i feel bad. i can't explain why, but i feel horrible. I dont want to. I dont like to make decisions, I need couseling. I don't wanna feel bad. it makes me sad. make it stop.

so, i saw a mighty wind today. that was super fun. I enjoyed it lots.^^ It made me happy. I now understand lots of stuff chrys has been saying lately.yay me.

and i dont feel as bad anymore...just a lil still. but eh, such is life.