and much of everything else latly too.0.o anyway.. on to business!(lol...thats amusing.>>;;;)
anyway.. i was reading a buddies journal(not gonna say who.. although i doubt they ever look at this. i just dont wanna. but it's not fred r kiki, you guys are safe!^^) and i got depressed. not gonna say why(they would then know it was them if they read, which they dont, loser)it made me relize how little friends i actually have. makes me wanna go back to 5th grade where everybody knew EVERYBODY. and i ws popluar(not in the everybody wants to be me way, thats sucks, i dont want people to be me. i wanna be the only me.) in the i know who everybody is personally, and they all know me personally. even the icky preppy people(were there preppy people then?)...ah, good times. but when i think of it, i can narrow my closest friends down to under five, good friends to under 10, and casular aquantinces down to under 25. thats bad. i need more friends..... or less lazy and more productive? either works for me.
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