Is where I'm at. Not doing much of anything at. Except getting yelled at by an ego-tripping crew-supervisor. But I'm doing a super job of ignoring her and doing a fantastic job anyway. That's right folks- I'm a rebel. w007!
Well, It's been one hell of a week so far, and will continue to be until at least next tuesday. I go non-stop until then. I've been waking up at 4:30, going to crew, then off to school at 8, then either to work at 3:30 or home for food and cloths at 4:30, then to Pericles cre at 5:30 and I've beens tuck here until 10. Then it's home, munch out, get somethings outta the way, brush my teeth grab junk for the morning, and then to bed it is for me! I need to be watching TV... weird huh? For PoliSci I gotta watch the news, and I just don't have time. Luckily he's letting me use newspapers instead; cool. When am I going to get3 days worth of those? Dunno. Got some late nights ahead of me I do. But its' cool. I let it all go this morning. Or last night. Somewhere in there. So even though I have all this stress and pressure, I really am not feeling it anymore. Wheather that's good or bad I can't tell; but I'malso not worried about it. :)
Even all thoughs things I was reeling from after talking to my mom moday, not reeling anymore. Letting it all go. Because all I want to do is yell at small children and get skin cancer. And I think I could fit some gutar in there as well.
We'll see how I feel when I get back from SAC on sun. I'm sure the stress will be a little different; and I'll undoubaly have more things to worrie about; but at least I'm in a good spot now.
Except I havn't a clue what I'm doing for a home next semester. Sounds familiar? Yeah; it is. But at least this time I'm not doing it because I'm afraid of who I'll get stuck living with. I'm doing it because I honestly don't know how to go about it my way or my parents way; adn there isn't a happy medium.
Butat this moment, I'm feeling good.
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