aieee..... i came home all depressed today, i dont know why. End of the year, and i feel i've done apsolutly nothing. I have so many regrets, but i'm only 16, i shouldn't have any. Ah well, such is life. But i dunno..... whatever.

Roy called today. It made me happy, it's always nice to talk to him. He talks to me about kenna and stuff, and i can talk to him a litte about stuff too. He's easy to talk to, like Becky. I like talking to her too. They always maek me feel better. For some reason i feel i can talk to them more than other people i'm close too.