morargue

i love the way i alwasy have my title as some non-wordly sound. ^^

expanding on my last post, i dont even have said persons real aim s/n. i have their old one, which they never use, by lose chance of fate of an un-organized group of dryaides.

and please, dont expand on my thoughts in your blog unless it's a major part of your day ot really long. thats is why i have a commenting system, that everyone(that being NO ONE) seems to notice exisites, how it functions, or ignors it. that why it's there, to use. not to look pretty, because it doesn't. and besides, if people care enough to read about how i feel, they can come here. and if not, they can kiss my fluffy pink ass. simple as that.

I also find it quite amusing that, as far as i know, I have had this blog longer than any of my other friends(minus the chrys, mebbe) and yet no one cares about it. it is by far the prettiest, i know, i've looked around. but no matter what i do, no one cares. but thats fine... people dont care to listen to rae bitch anyhow, and i dont blame them. i guess it because it's only about superficial things, and water polo. nobofy loikes water polo much besides me anyway.... so i can deal, but it kinda hurts. Of all 7 years I've played, i've only had one friend come to a game just to watch me, one. And only once infact.

it also pains me that only after extreme proding and complaining do i get people to enjoy, or even take notice in the things i do mildly interesting. it took kenna until late middle school early high school to even relativly enjoy some anime and manga, i got her to try water polo once, and so on.(i'm only useing kenna as an example, dont take it personally.)i end up having to take part in what they like, which i usually like anyway, and following them around. but when i finally get into it, they dont care anymore and have moved on. it's like i'ev been intentionally left behind or something to that effect.....