wow, what a crappy end to a crappy week. it's been nothing but studying, worrying, and all out crappyiness. I've been sickly, but i dont get sick. it's june, people dont get sick in june, especially people who don't get sick. It's also been really cold and crappy. It's southern most part of So. Cal. wtf? I swear... everything just gets worse and worse.... I'm not even excited that i have no more school. today was the last day...... whoot....>> or whatever.

It's latly that i've relized how truly insignifigant and pointless my friendships really are. i have come to the conclusion that i have only a few truly good friends i even care to go do stuff with them. Kenna all the way, we've been through so much. She's been my best friend since 5th grade. Thats 6 or so years. I don't know more that a handful of people i can say i've know for longer than that. Roy, he is so super awsome. I love to talk to him and I'm glad hima nd Kenna are together. Chrys, she is one of my most favorite people ever. I always have so much fun when I'm around her. I'm really just sorry I'm not less timid so i could do more with her. Everyone else, either is too unknown to me, or I really dont want todeal with them. An these are people I'm thinking in terms of who i'm going to bother to keep in touch with after i go away for college, if I go away. I've only just finished my sophmore year.... but i can't wait ot leave now. I want to be done with all of this. School is a joke, it is so meaningless it isn't even amusing.