hrmm.

So... it looks like I'm going to be a rower. At least start trainging with the girls and learning to row. Stevo wants a lightweight 8, and with me, that makes 4 of us. So at least we'll have a lightweight 4. I dont know how I'm going to deal with this; on the one hand I'm not going to be sitting around doing nothing like the end of last semester. Ont he other hand I did spend all of last year training to be a coxswain only ro have that thrown out the window. That upsets me; but I'm excited to row. But I'm bothered by that fact that I'm going from queen bee to worker and not the other way around. It's just not right. There's really nothing much i can do and telling the coaches wont help because there's nothing they can do about it either. SO it's either row or sit out for me, and I dont like those options. I'm getting really tired of feeling like I should conform to everybody elses situation. And I dont even get a choice. Bitch.