*sigh*

i have been relizing how many people are going to graduate this year whom i'm going to miss very much... and also how many aren't whoom i dont even want to associate with right now. it kinda makes me sad that i'm currently not planning to keep in touch with some of my closest friends.... eergg. i am so mad at some of them.... i just cant believe it. you think you know someone, and then it turns out you do. you can read them liek a book. but it's one of those books that is like watching a train wreck and can't turn away. how sad is that? but the worst thing is i dont even think they know.... and the thiings i think about them is horrible.(they're not mean horrible, it's just that I cant believe i would think them) augg. and the worst part is, i dont think i even care. i dont know how to react anymore. I react the way i think i should, but it doesn't seem right. and it's confusing to me... but i'll have to jsut sort these things out in my head.