for some reason(and i can't seem to find one) i seem to look up to elana. i really can't figure out why, i dont particularly like her too much, and she's mean to my friends. maybe it's because she reminds me of my cousin sam... ehh.

we had our second and last water polo scrimmage today. it rocked we best them by 12x their points(24 to 2) i had fun. my back is starting to act up again and that sucks not so good areas. owch.

i'm haveing friendly ctrisis' again. i think i may need a theripist, but will not get one until i move from this house or am 18, which ever is first. i can't ask my mom, she would either break down and be all sad and crap, or and would get mad at me for thinking i need one when i dont. i lose both ways. my dad would just kinda look at me and say 'i'll talk to your mom.' darn. oh well. i need a new layout but fear making one will make my com even slower..... pehh.