how does she do it? Somehow she always makes me cry at exactly the wronge time because of something, but at the end makes me feel at least less stressed. Are her solutions based upon the need for our plans to change or her desparate need to get me to stop sobbing? Is it me whose twisting her arm until she tells me what I want to hear or are they really compromises that she needs to make because she has put to much pressure on me to do something I'm not ready to do? I love the woman, but I don't even know if I have her wrapped around my finger or if she is truly doing what she does because it is the best thing for me. And if that is the case, I have some serious catching up to do with my age group. Look at everyone else, they certainly don't have the same draw backs I have. I may seem oblivious to everything, but I notice details others don't, I notice the way people carry themselves, the tones in thei voices, where there eyes go when they are talking to someone else, how many umms, uhhs and okays they put into their sentences. I do it to myself to, I am constanly aware of what I say, how I say it and if it came across the way I wanted it too. I like to mess wiht language, see who can find all my mistakes, most only find the superficial ones. :)
I dont know where this is going, but it certainly is a good way of procrastinating. :P
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