i've been all crappy all day. and i really don't know why this time. i'm over the matt thing....but like, thats so not it. i think i just can't take swim team people anymore. they piss me off. partly because they're always talking about how becky's a quiter because she didn't come back to swim team, bastards. hippocritical, half of them don't show up, they work half-assed, and if they didn't have to come back, they wouldn't. ANd they always refer to her "6th period class" as 'that acting stuff'. And i'm standing right there. And they all KNOW i was just in a play with her. They blame the play for her dissapearance, i know they do. And I lothe them for it. They all know I'm doing that 'acting stuff' next year, and they say it to me right there! I apsolutly hate them! So very much.. and they get on my nervs. I swear, Katie asked me the same damn question 20 times after i had answered her. I really can't stand them, at all. And now i'm angry, whoo-hoo. fuck.