I love and look up to him. I know we dont have the best relationship, but he just doesn't seem to get it. I don't know how to make him understand, and it hurts everytime. I wihs it would stop but I'm not willing to let go. I still have hopes of smoothing it over in the end, it's just sometimes I dont think he does.
I wish you didn't miss me the way that you do. It will kill me if I have to be the one to tell them no. It will kill me if you make me and I don't. When did I go from your 18 year old, back to your 12? When was I projected back in time? I thought you were 20 once too, but I guess you've forgotten. I'm trying to do better than you for you, but it's not good enough. I wish you could just be proud of me for what I am trying to do, and not be disappointed with the way I am trying to handle it.
But I still love you, and that's what hurts the most.
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