) and then decorate the hell out of it. Use glitter! use paint! use a guady frame! use your mom!(they are useful at times)

The Point is that i want to remember you for who your are and what our friendship is, so make it unique and make it you. I really dont expect nayone to do this; but i would really appriciate it and love you forever. I honestly would. Shane did it, and I © it to the max, but I still need a frame. So make me happy and forever in touch with you, make me a picture and make it a day to remember.

2 vaccines in one!

Yeah, I got 2 imunnizations today... in the same spot. My left bicep is really sore. The kiddies in the pool didn't seem to have a problem holding onto it though... urg... My mommy was in the room. She held my hand, and by held, I mean I cut off all circulation to the area while simotaneously burying my face into her back. I dont do too well with neddles, at least this time I was shaking, or white as a sheet, because according to my mother thats what happened last time. I really dont do well with needles. In 6 months I may have a dire need for a buddy to squeeze, as I will have to get a second shot for my Hep A (not my menigitis!!!) but I will most more than likly be in Long Beach, so I think I may need to get one up there.

I am totally listening to the Baywatch Theme, and it kicks ass.

I think I may own apologies to many, a many persons from last night.

Firstly, if I called you a whore, I didn't mean you were an actual whore. I just like to call people that and thought it was funny. So I'm sorry.

Well guys, aparently, when I am drunk, I am an open book. SO if you want to know something just liquore me up and ask away. Asian Fred managed to get a few interesting answers out of me. Buddy, you are a good question asker. People never ask good questions, but Christopher Carter did. He asked what color I thought people were like, who they were reincarnated from, what I thought of them and junk like that. I think I talked to him for a good hour. I remember a lot more than I thought, but it's all very vague, so you might need to jog my memory.

I'm sorry if I pissed you off and made you leave, I didn't mean it. I think out loud when I am drunk, there was no inner monologue, unless of course I was alone, then I didn't talk to myself out loud.

I know I hurt a lot of peoples feelings, and so I hurt you in anyway last night, I am really, truly, sorry. That is gonna ring true for 1 to 2 people in particular.

But dont worry, I'm not gonna fester in my own self loathing, or get really depressed over it. I am just gonna try to control my thoughts a little more next time I am smashed. I promise.

Katie Van Winkle, I'm sure you heard this a lot last night, but I love you.
Daniel Compton, Chris Carter, Kenna and Robin, I love you guys too for continuously putting up with me.

I have a few going away letters to write since that party.