i've been feeling really bad lately for some reason. maybe it's because of my indecicivness, but yeah. i'm really quite indifferent to many things, and i kinda wish i wasn't. I wish i could just make up my mind. but half the time thats not the problem, it's getting out what decision i have made. It's not so fun. Sometimes i wish i couls just do things with out thinking, but i can't. it makes me sad. I've also decided that I am afraid of social situations where i dont know the folk. yay me. I'm anti-social. whoot. I really need better people skills.