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I am having a good day, even though I forgot my sweatshirt in the lockroom for 4 hours. It was still there when I got back :)

SO, my first-week-of-semester jitters are gone. I'm okay with where I am. I also talked to Katie today, which was nice. I havn't heard form her in a while. I told her my sitchuation, and she said something that made me feel really good. Now, I had come to this conclusion already, and my mom and John have said the same thing and so have other people, but it was nice to hear it from someone who was there with me in the day, and really knows what it was all about. She said, after I told her how my time was about to go out the window due to Crew, School, Work and Theatre, that I was going to be able to handle it fine. I dont know why, but it just made me feel so much better. Not overwhelmed anymore. I used to handle all sorts of junk like this when I was in high school, and I think that I have just been spoiled the last semester or so, because it was crazy my second semester too. I know I am going to have some rough times, and I am bound to have some breakdowsn (my calls home have already shot up from last semester.) But this year I have something else in equations different from last year, adn that is John. I dont know if that'll make how I handle things differently, but we'll see. I am making it a point, right now by telling you, whoever bothers to read this, that I am not going to let things get me so stressed out this year that I have constand breakdowns and let myself get upset easily. I will make me time if it kills me (and likly it will) but I see this as being a good year for me. (much better than the last at least! No stolen laptops to be had. :)