Saturday, July 08, 2006

This is not turning out to be a good weekend

I still havn't seen Pirates... adn the more the now evening rools on, is begingin to look like a much bleaker prospect. Chris has not yet called, nor been online.I have no way of getting in touch with that boy. My mom is too tired to go with me, my brother is no where to be found, and I am making a bee-line to my next breakdown in 2 days. Las night was because of tiredness, today will be out of despair.

So why don't I call anyone? Because deep down I still have that gut-renching feeling that if I do call, they are either not going to pick up or not want to talk to me. I also feel that all my friends will recognize this movie as something they should call me to see if they want to see it with some one, or sould invite if they can because of my feelings towards pirates. However I also feel like they will be to slow to recognize this and by the time they think of it they will have already seen the movie.


And so begins the break down.

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